Two households, both alike in dignity
in fair Verona, where we lay our scene
From ancient grudge break to new mutiny,
where civil blood makes civil hands unclean
From forth the fatal loins of these two foes,
a pair of star-crossed lovers take their life
whose misadventured piteous overthrows,
doth with their death bury their parents strife,
the fearful passage of their death-marked love
and the continuance of their parents' rage...

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I'll just stop there! Don't even ask how I could write all that! I've done my research on Romeo and Juliet, considering I'm in a similar situation - except everyone knows! Romeo and Juliet got out lucky. They didn't have to live through all the fighting and publicity! They got to meet in secret, get married in secret, and they even died alone with eachother. I'm not so fond of that last part though. I would hate to die at such a young age!

It would just be so much easier if Alex and I could date in secret. But then we'd have to act like we hated eachother in public. I couldn't deal with that either! I heard that relationships were a little difficult at first, but this? It's just ridiculous! We're getting tons of shit from each of our elements and there are even more fights! I just don't understand! Most Water, Wind, and Thunder students don't mind that Alex and I are dating - though they were surprised at first - and some are even extremely supportive of our relationship. I even think Euphie's going to make an "Alex & Migoto" fanclub. I wnoder how many people would be stupid enough to join that. Even though I love that these students are supporting us, I fear that the ones who don't like us dating will hurt them.

I get that Earth and Fire have been opposing houses for ages, but now it's time for a change! Alex and I love eachother! We shouldn't be forced to break-up just because our elements say so! We can't always make everyone happy! And I would give anything to stay with Alex! He makes me happy and he loves me as much as I love him! I don't even know how I'd live without him! I just wish everyone else could understand that...


Sorry... I started crying a little bit. I guess I should stop writing now. I don't want people to see me in this state.

MIGOTO

Alrighty. sorry if my handwriting's a little sloppy. I broke my wrist on the hand I write with so I have to use my other hand.

How did I break my wrist, you ask?

Two words...

Saphira

Altec

I tried to punch her in the face - cause she threatened to hurt Kai. she grabbed my wrist and snapped it like a twig. It really hurt! And then Alex showed up all of a sudden. And damn! Was he pissed! He scared me a lot and even made me cry a little. I know he didn't mean to snap at me, but with the pain in my wrist and just having him yell at me like that... I couldn't help it.


My wrist is feeling a little better right now, but it still has a long time before it heals.


Uh-oh. Guess what? The interrogation has taken place! Alex passed, of course! He was pretty nervous at first, but then got a little more comfortable around Kai.

It was pretty embarassing, but i know it could've been a whole lot worse! Kai still surprised me with his starting question though. Who would start out with, "Are you two having sex?" Apparently, Kai would! Gah!

Some of the looks on Kai's face amused me though. He seemed pretty disappointed that Alex didn't mess up on any of his questions. ^^ Maybe he didn't believe when I said Alex was perfect earlier, but now it's a proven fact!

MIGOTO

(THIS IS BEFORE MIGOTO WAS TURNED INTO A VAMPIRE)


Ugh. I hate Saphira.

I am writing this hournal entry as a sick Migoto. I missed class today cause I was puking my guts out. Alex came to see me after class and I just about threw up on him. That wouldn't have been good!

Anyway... We suspect Saphira's cookies of doom.

She sent Alex some Thin Mints. But he couldn't eat them - being a vampire. He tried to hide them from me - cause he knows I love cookies. But I found them! I have this sort of sonar when it comes to sweets. It's sort of weird. Anywa. I didn't feel sick after I ate them. But a few hours later... BLEGH!!!

Saphira HAD to have put something in the cookies! And now that I'm puking so much and staying out of class, the rumor is getting stronger!

I! AM! NOT! PREGNANT!

Well... I feel like I'm gonna barf again.

Bye.

MIGOTO

Wow. I haven't written in this for quite awhile. I had a good excuse too! Lots of stuff happened while I haven't been writing in this.

First, Roxie bought me some lingerie. I didn't really mean for Alex to see it yet, but he did. Then one thing led to another and... yeah. I'm not a virgin! Hahaha!

About two weeks after that... I found out... that... well... I'm pregnant. I haven't told Kai yet. I'm too scared of what his reaction would be. Not too long ago Saphira was starting rumors about it and now... I actually am! It's weird! Everything's weird! I'm puking every morning now! Ugh! And I'm even craving human food! Blegh! Besides that, I'm kind of glad about my pregnancy. I guess the idea of having Alex's child makes me really happy.

The next thing that happened made me lock myself in my dorm for days, crying. Alex and Saphira started dating. I was heartbroken, sad, and angry. When I saw them kissing in the mess hall, I walked up to them and slapped Alex across the face as hard as I could. Then I ran straight to my dorm and started bawling my eyes out. It was horrible.

I was so depressed about them dating... that I tried to kill myself. Alex appeared right after I slit my wrist. He started going into, like, hysterics. I was really confused. Then he explained that him and Saphira had gotten into some fight and got amnesia from the blow. They had thought that they were together somehow. Instantly, I regretted comitting suicide. One, because Alex still loved me. And two, because... I'd forgotten about my pregnancy. I was so scared! Alex tried to help, but I sort of... uh... died for a few minutes. When I "resurrected" - if you could call it that - Alex was about to jump off the cliff. I'm so glad I caught him when I did. He was just about to take the dive.

So everything's okay now. I'm okay. Alex os okay. Our relationship is okay. And most importantly... our baby is okay. I thought it might've been damaged when I... died, but it's fine.

So there you go!

MIGOTO

Uh oh

People are starting to find out that I'm pregnant. Not because of a 'baby bump' - I don't have one yet - , but probably because of my morning sickness. I've thrown up in the public bathrooms many mornings when I couldn't swallow it back and some girls have seen it. It's just my luck that those girls had to be gossip hungry bitches.

This isn't working out right.

You know stress is bad when you're pregnant! It can damage the baby! Apparently these bitches don't care enough about a new life to just stop their addiction to gossip!

Okay. I've got to calm down. I'm just going to lay on my bed and breathe for awhile.

Oh!

The baby's heartbeat is getting stronger. But there's something weird about it... It sounds like... two heartbeats. I'm not a hundred percent sure, but I can't stop thinking about it.

MIGOTO

I FOUND YOU!! That's why I haven't written in you for awhile. Cause I had no idea where you were! You might not know that.. since you're an inanimate object.. but I just wanted to tell you so you wouldn't be worried. Wait.. Inanimate objects don't have emotions... WHATEVER!

Well.. Let's update this journal now! ^^

Anyway.. You know I had my ultrasound. We DO have twins! I'm so happy!

I'm currently 17 weeks pregnant now. I read online that maternity clothes would be a must for comfort purposes right now, so Kai bought some for me. But I am NOT wearing those things until it is completely necessary! Not until my clothes explode when I put them on. I'm pretty chubby right now though. I CAN'T FIT INTO MY SKINNY JEANS ANYMORE!!! But I can still fit into regular jeans and loose shirts.