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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on May 17, 2012 14:04:53 GMT -5
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A pretty face was always so easily marred by a distinctly disappointed frown; all it took was one phone call to throw everything off. "I'm not going to talk about this right now, mom," Lark hissed, keeping her voice low. It was hard to whisper in a bathroom when everything seemed to echo off of the walls. There was a sigh on the other end of the phone. "I just wanted to ensure you were safe," The woman pleaded. She sounded genuinely worried. "I'm safe, okay?" It was difficult not to add 'we would have been safer if you had just stayed loyal' but bit her tongue. It was not going to change anything now, nor bring the house back, nor bring Frank out of the hospital. Not that he needed to be anywhere else; maybe they could find a way to help him with his problem. Or at least direct him to a place that could. The test for the colon cancer had not yet come back, and of course that brought about a bit of anxiety. Ashton did not know of that bit of news yet. She wanted to talk to people about her problems but it was so difficult. "Well, okay. You have fun tonight with Ashton." Lark could hear the teasing in her mother's voice and instantly felt her face grow warm. "Mom, we're just going as friends, okay? Just friends." Paula made a noise that sounded like 'uh huh, sure', but Lark ignored it. She was too busy trying to keep her face from turning red. "I gotta go. Need to finish getting ready." They bid one another farewell and Lark turned her attention back to the mirror. Her hair was probably the biggest hindrance, doing it on her own.
Ugh, why does this have to be so complicated? Lark worried the inside of her lip as she mussed with her hair in the bathroom. Her fingers were shaking slightly, anxiety really getting the better of her. Usually she felt confident and comfortable about herself, but tonight all of that was tossed out the window. She honestly thought she would miss out on prom this year but Ashton had asked her to join him. She was not sure if he even understood what that meant to her, but if not that was probably for the best. Her hair was curled--more so than its naturally curly state--and she had two silver pins holding it back on each side of her head. Nell had taken her shopping for a dress, being as most of her clothing had been lost in the fire. It was amazing that she had been able to salvage what she did. Her laptop was gone, as well as most of her favorite outfits and shoes. She refused to miss too much work even though Frank was in the hospital, so luckily Lark had enough money to slowly rebuild a small wardrobe for the time being. She leaned forward and put on her make-up, feeling outside of her own body by this point. The last person to see her dressed up was Jack. He vanished. She frowned at the thought. I hope that the disappearing act doesn't become the norm. It would not do well to lose Ashton too. That would not do well at all. Content with her outfit, she straightened up her black cocktail dress (which Nell encouraged her to buy after she tried it on) and reached for the bathroom door.
"Here goes nothing..." Lark breathed before opening the door and heading down the hall with her purse clutched tightly in her hand. She nearly face planted going down the stairs--thanks to the lovely high heels--but managed well enough. When she hit the bottom, Lark could hear her heart thudding in her ears. She did manage a smile as she looked at Ashton. It was difficult to keep from getting overly embarrassed by not only her outfit but the person she was going with. She had never felt so feminine in her entire life. "Well, you clean up nice," The girl teased, trying her best to act perfectly normal despite how abnormal she felt. Her face still felt very warm after the discussion with Paula. "You should switch shoes with me, that way I don't fall flat on my face. Yours look way more comfortable than mine do." Being one to always wear tennis shoes or go barefoot, high heels felt foreign on her feet. As though she were walking on a tight rope. I just hope I don't make a fool of myself and be the laughing stock of prom night. Her pride was already hurting from wearing the short, leg revealing dress; there was no need to make it worse by fumbling over herself or doing something stupid. Especially in front of Ashton. That would be the worst.
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on May 17, 2012 21:34:32 GMT -5
I'M TWO QUARTERS & A HEART DOWN AND I DON'T WANNA FORGET HOW YOUR VOICE SOUNDS THESE WORDS ARE ALL I HAVE SO I'LL WRITE THEM so you need them just to get by---- Suits were a bit of a difficulty for Ashton, mostly because they were not things he was used to wearing. He was a t-shirt and jeans kind of guy, all laid-back and no class whatsoever. He didn't really have a problem with them, per say, it was more like they had a problem with him. Like this one and the damned tie. He hated ties, that much was decided right then and there. He tried to remember what his father had taught him but it still took a while of fumbling before—"Aha!" he exclaimed triumphantly—he managed to get it right. Frowning at his expression in the mirror, he realised just how strange he looked when he was all dressed up. To himself, at any rate. He was such a leisurely person that this was unlike him. Oh well! He looked pretty good, if he did say so himself, and there was an upside to the fact that he didn't have to worry about short dresses flying up or breaking his ankles in heels like the girls did. Girls like Lark, whom he'd invited to be his prom date. He couldn't just not go to prom. The leaders were expected to go (they didn't have to, but they were expected to) and he wasn't going to show up without someone with him. Ashton didn't mind being single but you looked like a loser if you didn't at least bring a friend. He wondered what people would think of the whole "Earth and Fire" thing, though the fact that the two of them were of the same alliance was certainly going to help. He hoped. Hell, he really hoped. No need to make a scene at prom.
Besides, it wasn't like they were dating. He supposed there would be talk about that but it happened whenever a guy was seen with a girl so it was no big deal. He had gotten ready in his room and so once he was all ready he headed downstairs to wait for Lark. "Hey, handsome," his mother joked, causing Ashton to duck his head and laugh. "My god, Mom, don't." He knew she was only playing around as mothers tended to do. It had been cute when he was in middle school but even Ash got that flush of embarrassment when his parents said or did something like that now. "So you and Lark, hmm?" Analynn leaned across the kitchen table she was sitting at, hands clasped together and elbows propped on the wooden surface. "Me and Lark, huh?" he shot back, smiling. "We decided to go as friends 'cause neither of us had a date." Dustin seemed unperturbed by this news, since Ashton had already been over this with him, but Ana had that motherly look of mischief in her eyes. What was it with parents? He met a girl and they were immediately all over him with the teasing. They'd done it with nearly every female friend he had so far, including Nell. They'd laid off the latter when he'd pointed out, "Guys, she's engaged! I don't want to die, thanks!" He didn't have romantic feelings for his fellow Earth and even if he did, there were people who wouldn't appreciate his interception. Like her fiancé. Lark was more on the market but she was a friend, nothing more. For now.
He blinked when Lark met him downstairs, realising for the first time that he'd never seen her in a dress before. His surprise probably registered on his face for a moment before he got over it and offered her a wide grin, bowing. "Thanks, I try." Ah, there was Ashton in all his usual dramatic flair. "You look great; where'd you get the dress? It looks good on you!" He was allowed to say that, right? Ashton was always the type to compliment his friends no matter what it was on. If a lady looked pretty on prom night he was going to tell her that straight up, of course he was. He tilted his head to get a better look at her shoes when she mentioned them, chuckling. "I guess there's a price to pay for looking nice, huh? At least they're not... boring?" He chuckled, referring to his own shoes which were plain, your typical dress shoes to match the suit. "At least you can take them off if it gets too bad," he mused, remembering how Hannoly had done just that almost the moment they got inside the hall. They'd went as friends, too, and they'd never actually ended up dancing together. Noly had been more interested in talking and eating food. Fine by Ashton! He didn't have two left feet but he was generally an agreeable person so if his dance partner didn't want to dance, he'd be up for whatever they did want to do. "Ready to go?" he asked. "I wonder what the hall will look like? It looked really nice last year... did you get a chance to see it?" His voice rose with the curiosity as he realised he wasn't sure whether she'd went last year. She'd been a sophomore and so there was a strong chance she hadn't gone.
DANCE, DANCE we're falling apart to half time ,
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on May 18, 2012 21:40:43 GMT -5
OUTFIT.
He looks…really good. She avoided his gaze. He bowed, and Lark could not help but smile a little bit at his dramatic flair. Had she been in a better set of shoes she might have tried a curtsey but that would go straight to fuck if she did. Lark plus high heels equals disaster. Hopefully tonight that was not going to be the recipe, but she could only wonder. A lump formed in her throat at his complement and she glanced away from him, feeling her neck and face grow even warmer. It was difficult to avoid rubbing the back of her neck, but she remembered her hair and refrained. “Thanks. Nell helped me pick it out. She refused to let me buy any other dress. Practically chained me to it.” Though nervous, Lark did manage a small chuckle at Nell’s antics. She truly did love that girl. Best non-blood related sister in the world. Although the downside was that she was now standing before Ashton in a dress she never thought she would wear in front of anyone, and he was complementing her. Did he really have to be like that? Of course he did. If he were anything else, Lark might not have even felt as drawn to him as she did.
“Definitely won’t be boring if I fall over myself all night,” She replied with a smile, still avoiding his gaze part way. She felt so childish doing so, but what else was she supposed to do? It was difficult to act unfazed by his complements or, well, anything else at this point. How the fuck am I supposed to keep this up now? She could only wonder. The girl did manage a nod and finally looked at his face, heart skipping a quick beat before going back to normal. Fuck. “Yeah I’ll probably take them off when we get there. I’m not really good with dancing and if I step on your feet I’d rather it be without three inch heels.” At least she was able to manage making light of everything despite how nervous she truly felt on the inside. The dress, the shoes, the make-up, Ashton…it was enough to make her stomach knot up ten times over. What if she did step on his feet, or trip and fall? Oh god, there would be no end to her humiliation at that point. It made her heart race at the thought. Lark nodded curtly at his question. “Yeah, I’m ready.” She glanced over at him—the shoes put her at almost equal height—and smiled a little. “I can only guess. It’ll probably be nice.” A frown briefly tugged at her lips. “I saw it last year. It was really well done. Maybe they’ll out-do it this year.”
Upon arriving at the Academy, there were people filing into the large doors. Everyone was dressed up in really nice outfits, some of them nicer than others but all equally fancied up for the occasion. It was cold so a few of them wore thick jackets before entering the school, and then shed them as soon as they hit the warmth of the castle. Lark did not really have much to bundle up in, so instead of finding a jacket she merely toughed it out and walked inside. There were a lot of people here—more than last year from what she could tell—and instantly felt overwhelmed. What would people think of her going with the most recent Earth leader? Same side or not, people were bound to say something. Shit. That makes me feel so much better… Now her nerves were even more on edge. Going as friends or not people always made assumptions. “So…I guess we should find a place for me to stuff these shoes.” She spoke up finally, finding a nearby table that was empty. Lark slid out of the shoes and exhaled a sigh of relief; high heels really were not her thing. She set the purse on the table and turned to look at him. Once again she felt her chest tighten. A few of her allies walked by and waved at her; Lark smiled and waved at them in return before returning her attention to Ashton. She seriously wondered how this night was going to go. “What first?”
[I'm sorry I skipped to the dance but Lark was all tweaked in my head and not giving me much to work with. XD you can do something in between if you really want. <3]
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on May 19, 2012 15:40:36 GMT -5
I'M TWO QUARTERS & A HEART DOWN AND I DON'T WANNA FORGET HOW YOUR VOICE SOUNDS THESE WORDS ARE ALL I HAVE SO I'LL WRITE THEM so you need them just to get by---- Ashton's green eyes brightened slightly at mention of Nell, a mutual friend of theirs. He loved his fellow Earth dearly and he still regretted the way he'd treated her upon finding out about the trial. Briefly he wondered whether Lark knew or not but decided against asking. Some things were better left unsaid and it wasn't his place to share. "She's got good taste!" He'd never claimed to be much of a fashionista. In Ashton's opinion, if it looks good on you, you should wear it. He never understood complimentary colours or not wearing certain colours to certain events. Well, alright, he understood white on the wedding day and black at funerals but that was as far as it went. He was not oblivious to the fact that Lark would not meet his gaze but passed it off to simple awkwardness given the fact that they were two good friends going to prom together. It was a little awkward, sure. It had been the same way with Hannoly when he'd went last year and so he tried not to think too much on the subject. "I'm sure you'll be fine," he reassured her when she mentioned falling. Geez, is it really that bad? Being a guy, he'd never worn heels before. He wondered why girls bothered putting up with them when there was a risk of broken ankles. "Feel free to drag me down with you. Then they'll laugh at us both and we won't feel so bad." His tone was joking but in retrospect he really wouldn't mind if she did. Being embarrassed was always a little more bearable when you were not alone during your walk of shame. Or, erm, fall of shame in this case.
Lark looked at him at last, agreeing to his comment on being able to remove the heels. "That makes two of us." He smiled at her, hoping that his own lack of proficiency was a comfort. He wasn't great at dancing. Perhaps better than Lark, as he'd never seen her dance and vice versa, but certainly not that great at it. He knew the basics and that was it. "It's not too hard. I mean, it's not like they expect a tango, huh?" He laughed, always injecting humour into an awkward or uncomfortable situation to try and make everyone in it feel better. Jesus, if they expected teenagers to learn salsa or... well, any other form of dancing, really, there would be a lot more of a reason to be incredibly nervous at prom. He'd probably refrain from going if that were the case. But it wasn't and while it wasn't his favourite event of the year, Ashton could say with honesty that he wasn't dreading it. There was food, there were people, he had his friends, it'd be fine. He was surprised to learn that Lark had gone to prom the previous year, wondering if it had been a just-as-friends deal or whether she'd been in a relationship at the time. He didn't see it as anything of importance, though, and so the normally incredibly nosy boy was able to abstain from a barrage of questions. "Guess we'll find out!" He turned to jerk his hand in a wave to his parents, then went with Lark out to the car. She really did look good in her dress, he thought. He wondered vaguely why she didn't dress up more often.
Upon arrival at the dance, Ashton shivered slightly from the cold, chuckling at himself. "Really, why can't prom be during the summer?" He wasn't too upset about it, though, as it wasn't like Ashton to be bothered by much of anything. The moment they got into the crowded mess hall things were much warmer and he relaxed, glad for the heat. He assumed it was the work of some of the Fire professors or something. It was much more reliable than trying to heat the massive room through other methods. He got a little deja-vu when they went over to one of the tables immediately but it was altered when Lark didn't insist upon sitting down or anything like that. Maybe she would actually want to enjoy prom the way it was meant to be enjoyed, with dancing and all that. Ashton also greeted their allies, though with a grin and a, "Hey, guys!" instead of a wave. He wasn't shy about the fact that he'd brought Lark, though he'd be lying if he said that it didn't cross his mind. What they were thinking, how they'd react. They didn't seem to mind. It was a good sign. "Whatever you want, I'm not picky," he said brightly. "There's food, we could track down our friends, there's dancing..." He grinned at the last bit. "I mean, if you think we'd survive that last one in combination." Did he ever stop kidding around? I think not.
DANCE, DANCE we're falling apart to half time ,
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on May 22, 2012 10:58:04 GMT -5
OUTFIT.
Wearing a dress felt so out of place, like wearing a very baggy second skin. The dress she picked did not feel too awkward, but the revealing portion of the ordeal was difficult to deal with. If the wind blows… Crossed her mind, and instantly she grew embarrassed at the image. Hopefully it would not happen. Maybe the winter weather would at least be that kind. “I hope I’ll be fine,” She replied, turning and flicking one leg up slightly to observe the heel and fiddle with it. Three inches of possible death should she misstep or kick someone with it. That would not go over well. Lark set her leg back down gently so she wouldn’t fumble over. Ashton’s next comment caused her to chuckle a little bit and glanced at him briefly with an amused gleam in her eyes. “I’m not going to do that to you. With my luck one of us would wind up seriously injured and I’d hate to spend time in the medical wing on prom night.” The thought of faking sick and going to spend some time away from the dance did cross her mind, but she told herself that that would not do much good. Knowing Ashton he would follow her all the way to the wing to ensure she was alright, and that would be somewhat counter-productive.
“At least you don’t have high heels to stomp on my feet with,” Lark pointed out, finally managing to make eye contact with Ashton. It was so incredibly hard. Did he really have any idea? Probably not. Bless him; he truly was oblivious to a lot of things. Either that or she was adept at hiding everything away. Lark wanted to tell him what she felt but doubts plagued every inch of her mind. Him saying no, telling her it would never work out, the works. That scared her more than merely tucking things away in her heart. She blinked. “Oh god. I would probably not show up if I had to know all of those…fancy dances. I’ve seen some on TV, but that’s about it.” Lark was a confident creature by nature, but never with things she was unsure of. If she felt ill-informed or inept then she was not the type to boast and boost herself up only to take a heavy fall. Prideful maybe, but not stupid or highly egotistical. She nodded—once again, still trying to find things to say amid the tangle of nerves forming in her stomach—and followed him out to the car. The entire drive she spent trying to imagine every possible scenario for the evening. Most of them ended in her falling or stepping on Ashton’s feet, or getting embarrassed and not saying a word the entire night. I need to talk to him. I have to act normal. So far her verbal responses were not out of the ordinary. At least, Lark sincerely hoped so. It was hard to tell. The drive was not too long, and fortunately the conversation was not all that painful (though she did spend quite a bit of time adjusting her dress).
“Ah, I know right? I would do so much better in the summer. No frostbite.” At least that was one thing that placed Lark at ease; a little common ground. Ashton was so social and unfazed by all of this while she flailed around helplessly like a child who had been locked away in a closet her entire life with no means of socializing. It was nice to know she was not all by herself. She was so grateful for the warmth of the mess hall; she just hoped that it would stay that way. They seemed to do a decent job keeping the chill of winter out of the room well enough. Lark partially frowned as Ashton spoke up to their allies. I really wish I could be that social. “Hey, don’t pin the decision entirely on me,” Lark replied, smiling as she glanced out on the dance floor. There were quite a few people out there. She swallowed anxiously. At Ashton’s suggestions, she looked up at him just in time to see the grin on his face. “Without my heels I think we could uh…at least come out of it without me impaling your foot?” She did manage a bit of a laugh and a smirk, though it was nervous. “If you want to dance we can. I can’t dodge it forever right?” The last time she danced it was with Jack, and the boy had been ten times more nervous than she was. With Ashton, his confidence was almost intimidating. I just hope I don’t fuck it up. Lark wriggled her toes. “But it’s up to you. I can happily sit around and find amazing food to dig into too. Or go talk to people.” Not that she would do a lot of talking, but she could sure as hell try if that’s what Ashton wanted to do.
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on May 22, 2012 14:45:21 GMT -5
I'M TWO QUARTERS & A HEART DOWN AND I DON'T WANNA FORGET HOW YOUR VOICE SOUNDS THESE WORDS ARE ALL I HAVE SO I'LL WRITE THEM so you need them just to get by---- Ah, Lark knew him well already. Not that it was hard, of course, being that he presented himself as an open book. Ashton would certainly trail Lark all the way to the medical wing if she pretended to be ill just to get out of it. Not out of suspicion but out of concern. He tended to take everyone at face value, believe them without incident unless they gave him a strong reason to doubt them. "I don't think either of us wants to end up there. You'll be fine, don't worry." He flashed an optimistic smile, seeming to believe it. Lark wasn't stumbling around like a drunk in her heels and that was a good sign. He hoped that she didn't go over on her ankle, though, because he'd bet that it would be pretty painful. "Hey! I don't stomp!" His defensiveness was fabricated and it was not hard to tell. "At least you can walk in them! I'd have fell flat on my face already. You've got skills." He laughed, joking skill, though he really did commend anyone who could manage to walk ten feet in heels without at least wobbling in their stride. They looked so uncomfortable, so unsteady. He liked the flatness of his own shoe, the fact that he didn't need to think about balancing. And heels hurt, too. Really, Ashton would never understood what girls put themselves through. Weight loss, heels, make-up... he threw on a nice suit and he was fine. Then again, Ashton was a pretty easy-going and laid-back guy.
There was something they had in common, at least! Ashton loved having things in common with people, a level ground that they could walk on together. "Right? I'd steer clear. Us and the rest of the school, probably." He chuckled at the thought. Not a lot of teenagers could dance in the professional sense. It was funny to think that a lot of them were good at the sort of dancing that was done in clubs and that was of course banned at prom. Did they listen to the restrictions? Course not. Some of the kids showed up buzzed so that the alcohol could give them a little extra fun, some snuck stuff in if they could manage it, and practically everyone ignored the rules. That was fine by him. He was so relaxed that it was hard to find anything that would phase him. "My favourite thing about winter is snowboarding, really. I can't wait to hit some of the slopes!" There was excitement in his voice at the mere thought. "You still wanna come with if I do? The offer still stands!" He loved bringing his friends along on whatever he happened to get up to. He remembered her telling him she'd show him a thing or two about surfing in return. It was probably best to wait until the summer for that, he thought. "Colder than I thought it would be. Good thing it's warm inside since we never brought jackets." Ashton was the sort of guy that would offer his own if any of his friends needed it but then, that was sort of hard when you didn't have one.
He could tell that Lark was a little nervous but Ashton could not properly gauge the extent of her dancing stage-fright. Reading people was not easy for him. In being an oblivious person that took everything for what it was at first glance, this was a difficult venture. "Well do you want to dance?" She said she was up for anything that Ashton wanted to do but they reached a problem in the fact that he was feeling the exact same way. He was fine with doing anything at this point. "I won't ask you to if you don't want to, really! It's whatever you want." He sounded genuine, honest. (Least he hoped he did, because that was how he was feeling). The fact that Lark had said she couldn't avoid it forever made it almost sound like a bad thing to him, which was confusing. "I can't tell whether you're saying yes because you're really okay with it or because I want to," he admitted with a laugh. "My date last year didn't want to, so we didn't. I'm really okay with anything." His date had also been a friend then. Maybe that made it a little more awkward or something? Eh, hell if he knew.
DANCE, DANCE we're falling apart to half time ,
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on May 24, 2012 0:30:29 GMT -5
OUTFIT.
Ashton's words were somewhat of a comfort; his optimism and cheerful comments were usually quite uplifting and made her feel at least a little better about the situation. Should she fall, at least someone was there to help pick her up. Better than fumbling around all alone. She chuckled and tucked a few stray strands of hair out of her face before staring at their feet for a moment. "I wonder how far my high heel walking skills will go tonight. Hopefully past the front door, hm? Or at least until after the dance." How awful it would be to make it out of Ashton's house and suddenly crash and burn on the steps. She was working herself up for nothing, but it really could not be helped. Lark had good balance when her shoes were flat on the ground and did not make her wobble around like a full-bodied bobble head...body...thing. Something that was not balanced. She did not feel very confident at this point but refused to back down from the prom or from Ashton. It did not bother her to display her discomfort with her shoes but anything further might insult the Earth and she could not deal with that. "Unless some of the students are secretly professional dancers, which...would actually be pretty neat. Huh." Now Lark wondered if there were any in the school that were proficient at dancing most of the more complicated dances, such as the Tango, Flamingo, or Salsa. For a brief time her concerns had been forgotten as she imagined seeing some of the students flying through the air with a profound grace that she only wished she could have with dancing. The cold was also pretty distracting too, but fortunately for them it was only a temporary discomfort.
"I'm sure!" Lark replied with a smile at his excitement about snowboarding. Really, did it take much to make this kid happy? It seemed the answer would be a 'no'. Which she found endearing; to have someone as bright as Ashton in her life was truly uplifting. "Really?" She raised an eyebrow and glanced at him--really, she should probably stop glancing and look the boy right in the eyes--before tilting her head. That conversation had been quite a long time ago. He remembered his invitation? Because he meant it, dumbass. Lark scolded herself, remembering who this was. "I'd love to go. Still up for learning a little about snowboarding, definitely. And when I get money for a new surfboard I can return the favor." And just as he remembered, so did she. Lark loved to surf and would thrill in the prospect of teaching someone else. Guitar was a bit easier to learn because it did not require wiping out in the ocean waves and choking on salt water but at least it would be a fun experience. She grew excited at the thought. "Ah, oh well. Considering we aren't dancing outside in the cold I don't really think they are extremely necessary anyway." Going from a warm house to a car to a warm castle and then in reverse there was no point in dragging one around. She would not even consider going to the dance if it were held outside, Ashton or not, unless the Fire professors or graduates made it feel like a greenhouse. That might actually be pretty neat. Lark was feeling a little better as she allowed thoughts to drift in and out of her subconscious, but it was a fleeting thing. The minute they started to discuss dancing, Lark seemed to freeze up.
Not only was dancing a bit of a struggle for her, but this was Ashton. That was intimidating. It required putting her arms around his neck, or at least one hand on his shoulder, and he would have to touch her waist. She swallowed hard. I want to though...I should. She felt so stupid and childish. None of this ever bothered her before. Lark nodded sheepishly. "Y-Yeah, I do. I just don't want to mess it up." That was not a lie; it was not the full truth, but that was not necessary. Her gaze still would not meet his fully. "I'm not against you asking me. Not at all." Lark was not trying to sound negative or as though she was completely opposed to dancing; it was merely a mechanism to cope with her anxiety. If there was any one person she would want to dance with, it would be Ashton. She looked at the dance floor, then back at him with a small smile. It was probably the first time she had locked eyes with him since they were at the house. She wanted him to know that she meant what she was saying. "I'm okay with it, really. If I didn't want to dance I would tell you." And she would. Lark wanted to do the things he wanted to do, and was more than okay with following him around and keeping company, but if she was truly opposed to something she would have spoken out. She tilted her head towards the dance floor with a slightly raised brow before wandering out there with him. Lark stood in front of Ashton, not even looking at him but at her hands. "Okay, so..." Here goes nothing... She placed her hand hesitantly on his shoulder. "How do you want to do this?"
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on May 25, 2012 18:46:06 GMT -5
I'M TWO QUARTERS & A HEART DOWN AND I DON'T WANNA FORGET HOW YOUR VOICE SOUNDS THESE WORDS ARE ALL I HAVE SO I'LL WRITE THEM so you need them just to get by---- His bright gaze lit up when he thought of the talent that might exist within the school. Ashton always loved to observe and praise other people in their skill. It was fun and it made people feel good which, to him, was motivation enough. "Maybe if any of the dance students came together?" Hush, Josh Ashton knew that a lot of the kids who were in dance were in it because they wanted to be dancers but he didn't know if any of them would take each other as dates to prom or whether they'd use the school event as a way to show their stuff. He almost hoped so. It would be cool. They could grab snacks from the table, dinner and a show. He grinned when Lark expressed a desire to come with him on his next snowboarding expedition. He couldn't often find people who would so it was nice to see she was still on board. "Great!" he said enthusiastically. "The hills I usually go to have a good place for beginners. No trees or difficult jumps or anything like that. And then there's the pro hills." He laughed on 'pro hills', kidding. "I could show off my awesometastic skills." He wasn't bragging. Ashton was just being his usual silly self. Ashton was probably better at snowboarding than a lot of people thought. He was modest about his skills. It was one thing he was really, really good at. Like Lark and her music or surfing. Ashton had gardening and snowboarding. "Sounds awesome! I can't wait!" He clapped his hands together and rubbed them for a moment as if anticipating.
When Lark's voice wavered slightly upon speaking, even the ever-oblivious Ashton couldn't help but to notice. He felt bad for the fact that she felt nervous despite the fact there was nothing he could do to calm those feelings. "You won't," he promised her despite the fact he couldn't predict the future. Ashton was pretty confident there was nothing Lark could do to sabotage the dance. "You're not wearing heels so if you step on my foot it'll still be intact in the morning. What could go wrong?" His light laugh coloured the air again. Always joking, always lightening the mood. Some people felt better when there was someone who took nothing seriously or made light of everything in the room. Others got offended by his attempts at being funny but you couldn't please every crowd. He tried to make his friends happy and that was that. "Really, Lark, if it was that difficult I wouldn't try it either." Ashton might have been okay with people laughing at him but that didn't mean he'd purposely set himself up for failure. If it happened it happened but he was just going to be his usual, positive self and hope that it didn't happen. She still wouldn't look at him but her words were reassuring and his smile widened. "Good!" It would suck if she held it against him.
It was nice to finally have consistent eye contact and this reassured him as he grinned. He was glad that Lark was okay with dancing and all because it would be sort of awkward if she hinted that she wasn't comfortable with him. It wasn't like they were dating but he didn't like to make any of his friends uncomfortable. Really, Ashton spent most of his time trying to impress people or make them feel good about themselves. About him. He followed her onto the floor, which was already filled with dancing couples and groups of friends chatting and laughing, and noticed that she'd averted her gaze again. Why does she keep doing that? He kept wondering if it was his fault, if he was doing something to make her feel uncomfortable, but the fact that Lark was saying otherwise put him off the idea after a moment. She put her hand on his shoulder and he hesitated only briefly before putting his on her waist. He didn't know what position she preferred Really? Again? so he figured he would just go with the flow. He'd danced with girls before but there was always that moment of awkward when you tried it with someone new. "It's not so bad, right? At least I'm not expecting to dance the tango with me." And there he was grinning again, joking again, a soft chuckle brushing past his lips.
DANCE, DANCE we're falling apart to half time ,
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on May 27, 2012 16:27:09 GMT -5
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"Dinner and a show," Lark commented with a faint chuckle and an amused smile. If there were any talented dancers in the school she had yet to witness any of them doing their thing but there was no doubt that at least one existed among the students. There was always that chance. A sharp pang of envy stung at her heart; if only dancing came as easy as breathing or eating, this night would probably go over smoother. The anxiety of dancing would be reduced to a minimum at the very least. "They call those the bunny slopes, right?" She inquired. The smaller slopes were meant for those who were still learning the ropes of skiing or snowboarding; even though Lark had never experienced either sport herself some basics were not completely lost. A smirk twitched at the corner of her lips. "Oho, pro hills for the pro, eh? Well you'll at least have one fan swooning over your snowboarding skills." She vaguely pointed to herself. Sure there was more than just friend feelings towards Ashton but even if they did not exist Lark would not hesitate to admire someone's abilities in a sport they were adept at. She did realize how the comment sounded (whether he noticed or not was not known) and instantly wished it could be re-worded. Too late. So far Ashton had been ignorant of how she felt thus far and was not going to allow herself to get worked up over something small and probably unnoticed. "It's gonna be a long while but you'll be the first person to test it out besides myself." Never one to go back on a promise, she was going to ensure she got the boy up on a surfboard.
Ashton was so incredibly optimistic. How could he always think on the bright side about absolutely everything, even when the world displayed time and time again that it was not as kind as it could sometimes appear to be. Perhaps it was the events in her past that opened her eyes; the move, the divorce, her drunk father, the fire...it was enough to place Lark into a mindset that prevented her from being surprised. She did not want to go in assuming everything was going to turn out perfect or decently okay and then it turns out to be the opposite. Being let down consistently would grow tiring. I'd rather assume the worst or take on neutrality. Perhaps that was one reason she admired Ashton so much. He could be what she could not. "Very true!" Lark admitted with a nod. "At least I'm barefoot. Maybe you won't feel a thing if I misstep? Better that than those monster heels. And I'm not all that heavy either." She felt so odd right now. Normally Lark was smiling brightly and going back and forth with jokes and light humor but her anxiety and nerves were really pulling her down to a morose state. She did not look angry or upset in any way, no, but her expression was certainly not in its usually cheery state when around the Earth student. She still avoided his gaze more than she should have. A subconscious action that she assumed no one noticed. Watching the boy light up at the prospect of dancing did bring about a sense of accomplishment; it did not take much to please Ashton. For a brief moment Lark wondered why he even chose to be her friend. She was not nearly as upbeat and jovial as he was. At least, not consistently.
Instinctively Lark gripped at Ashton's shoulder when he placed a hand on her waist. Jack had done so last year but her confidence far surpassed his and made her feel better about dancing. Now she was not so sure of herself. She laughed a little and looked up at him through her eyelashes. The eye contact was still minimal, but it did faintly exist this time around. "If you had expected me to do the tango you would have definitely been disappointed. I'd probably rather fall on my face than try that." Tripping over a heel would be far less embarrassing than trying a dance she knew nothing about and making a fool of both people involved. She glanced around her at the other people around her. I wish I could be more comfortable. Ashton always made her feel safe, but when it came to dancing that was an entirely different story. The dress was a bit of a hindrance as well but she was managing. "I'm glad you're a better dancer than me," Lark broke the silence and turned her head back towards him again. "I mean, nothing like your snowboard skills I'm sure, but I'm still envious." She smirked and tried to place herself into a better state of comfort. It was helping. I should probably take a lesson or two one day. Then Lark could at least have a small spark of confidence if there was any dancing in her future. "So you went to prom last year? How many times have you been?" Once again, without even realizing it was happening, the girl kept her gaze on the other people on the dance floor instead of her partner. It was a horrible habit.
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on May 28, 2012 22:57:38 GMT -5
I'M TWO QUARTERS & A HEART DOWN AND I DON'T WANNA FORGET HOW YOUR VOICE SOUNDS THESE WORDS ARE ALL I HAVE SO I'LL WRITE THEM so you need them just to get by---- Ashton nodded to her question about the slopes, grinning broadly. He was easily cheered and talking about snowboarding on a day that had already been going pretty well (if he did say so himself) was more than enough to lift his spirits. "The resort I usually go to has a terrain park, too," Ashton said with obvious excitement. "I love trying out all the tricks. I fell a lot in the beginning but I'm better at it now." He'd sprained his arm during one such fall and his mother had practically demanded that he stop the sport. It had taken a lot of begging and support from his father before she'd let him go up into the hills again. Ashton was persistent when he found something that he actually got a lot of joy from. Like gardening, which, lo and behold, she also disapproved of. He had a feeling she wanted him to be into Math and Science, English even, graduate and get a good degree so he could make a name for himself and the family. Ash, however, well, he just wanted to have fun. He grinned when Lark mentioned swooning over him, totally missing the actual implications of this. She was lucky he was so consistent with missing the obvious. Ashton figured she was joking around and didn't realise that she 'swooned' a lot more than he was aware. "A good boarder always needs his fans, yeah?" Grinning, always grinning. "Awesome! Can't wait!" Surfing looked fun, he was excited.
He wasn't too worried about Lark's ability to damage his feet, at least not since she'd ditched her heels, and so Ashton just chuckled easily when she spoke. "Monster heels, huh? Well, at least they weren't stilettos. Then we'd both need to be worried!' Ashton about Lark impaling his foot and Lark about going over on her ankles, that is. It was easy for him to make jokes when there was no real threat of either thing happening. Hell, knowing Ashton it would have been easy even if he did have something to worry about. He joked when he was happy, sad, nervous... pretty much everything but angry, and that wasn't an emotion he felt often. His anger usually lasted five minutes tops and it took a lot to rile him up. His fuse was probably the length of the wall in China. Long and slow-burning. "Light as a feather, I bet. It might tickle rather than hurt!" Tickling was okay. He could deal with that. He was kidding though. It probably wouldn't tickle but he also doubted that it would hurt. She was pretty light. Looked it, anyway. Lighter than him. "These shoes are thick as bricks," he exaggerated, wiggling his foot for a moment in explanation. "Someone could drop a wrecking ball on my foot and I probably wouldn't feel a thing." That was a lie but at least he didn't try to hide that fact.
He couldn't miss the sudden pressure on his shoulder when he put his hands on her waist and he twitched his lips at her almost uncertainly. "You alright?" What he was really asking was if she was okay with this, though it sounded a little strange to phrase it as such. He felt bad for how nervous Lark was compared to his relative confidence. He wasn't good at dancing but he wasn't bad at it either. "Only by a little," he assured her. "I've done it before so it's not too hard. You'll get used to it, I'm sure." She wouldn't have prom to go to next year, of course, but there were always other events where dancing was expected. "Nothing like my snowboarding skills," he agreed. He loved hitting the slopes. He couldn't necessarily say that he loved dancing but if he'd hated it he wouldn't have offered to dance with Lark or even to come to prom at all. He could always have faked sick to get out of his leadership duties, problem solved. "Just last year," he said, smiling. "I was still leader then so they wanted me to show, and my friend didn't want to go to prom without a date. So we went together." He missed Hannoly. He wondered where she'd went but he'd stopped calling after the first few times. Given up. He was used to people walking away. Sad but true. Hey, he'd gotten over it. "I'm guessing same for you?"
DANCE, DANCE we're falling apart to half time ,
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on May 29, 2012 19:44:45 GMT -5
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Lark liked that they were discussing a familiar topic that brought about the feelings of good anxiety. Impatient anxiety. It was a good distraction from the awkwardness of her situation right now and was more than happy to focus on snowboarding with Ashton on the snowy slopes. Even if she fell time and time again, it would be fun and full of white powder memories. The prospect of going on vacation with Ashton intimidated her far less than the prom did; perhaps it was the dress and the fact that she did all of this for him. She felt as though she stuck out like a sore thumb. "That sounds like fun. I guess once I learn how to actually go down a slope I can try a few things out myself." With sports, Lark was far less hesitant to jump right in and test her learning curve because it was an area she felt confident in. Something she at least had a slight grasp on. With dancing and dressing up she felt inept and out of place. Maybe one day she could learn to grow into it. You'll never grow comfortable with something unless you try your hand at it more than once. "Where would any pro athlete be without their fan base?" Lark replied with a smile, feeling infinitely more relieved that he seemed unaware of what her comment might have actually implied. If he did catch on Ashton was doing a wonderful job at covering it up and she did not take any notice. Glancing upwards she caught sight of his smile and smiled in return. How was it always so damn contagious? His happiness was like a disease. A disease you actually wanted to catch.
"I honestly don't know if anyone could pay me enough money to try out stilettos." She chuckled and adjusted the curls of her hair, which managed to fray out a little and tickle her ear. "I'm so used to my flat tennis shoes that it almost feels like I have aliens on my feet." The image amused her and she did crack her smile a little wider at the thought. What would happen if high heels were aliens? That was such a random thing to think about. However it greatly aided in ebbing her nerves. Thank you, aliens. Wherever they were, if they existed, they were greatly appreciated for the temporary distraction. "Well, I dunno about being that light, but if I can manage tickling you than making you cry I suppose that's an accomplishment." Lark was certainly lighter than most girls of her height and age and relished in it. She could only hope her metabolism were remain at this peak for quite some time. "Although I'd probably prefer to cry. I'm...well, extremely ticklish." She managed a small shrug as if it were no big deal. In all honesty, Ashton was probably one of the first people to hear about it; Lark never spoke much about her being so sensitive because the last person who found out tickled her until she wet herself and that was an embarrassment. Especially in middle school when kids were ruthless with teasing. They did not let her live it down either. Ashton was a safe bet; he was so friendly and open and made Lark feel comfortable, so she decided it would be okay to share her 'secret'. "I'm not so sure you want us to test that out though," She admitted with a small laugh, glancing down at his feet. "Being footless would probably suck."
Little by little Lark was feeling better about being here with Ashton. His bright and optimistic personality was more of a comfort than she first realized. That was, until his hands touched her waist. A simple dance gesture sent her into an emotional frenzy that wrenched her gut into a tight knot. Obviously the boy felt the pressure on his shoulder. Shit. She fumbled with her fingers for a moment and felt her face growing hot. "Y-yeah...I'm fine." Her eyes found the tie around his neck incredibly intriguing and thus stared at it for a long moment before even attempting to look up. She felt as though her head was full of lead. Eventually her gaze met his but it was impossible to hold for long. "I hope so." With so few opportunities to work at her dancing skills she was not quite sure if things would improve by much. Had this dance been with someone other than Ashton, Lark was confident she would not fumble around half as much. "Oh, I see. Going with friends is never the wrong way to go, hm?" No matter how strange Lark felt right now, her statement was the absolute truth. If you were going to go to prom it was always good to go with people you enjoyed being with, whether it was a date or as a group. She nodded and finally forced the eye contact this time around. It made the girl feel guilty that she kept dodging his eyes; if the roles had been switched Lark might have felt as though her partner was not interested in being there. That was far from the truth. She would not be here with anyone else. "Yep, went with my friend Jack." They did not talk anymore. She did not see him anymore. Now with the alliances that would not be possible but even so it still caused her heart to ache.
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on May 31, 2012 0:48:43 GMT -5
I'M TWO QUARTERS & A HEART DOWN AND I DON'T WANNA FORGET HOW YOUR VOICE SOUNDS THESE WORDS ARE ALL I HAVE SO I'LL WRITE THEM so you need them just to get by---- The knowledge that Lark was ticklish was not exactly surprising, being that a lot of people were, but it was kind of cool to find out little facts like that about his friends. Things he didn't know before, new knowledge for conversations. Ashton would love to sit down with someone and just listen to them spill out their entire life story because the Earth elemental was fascinated with people and what their lives were like. It wasn't that he found himself boring or unimportant but as he already knew everything there was to know about his own life, the lives of others were considered pretty freaking cool in his books. "I'm a little ticklish too," he admitted with a grin. Common ground was always interesting. Something to relate on was always a fun thing when getting to know people. Lark couldn't be considered a 'new' presence in his life but they hadn't known each other as much as some. "Maybe not as much as you, though." The good thing about Ashton was that he did not think to test it out, didn't think to make Lark embarrassed or uncomfortable by tickling her relentlessly. It was considered annoying to a lot of people and if she was extremely ticklish then she probably didn't like it much. Especially if she'd prefer crying over tickling. That suggested a distaste. He wasn't a mean guy even when it came to tricks and practical jokes. That's why you're not a water, he reminded himself. His grandmother had pointed that out to him once. "Hopefully you don't have to cry or get tickled, huh?" Still smiling, still seeming completely at ease with their situation.
He noticed the blush, too, the way that she moved her gaze away from his and looked embarrassed. There was a stammer in her words as well and Ashton almost didn't know what to make of it at all. What was so bad about this? His first thought was that he was doing something wrong but that didn't seem right, especially when Lark was insisting that everything was fine and that she really didn't mind the dancing. So then... what? The only time he'd ever had a girl get this awkward around him was when—Ohh. The realisation was immediate, the thought slow, and then the boy found himself feeling a little sheepish. She liked him, didn't she? Lark actually liked him, and not in the sense of just friendship. Suddenly it made sense. The way she wouldn't look at him, how she froze up when he touched her, how she blushed and looked flattered when he complimented her. She freaking liked him. How long had it been going on before it finally came to his attention? I'm an idiot, aren't I? The thought wasn't distressed, more exasperated and amused. He didn't know what to do with this newfound information right away and so the Earth graduate just broadened his smile a little. I'm okay with this. He was fine with her liking him. She was pretty, she was nice, aaaand if he continued down this thought process much longer he was going to be the blushing one. For the sake of not making an awkward moment even worse he decided to think on it later. Enjoy the night for now. "Yeah, it's a lot of fun," he said brightly. "I don't see anything bad about it at all." As long as they meant nothing by it.
After the dance was over, Ashton lingered for a moment before taking his hands back into his own possession and continuing to smile. He never stopped, this kid didn't. "My toes are intact, mission accomplished!" Grinning again. Chuckling. Being silly like he always was. Nothing had changed despite the fact that his mind was now whirring with a bunch of jumbled thoughts about Lark. He hid them surprisingly well behind his mask of cheeriness, which was not really a mask considering his mood was just as good as ever. "I'd wiggle them but you couldn't see." He could try pulling off his shoe for the sake of it but it had been kind of hard to get the damn thing on in the first place. They were pretty tight. They didn't hurt nearly as much as heels probably did, though, so Ashton was not complaining. The mess hall was pretty hot thanks to all the people and dancing so he exhaled a little and looked longingly toward the beverage bar at the back of the hall. "I'm gonna go grab something to drink," he said, gesturing toward the table and then leading the way. He took water instead of the punch or soda, because it would quench his thirst a lot faster. It was hard to chug things that were carbonated because the bubbles got in the way. He could chug the water no problem, though, and he drank half the bottle down before he pulled it away from his lips. "Thank god for that," he breathed. "That was fun though, huh?" He looked at Lark expectantly, wondering if she'd agree.
DANCE, DANCE we're falling apart to half time ,
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Jun 1, 2012 22:36:02 GMT -5
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Being ticklish was a common thing for most people. Everyone had one little area that was sensitive and made them squirm and giggle when someone poked at it, but Lark was ticklish just about everywhere. Feet, sides, neck, you name it. It made her inwardly cringe just thinking about someone trying to pin her down and tickle her relentlessly. Perhaps, if not for the experience in middle school, she might make light of it and think nothing of it. Ashton made a little common ground with her and she smiled. Lark felt at ease in his presence. Felt that he would not take advantage of the things she told him. It was why she was far less hesitant to talk to him than with other people. Josh was the only person who knew more than he did. Ashton probably had no idea. Because I haven't told him. Maybe she would let him know one day. "Yeah, I think I'd rather not have either one. The tickling probably wouldn't be so bad if people knew when to stop when I said to." She smiled faintly and shrugged. Most people did not. They gained great amusement out of watching someone squirm around on the floor laughing simply because they had no choice. She wondered if it was the laughter that led people to think you were okay with it. Huh. She highly doubted it would be possible for her to look extremely pissed while being tickled though. Laughter was the default.
Lark did not even realize how obvious she was. In being so focused on how nervous she was she allowed little things to slip past her attention. Little things that were not so little when done in repetition. She avoided Ashton's gaze, blushed at his complements, fumbled around her words. It was enough that even he noticed. Fortunately nothing was said on the matter and she went on thinking that he was oblivious to what she felt. Ashton had been kind to her; if he had pointed it out right away she might have taken off out of the prom in embarrassment. Instead she went on staring at his tie for the longest moment before deciding to try and make conversation again. It gave her just enough time to try and recompose herself. Swallowing hard, Lark shoved back the heat in her face and tried to act completely normal. Little did she know that it was futile at this point. He already knew. The girl nodded and agreed with him, a small smile forming on her lips. She was having difficulty finding things to say now. When the song ended, Lark stood there for a second just as he did before letting go and taking a half step back. She placed her hands behind her back and rocked back on her heels before looking up at him with a smirk. "I'll have to write that one down somewhere, that I managed to survive a dance and keep my partner's feet in tact too." She did chuckle, though her mind was still buzzing from the anxiety. Had he been anyone else, a friend who she did not have feelings for, none of this would be happening. Awkward in her dress, sure, but that would be about it.
Ashton's personality was always so uplifting, even when she thought she could not be picked up and set on her feet again. Whenever he smiled she did, or laughed. It was rather fortunate tonight because if Lark did not feed off of his smiles and laughter she might have thought him disinterested in being here with him. It was not that at all. Ashton simply made her nerves jumble into one large knot. I need to get past this. I'm not going to fuck things up. It would kill her if their friendship changed because she could not rein herself in. "Drinks sound amazing right about now," She replied, definitely agreeing. She followed him over to the table and grabbed herself some water as well. Nothing quenched thirst better. Lark let out a sigh of contentment. "Yeah seriously. It probably wouldn't have been so bad on the floor if there weren't so many people." Lark was not bothered by the heat of the room at all, but she supposed it was a better excuse for her flushed cheeks than anything else. She finished off the bottle entirely to wet her palette, which had become incredibly dry throughout their dance. No surprise. Lark took that time to coax herself into looking right at him. And she did once the bottle was lowered from her face. She smiled. "Yeah! Thanks for trusting me not to step all over your feet. Damage or not I would have felt bad for doing it." She glanced at his shoes before looking back up at him. At least she was able to respond to him now, though it took a lot out of her to keep even basic eye contact.
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