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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Mar 28, 2012 23:52:35 GMT -5
Lark was smiling. She was smiling so much that it had begun to hurt. There was an obvious explanation, but the Fire girl was not really accustomed to telling others about her emotions, good or bad, so people tended to just leave it be. In the past couple of weeks things were slowly starting to look up despite the drama at home. She had her friends to thank for that. Josh was now sided with her so she felt more at liberty to visit him and spend time more freely, which felt wonderful. They were able to simply hang out for the sake of hanging out, and it had been too long since that happened. She felt as though the bond with her non-blood brother had been reestablished and strengthened ten fold. Skye had been her friend already, but for Lark female friends were few and far between so adding Nell to the list was greatly welcomed. The Earth girl truly knew how to brighten her day, and did not mind spending time with her on random afternoons while Josh was working. Then, there was Ashton. They had exchanged numbers on the hike, and since then they had talked quite a bit. Lark felt like a school girl, laying on her bed, kicking her feet and chatting away about absolutely nothing. Seeing his name on her phone always brought a smile to her face.
Speaking of Ashton, today they were going to get together and play sports with some of his friends. They had not really decided on a sport, so Lark chose to grab a couple of things before heading to school that day. Soccer ball, Frisbee, football, whatever she could fit in her book bag. It was clunky and made it difficult to get from class to class, but what the hell? Lark had been in a great mood and even her deadbeat dad had a hard time dragging her down. She knew she liked Ashton, but did not fully realize that he was the one truly lifting her spirits. I can't tell him though. That would fuck everything up. He was the Earth leader, and she a traitor to her element. She had a feeling he would turn her down, even if it was simply based on that fact. It was the first time in a long while since Lark truly felt insecure about herself. She slouched in the back of the classroom, glancing at the clock. Five minutes before the bell rang, and then freedom for the afternoon. The teacher knew that the class was no longer focused, so instead just reiterated the homework assignment and told them when it was due. Lark escaped class just as the bell sounded.
Once cleared of the classroom and the mass of students, Lark leaned against a nearby wall and whipped out her cellphone. The most recent calls and texts had several from Josh, a sporadic couple from Nell, and the rest was Ashton. More than she first thought, and she swallowed. If anyone saw this, she was not quite sure what their impression would be. Lark knew that she had very few contacts in her phone to begin with so to her it was not all that strange, but even so the amount was a bit staggering. The girl shot him a quick text anyway, letting him know that she would meet him on the grounds and that she brought a few things along with her. I wonder who he brought with him... Lark did not have any real issues with most individual Water elementals, but she knew their personality types and did not always cope well with them as a whole. The Earths, well, if they were anything like Nell and Ashton she could cope. Mentally Lark shrugged it off and made her way outside, inhaling the warm air and basking in the sunshine. Her stride was light and smooth as she walked over and found an open area void of other students, only dropping her bag on the ground once satisfied with the location. She figured that Ashton would have a hard time missing her, so decided to take a seat in the grass and wait, enjoying the warmth the summer day had to offer.
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on Mar 30, 2012 20:26:21 GMT -5
The morning started as it usually did for Ashton—late. He knew that it would have been a smart idea to get up when his alarm went off at six in the morning and finish his Math homework but he also knew that this bed was fucking comfortable. Lying on his stomach with his face pressed into the pillow, the Earth leader decided he could wait it out a little longer. It was not until he heard the morning mumblings in the common room grow louder that he realised that it must be close to the start of class. He yawned as he emerged from the room, pulling a shirt on as he went and nearly bumping into one of his friends. "Sorry," he said automatically, chuckling, and the other Earth smiled. Not many of them had significant problems with anger and so you were about as likely to start a fight in the dormitories as you were in the classroom. His homework remained neglected, sitting pressed underneath two heavy textbooks whose contents he did not care to peruse. Instead he flopped down on the couch between two others and threw his arms around them in exaggeration affection. "What a great morning, eh?" Understanding that he hated it as much as she, the girl laughed softly. Their other friend gave him a weird look before he caught on and rolled his eyes in a good-natured manner. "Good morning my ass." Yes, Ashton agreed with him there. No morning involving school was a good one.
Clarke was the same age as Ashton, his former room mate before he'd moved into the leader's singular dorm, and Jodie a year younger. He considered them both pretty good friends, so when Clarke shrugged his arm away and asked, "So what's your plan for the day, Ash?" the Earth elemental was reminded of something he'd arranged to do. "I was thinking of playing some sports, actually. Casual, like. Wanna tag along? You can come too, Jodie." Jodie nodded enthusiastically while Clarke, also agreeing, was more subdued. "Anyone else coming with?" Jo's chipper tone made him hesitate. Would they judge him? He and his counterpart had already made the announcement about their acceptance of a traitor but he was not sure of individual opinions. "Lark," he said truthfully and caught a gleam of recognition in Jodie's gaze. "She's in my class!" Clarke merely looked contemplative and Ashton could not tell if he approved. "Do you guys mind?" He hated asking, like he was offering his new friend up for judgement, but he knew it was necessary. Thankfully, both shook their heads. "As long as she doesn't try to toast us if she loses." Clarke's words were a typical sign of stereotype and Ashton couldn't blame him. He saw Fires in a very similar way. "Lark is alright." It was time for class, then, and Clarke left with Ashton while Jodie slipped down another corridor in the direction of her own.
Perhaps due to their chatty nature, Ashton and Clarke had been placed as far apart in the classroom as possible. Clarke sat on the far right, in the very front beside the door. Ashton was in the back corner on the left side of the classroom. It was an arrangement they'd grudgingly adapted to. The Water elemental Ash was sitting beside seemed in a restless mood today, pegging him gently with erasers until Ashton finally turned to him and raised an eyebrow. "Wanna hang out after class?" Thomas was a pot-head, a stoner, and so he wasn't a part of Ashton's 'usual' crowd, instead hanging around frequently at parties. It didn't bug Ashton too much, though, and he would have said yes if not for his earlier plans. "Can't," he said. Though he was whispering, he could feel the teacher glaring at them. "I'm playing some sports with friends." Tom's eyes lit up. "Can I tag along?" Ashton opened his mouth to respond and the professor said loudly, "Quiet in the back of the room." Closing his mouth and ducking his head in mild embarrassment at being caught, Ashton instead gave Tom a nod and bent his head back over his own work. Damn it, he was so bad at Math.
That in mind, he was relieved when school was done for the day and he was able to escape into the sunshine. Clarke met up with the pair outside the classroom and said that Jodie would meet them by the entrance. Sure enough, she was there when they opened the door. "I saw Lark in class but I didn't want to be creepy so I thought I'd wait for you guys." Ashton laughed and Tom raised an eyebrow at her, Clarke saying nothing. He was quiet for an Earth elemental but Ashton always had a habit of making him talk more than usual. He spotted Lark and made his way over to where she sat, grinning when he was close enough. "Hey!" Though Ashton had been prepared to get obligatory introductions out of the way, Thomas seemed to take it upon himself to make the first move. "Yo, you're Lark, right? Fire chick?" Like most Waters, Tom was outgoing. He was also a prankster, though Ashton hoped he had nothing up his sleeve. Upon his initiative, Jodie smiled at the Fire elemental. "We're in a few classes together. I'm Jodie, this is Clarke." She gestured to the quietest member of their group and he, too, offered a smile, also adding a light wave. "You came prepared, huh? Should we start with some soccer?" He could see that she had one of the black and white balls nestled in her bag.
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Mar 31, 2012 2:17:23 GMT -5
Picking at the grass nearby, Lark waited for Ashton and the others to show up. Nearby she saw a group of students studying and chatting with one another, though she could not make out the conversation. Not that it really mattered; it was not her conversation to start with. A few other students were sprawled out on the grass, maybe catching some of the summer rays. Lark glanced down at her own skin, noticing that she was a couple shades darker than a few months before, even though she did not make a habit of sitting in the sun to get a tan. Hawaiians never had much of a problem in that department, she supposed. As Lark watched people and took in the scene around her, a wave of anxiety washed over her. Confident as she was, these people used to be her ‘enemies’, people on the opposing element that she used to beat up for shits and giggles. Sure, it had been quite a while back, but that did not erase that it had been done. Would anyone actually show up if they found out that she would be joining them? To ease the tingling in her nerves, Lark snatched a hair tie out of her pocket and pulled her hair back, allowing the cool breeze to catch her neck.
It was so easy to get lost in thought when you were by yourself, trying to sort out too many things but at the same time telling yourself it was not necessary. Thus, she nearly jumped at hearing someone call out her name, and instantly smiled as she saw Ashton approach with his friends. “Hey, Ash.” She greeted cheerfully. Lark could have sworn she felt her nerves knot up, unsure of how this was going to go. Would she even mange seeming friendly enough to these people? Or would they already be set on the predisposition that because she was a Fire, she was going to be aggressive and rude? Shaking it off, Lark stood up and was caught off guard by another student, one she did not recognize. Probably because you didn’t have to recognize him before. The girl smiled and nodded. “Yeah, that’s me.” Being the lone wolf, Lark had a hard time coping with everyone who approached; they were not intimidating or in her face, but when your friends were always so few and far between (and one of them unable to speak at all) it was overwhelming. Lark pushed it back as best she could, glancing first to Jodie, then to Clarke, before looking at Jodie again. “Oh! I recognize you. I’m not really all that talkative during class so…” She shrugged a little, not bothered by this fact. “But nice to actually meet you. And Clarke and…?” Lark pointed to the Water student who first addressed her, who never gave her a name. She lifted an eyebrow, as though waiting, but kept a friendly appearance.
Being one who loved sports, Lark used it as a means of socializing with others. No awkward conversations, no nosy questions, no hesitant answers. It was safe, but fun, and a good way to burn off energy. Eyes cast over in Ashton’s direction, Lark nodded and smirked. “Always.” She pulled the soccer ball out of the bag and set it on the ground, nudging it towards him. “So how are we gonna do this? Two against three?” The girl tilted her head, looking between the four standing before her. God, she felt so incredibly out of place. It would not last long; at least she hoped that it wouldn’t. It was hard not to glance at Ashton every few moments either, but managed. This was no time to be acting that way. “Or are we just…gonna run around and do whatever? Because I’m up for anything.” Just like she always was. When it came to things like this, Lark was easy going and did not really have much of a preference. Besides, the three others joining Ashton were the ones she worried about. I’ve never cared about making an impression. Why is this such a big fucking deal? Ashton told her to get out there and make friends, to make sure they knew she was on their side. Lark was going to take that advice, even if it included trying to make sure that Thomas, Jodie, and Clarke saw how laid back she truly was. This was the first step to being accepted by the Earths and Waters, and she refused to fuck this up.
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on Apr 1, 2012 0:08:01 GMT -5
Ashton was oblivious as usual to how uncomfortable Lark really was. Being such a friendly person by nature, it was hard for him to grasp how awkward crowds could be for certain people. His friends were pleasant enough to her, at least, something that he'd admittedly been a tad worried about. Especially with Tom, seeing as he was not an Earth and had no obligation to Ashton other than as a friend to be kind to her. The Water in question nodded when Lark confirmed her identity. "Tom." He cast her a cocky sort of half-smirk that was nevertheless friendly. Thomas' attitude could take some getting used to but he'd been Ashton's classmate since the ninth grade and 'used to it' didn't even begin to describe how jaded the Earth was toward him. He was a good guy with bad habits. "Two on three sounds good," he said. "Us two versus you three sound good?" He gestured first at himself and Lark, then at the rest of the group. He didn't want to make Lark too uncomfortable too fast by making her team up with someone like Tom. The Water was good at making things awkward if you didn't know him well. "We can switch up the teams at the end of each game?" He voiced it as a question, wanting the approval of the group. Jodie and Clarke both nodded, Tom giving an emphatic thumbs up.
Jodie was probably the best player on the other side, outmatching both Clarke and Tom with her skill. She kicked the soccerball up into the air and bounced it off her knee, rolled it over her shoulder and kicked it back up with her heel. Ashton smiled and Tom grinned, shoving her playfully. "Don't show off, Jo." She responded by kicking the ball as hard as she could, all the way to the edge of the woods a fair bit away from them. "I'll get it," Clarke offered. "Sorry about that," Jo laughed, not really sounding sorry at all. She was friendly and nice but she was proud as well. Ashton was eager to see how good Lark was and if she could compete against the other three. Ash himself was decent enough, having been a tad modest before. He played quite often recreationally, it simply wasn't enough of a hobby for him to get really good. "How was class?' Ashton asked Lark as Thomas gave an exaggerated sigh and lay back in the grass. "Tom and I nearly landed ourselves in detention." He grinned sheepishly, seeming amused by the thought. It wouldn't be the first time he'd gotten sent to detention. Ashton was not violent and hardly ever went down there for fighting but he missed classes, forgot homework, disrupted classes... he was no angel.
"You play sports too, huh Lark? You on any teams?" Jodie's voice was friendly enough but Ashton wondered if she had an ulterior, competitive motive. His lips formed a smile at the thought. He was used to Jodie's attitude. "Jodie's on the soccer team." The Earth girl, currently tying her hair back into a tight ponytail so it didn't move around and get in her face when she was running, nodded. "Forward." Clarke returned at that moment and Jodie grinned at them. "Prepare to get your ass kicked, Ashy." Tom backed her up with an enthusiastic, "Yeah!" and Clarke merely continued smiling. Ashton exchanged a glance with Lark and grinned himself. "Hey, don't count us out yet." As the school's actual soccer field was reserved for gym class at the current time, they devised a make-shift field with a tree as one 'goal' and a worn path through the grass down toward the lake as the other. He was a bit concerned about kicking into the lake but not bothered enough that he said anything. "We'll probably need to alternate goal-keeping," he said to Lark, seeing as there were only two of them. "I'll take first round." He didn't mind goal-keeping, after all. He was a bit better at it than he was at scoring goals anyway.
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Apr 1, 2012 17:01:57 GMT -5
Lark figured that Ashton had no idea how out of place she felt, being as he never really thought to dig all too deep when in conversation either. It was a beautiful feeling, because she could give whatever answer she wanted and Ashton would not try and pry more information out of her. The boy asked questions—a lot of them—but they were harmless and innocent. Aside from Josh, and possibly Sam, Ashton was the only one she answered to the best of her abilities, with what her personality would allow. Lark passed Tom a smirk and a nod in return, feeling a bit more at ease around the three new faces introduced to her. They were smiling and did not seem intent on expecting her to explode in their face over the small things. That felt good. “I can handle that,” Lark replied, bending down to adjust her tennis shoe. It was incredibly difficult to keep from looking at Ashton with some sort of ridiculous smile, so attempted to find other distractions to prevent that from happening. This really was getting ridiculous. Finally, once she was sure the smile would remain neutral, Lark glanced at her teammate. “Sounds good to me.” She was grateful that Ashton allowed her to be on his team; the other three seemed nice enough, but when you were wandering in unfamiliar territory it was nice to stick by someone you knew for a while before venturing out alone.
Jodie took the ball and began to juggle it, clearly skilled in the art of soccer, and Lark could only smile and watch her. The brunette was arrogant and thought she was good at sports, but also used this to understand when she was bested. Pride allowed her to understand that showing out and then failing miserably was worse than admitting you were only half as good and working your way up. Lark let out a laugh as the ball coasted through the air and towards the woods, the quietest of the three offering to go and fetch it for them. Lark stretched out her leg a little bit; the one where her dad left the rather large bruises had been giving her trouble lately, and wanted to make sure it was not strained in any way. Setting her foot down, she glanced at Ashton. “It was very class-like. Boring as hell. Though I think I wrote a new song so I guess it was productive enough.” So classes were good for something after all. Lark laughed a little bit, shaking her head at her friend with a smile. “Shame on you, Ash. Such a rule breaker.” She did not even care to know why they almost got a detention, but figured it was not all too horrible, otherwise he would not have taken the matter so lightly. Lark blinked in remembrance, pressing an index finger to her chin. “Shit. I forgot I have detention later this week.” The same professor she agitated a while back, the one she threw her headphones at now seemed to have some sort of vendetta against the Fire girl. If Lark even breathed the wrong way the professor was all over her. At least it was amusing.
“Nah, no teams for me. But I play a lot of sports in my free time.” Although Lark did not struggle playing on a team, she figured that if things became too serious it would only aid in her anger issues as opposed to diminish them. Too much competition for a competitive person could definitely have a down side. This new side of her—the side that smiled and laughed and took things with a longer stride—was something Lark wanted to keep around. She was amazed at the difference within herself. For a moment, the girl looked over at Ashton as he spoke. Thank you. He could not hear it nor sense her gratitude, but it was there. Her eyes switched back over to Jodie. “Oh? I’ll have to come watch a few games then.” Lark replied with a smile, tightening her ponytail in the process. The ball was finally returned, Lark chuckling a bit at their competitive banter. She shared the glance with Ashton and smirked. “Yeah, you should at least give us a chance.” Once they set up the boundaries and marked where the make-shift goals would be, Lark nodded to her teammate. “That works.” Lark was not opposed to people choosing their own positions; besides, she wanted to burn off some energy and felt that taking the field first would be beneficial. Once the ball was set into the center of their ‘field’, Lark nodded to her opponents and stepped back out of the circle—well, what she would assume to be the circle. “You guys can take the kick-off,” Lark said with a smile. Boy, she was smiling a lot.
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on Apr 2, 2012 18:48:15 GMT -5
Taking interest in anything that his friends were passionate about, Ashton's green eyes lit up when Lark mentioned writing a new song. "Ooh, really?" He always envied people with the talent to write and compose music but it was a good kind of envy, more of an admiration than a fierce jealousy. He didn't think he could be angry at anyone because they were good at something. That was unfair. "What's it about?" he wondered. "Or is it for the guitar?" He wasn't entirely sure what went into the process of singing and song writing so he frowned softly as he corrected himself. It was not an unhappy look, merely a confused one, and he shrugged and cleared it up a moment later. No use dizzying himself by trying to work it out. He'd let Lark tell him instead, for he trusted her words more than he trusted his mind on the subject. The fact that some people did not like to open up about their talents was not something he took into consideration. He was a nice guy but he was so curious and friendly that he often forgot that many people had boundaries. 'Think before you speak' wasn't a phrase that he lived by. He did enough thinking at school to last him a lifetime. He laughed when she called him a rule-breaker. "What'd you do?" People could get detention for any number of reasons at the Academy so he told himself firmly that he shouldn't jump to conclusions.
As Jodie was an Earth elemental, any anger she had quickly evaporated and her competitive nature lasted only for the duration of the game. She'd sneer insults to distract her opponent during the match itself and then shake hands with a smile afterwards. It had confused Ashton in the beginning but they'd known one another for long enough that, just as with Tom, he was used to her. Speaking of Tom, he swaggered forward confidently when Lark spoke. "I'll take it." Jodie rolled her eyes at him but didn't protest and it seemed that Clarke would be Ashton's equal when it came to goal-keeping. Ash wasn't surprised, given how calm and quiet his fellow Earth was. Once the game had started, he tried his best to focus on the ball rather than the players. He wondered how Lark would fare when it was two on one but didn't really mind whether they won or lost regardless. He blocked the ball quite a few times before it actually slipped past him, owing to the fact that Jodie called his name and distracted him. "Hey!" he shouted, but he was smiling slightly and sounded good-natured. "I don't think that's allowed!" She placed a hand over her heart as if offended. "I was only trying to warn you!" Ashton laughed. Warn me, my ass. He put the ball back into the game without protest, however.
After they'd played a few rounds and switched teams several times, most of the group agreed that it would be a good idea to stop for the day. Ashton wasn't about to protest, seeing as they'd been playing for a while and he felt really thirsty. "Hey, Lark," he said, to get her attention. "You want to head down to the mess hall or something and get a drink?" He'd arranged this whole thing in order to hang out with her so he figured he'd let her know he wasn't planning on ditching just yet. Jodie, Clarke, and Tom seemed to have other plans. The Water elemental was the first to leave and the others came over to say farewell before they did. "Good game, Lark," Jodie said, nodding and holding out her hand. Clarke just smiled slightly. "Nice meeting you. Don't mind Tom." The boy had left abruptly without so much as a warning. It was typical for him and so Ashton shrugged it off easily enough. Jodie and Clarke left together and the Earth leader smiled at his friend. "I think that went well. What about you? Jo and Clarke seem to like you. Tom... well I can never tell with him, really." He laughed and shrugged. "He's a strange guy."
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Apr 2, 2012 23:25:08 GMT -5
Lark’s smile widened considerably when Ashton seemed interested; it was possibly due to the fact that Lark had very few friends to begin with, so having anyone take up a curiosity in what she loved to do was quite refreshing. It helped that it was Ashton, but she figured she would be happy about the inquiry none the less. “Yeah,” She replied. “It’s just the lyrics right now, but I’ll be putting it to guitar tonight. Won’t get it all set in stone for a while though.” Of course, she had no intention of telling him who the inspiration was. That was out of the question. Lark did not catch the dip in his expression; she was improving with her people skills but she did not always catch the subtle things. A year or two ago this would have never crossed her mind, this soccer game with the Earth leader and his comrades. She would have scoffed and rolled her eyes. Now it was something Lark cherished and tucked away into the very small chest of ‘good memories’. It was definitely small, but the memories held within were bright and pushed Lark forward. The laughs, the smiles, the beautiful day, and the people she was with. It was such a beautiful thing. Lark waved off his question with a limp hand. “Ah, I was sleeping in class. It was like, the third time this week.” She chuckled, smiling sheepishly. The teacher normally wouldn't have cared, but she had stepped on the man's toes way too many times before.
Although the girl could be rebellious and did not really care if she set her teachers off, she had not done anything physical in quite some time. The last one she truly remembered was about two years ago, some little punk decided it would be funny to flick spit balls at the back of her head. Growing into a rage, Lark bolted out of her seat and took physical action. Their element was unknown but either way she got into a lot of trouble. She was significantly calmer now than she was back then. Lark nodded and stepped back as Tom took the kick-off, Lark taking off after the other team. It was a bit difficult playing two on one, but the girl managed. She had a competitive streak in her, which was useful to keep her focused and energy high. Jodie was really good, and nearly tripped over herself a few times to try and take the ball. Tom was not as formidable an opponent, but it might have been because of the comparison to his teammate. “Whoa!” Lark exclaimed as she tried to get the ball from Tom, nearly having to jump over the ball to avoid stepping on it and falling backwards. She tweaked her ankle in the process but didn’t let that slow her down. She laughed as the ball slipped past Ashton, enjoying the game entirely. They switched off several times, but by the end of it Lark was wiping at the back of her neck and trying to catch her breath.
“Yeah, that sounds good to me.” She replied, nodding with a smile, hands on her hips as she looked to Ashton’s friends. Lark was not good as accepting people as ‘friends’ all too quickly—Ashton and Nell were an odd exception—but they were nice enough and did not put Lark on edge. That was all that mattered. She nodded to Jodie and Clarke, watching as Tom excused himself beforehand. She was not offended; there was really no reason to be. It was someone she only just met. “Thanks Jodie. And nice to meet you too Clarke.” Lark smiled and waved them off as they left, turning her attention to Ashton as she walked towards the Academy with her faint limp. “I think it went pretty well, actually. At least they were willing to play and stuff.” She was not really one to say ‘I’m glad they like me’, because Lark did not want to express that she sought their approval. It felt good that they possibly liked her though, and showed that with her half smile and a chuckle. “Strange makes the world go around, ya know. Spices things up.” Lark opened the door to the school and felt the brush of cool air conditioning waft past her face. She loved the heat of the day but after running around for a while playing soccer she was welcoming the chill. “Thanks for the opportunity to play and meet some people,” Lark spoke up, the hallway rather quiet around them. “I really needed it. And Jodie was fun to play against. Gave me a challenge.”
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on Apr 5, 2012 3:09:42 GMT -5
He tilted his head when he realised she'd avoided answering what it was about, catching on and smiling softly. "Is it like a secret?" He could deal with that. Ashton was nosy and very persistent with his questions but even he understood the meaning of something kept private. If someone made it obvious that they did not want him to push any further, he would stop. He wasn't always the best at picking up subtle cues but her outright evasive answer had been hint enough. It didn't bother him. "No, I wouldn't expect it's that easy to write an entire song, eh? Well, good luck!" He was envious of her talent but not in a bitter way. It was more like he was happy for her but at the same time wished he could have that sort of gift. He hadn't really found anything he was really good at, besides manipulating his element of course. Maybe that was meant to be his speciality in life. He laughed when she said she'd gotten caught sleeping in class. "Not getting enough sleep at night? I hate when that happens. School starts too early." At the same time, Ashton knew he'd complain about there being no time for fun in the day if it started in the afternoon and ended too late. There really was no way to win. He'd prefer it didn't exist. "Tom and I were just talking." It was a good thing the teacher had let them off with a warning. Detention was more boring than school.
The game had been fun and the outcome positive. Apparently Lark thought so to, even admitting it in her own way. "Of course they were!" Though he said it as if their refusal to play would have been absolutely absurd, Ashton hadn't been quite as confident as he'd put across to Lark. He'd wanted her to feel optimistic and so he'd tried to be as positive as he possibly could. It seemed it had paid off in the end. The Earths weren't nearly as judgemental as, say, the Thunders, but they still stuck heavily by the alliances. All of the elements did. Sometimes he wondered how it felt to be defective but even Ash wasn't going to ask something like that. Ashton sighed in relief at the air-conditioned hallway, glad that the dungeons were far enough away that their fierce heat did not penetrate the air. He didn't know how the Fires stood being down there every day, really. "No problem!" he said cheerfully. "Any time you wanna hang out again, I'm up for pulling a crowd together." He prided himself in his social prowess, at least. He couldn't play guitar or carry a tune but he sure could network with a wide range of people. "She's good, isn't she? Do you like being challenged?" He was honestly curious. Some people hated it, others thrived off it. Ashton didn't mind either way.
The halls were mostly empty, the majority of the students taking advantage of the nice weather outside. They could not be blamed, for it really was nice out. He figured he might go back out in it once he'd had a drink and rested up a bit. Maybe Lark will be up for it, too. For now, though, his main priority was to quench his thirst. "Hey, guys, come here for a minute!" Ashton blinked and paused in his stride, glancing back down the hall to where Tom was gesturing to them from a half-open door. The Earth leader glanced at Lark and raised an eyebrow, then shrugged and approached the Water, following him into the room. "What is it?" Rather than explaining, Tom laughed and replied, "Sorry, Ash, Lark." Before he could get the words 'Sorry for what?' past his lips, Ashton heard the door slam shut and the room was plunged into darkness. Completely windowless, it was pitch black enough that he could see absolutely nothing in front of him. "Ugh, Tom," Ashton said in exasperation. "He's always doing things like this. I think he might have locked the door... can you light things up so we can find a way out?" He would have directed his gaze toward Lark but as he could not see her, he was unable to do so?
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Apr 6, 2012 10:28:07 GMT -5
Lark tensed up mid-step at his question; to him it was innocent, but to her...not so much. It was not angering or upsetting; more like unnerving. She could not tell him. He would laugh and think it stupid. "You could say that," Lark decided that was a good answer, passing him a genuine smile despite how anxious she felt. Could Ashton see right through that? Or would he even ask another question? She never could tell with him. It was random and unexpected, as it always seemed to be. I should learn to anticipate these sorts of things. It was hard though, when he was the first person to ever be so bold with his inquiries. It would simply take time getting used to. "I might let you listen to it one day. We'll see. Maybe when I get a gig going at one of the bars I'll play it." Maybe one day she would, assuming that she did not chicken out at the last moment. Ashton may not even know what it would mean, possibly just listen to the song on the surface. Lark smiled and nodded at him anyway, pushing the other thoughts away. "Thanks, I appreciate it. Hope it'll turn out okay." And Lark hoped that it would, because it meant a lot to her. She wrote these songs to express her feelings, emotions, and thoughts without thinking on who might want to hear. "I have a bit of insomnia. It's improving though, so I'm managing. Though school definitely starts way too damn early."
It was times like these that Lark wished she were more open with people. When you were so accustomed to keeping the past and present hidden away in the closet, but you finally meet someone you find worth telling it to, it is intimidating and scary. New. Strange. Joshua was easy to tell things to now, but in the past it was like pulling teeth. He was the only one privy to anything about her past except for Sam, but he could no longer remain in her inner circle. Ashton's words were encouraging; she was oblivious to the other students and their possible hesitance to join them for a good game of soccer. It was probably for the best. Lark needed all of the confidence she could get at this point, because otherwise she might shut down. Lark smiled at him, shoving her hands into her pockets. "I'd like that a lot. We'll plan for it later I suppose." While Lark was unaware that Ashton envied her musical inclinations, she was envious of his ability to socialize and make friends so easily. Why couldn't she be that outgoing and friendly all of the time? It would certainly make life better. "I like to challenge myself, especially with music and sports. I don't get frustrated as easily, and I can learn at the same time. A good combination I suppose." Lark chuckled, not afraid to admit she could get angry at times. Everyone did, but being a Fire she was more susceptible to the inevitable. That was fine though; Ashton had nothing to worry about in terms of a possible outburst. At least, not one that she could foresee.
Halfway down the hall, a familiar voice caught her attention and Lark turned to see Tom calling for them. She exchanged the glance with Ashton, shrugging her shoulders and following him back towards the Water elemental. She felt a little anxious about this, but did not allow it to show on her face. After dealing with Elliot, all Water students put her on edge. Lark entered the room straight after the Earth leader, sticking by his side and about ready to make a comment of her own before Tom laughed. She looked concerned, but had no time to react as he shut the door and locked it with a click. Darkness. Infinite darkness. Lark reached out and grabbed Ashton's arm gently (a knee-jerk reaction), using her free hand to try and find a desk or something else tangible. She needed to find something tangible. "Shit!" The girl muttered, trying to keep her composure. She did not even hear what Ashton said; the words fell silent upon her ears as she went into a panic. In school, before coming to the Academy, the older students would shove her in the closets at school and leave her there in the darkness until some unsuspecting janitor let her go free. Lark feared the dark before that (for reasons truly unknown, as with most phobias), but their torment pushed it over the edge. Her breathing became ragged, finding herself a nearby desk to set her fist on. "Shit shit shit...I gotta get out of here. Dammit Tom!"
With that, Lark smacked her fist on the desk and called out to the Water student in case someone would hear, but she was only met with silence. Either Tom was standing around snickering to himself about locking them in the room, or he was truly gone. No matter, Lark could not help but send her mind into a frenzy. She couldn't get out, there was no way to escape, she couldn't see, and in this fit of panic she forgot that she was able to use her element to light the room. Not only that, but she also forgot that Ashton was in the room with her, listening to her freak out until she realized she was holding his arm. Quickly--and not without a wave of embarrassment--Lark released her hold. "S-Sorry...I just...I can't..." Hyperventilating, Lark half crumpled, half fell to the floor and placed her head in her hands. "Not again...I can't believe this is happening to me again..." The girl muttered, unable to see a damn thing despite her eyes being wide open and staring at what would be the floor at their feet. "Damn him!"
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on Apr 7, 2012 7:36:27 GMT -5
Ashton nodded, realising that now would be a good time to drop the subject. He might have been oblivious to certain cues but there wasn't anything much clearer than a flat-out secret. He grinned when she said she might let him listen one day, excited at the prospect. He tried not to get too ahead of himself, in case she changed her mind in the future, but it was a thrilling thing. He loved to watch his friends express their talents. "Sure, I'd like that." He couldn't drink in bars but he was sure it would be alright as long as it was an official all ages gig. He was almost old enough, he would be if he lived in a province like Quebec, but it would be another year before he had real freedom. It was alright, though, because Ash wasn't a heavy enough drinker to mind. He drank only socially, at parties with friends. "You do? I had no idea. Is it hard?" He'd never had insomnia before, didn't know how it felt. He knew how it felt to be incredibly tired after a night of staying up but he did not know insomnia. He hoped it got better for her sake. "That does sound good," he agreed. There was mild surprise that challenges didn't infuriate her but he didn't voice this, realising that he was stereotyping again. I need to stop that. He always felt guilty for slapping labels on people but he could not help it, especially when labels at the Academy tended to be a lot more accurate than any one elemental would care to admit.
Though Lark's grip was gentle when they were plunged into pitch black, Ashton still jumped slightly in alarm. He was an easily alarmed person, after all, quite jumpy even if there was no reason to be. Getting locked into a room where you couldn't see two inches ahead was definitely a sensible place to be a little nervous. He did not fear the dark, though, and once he realised it was Lark's hand that had brushed him he relaxed and didn't bother trying to shake her off. It was nice to know where she was so that he didn't go to take a step and slam right into her. There was no need to add injuries to the insult of Tom's unfair prank. Ashton himself was not all that offended, used to Waters and their little games, but he was quite surprised at Lark's reaction. The room was quiet enough for him to hear her affected breathing and he wondered why she was worrying as much as she was, not connecting immediately that it was a phobia. He thought perhaps it might be anger and felt a pulse of fear. Then he chastised himself. You shouldn't be afraid of your friends... He couldn't help it, though, and he swallowed nervously, flinching when she slammed her fist down. As long as she didn't hit him, it would be okay. She's mad at Tom, not you, he reminded himself, calming a little at this. "If you're still there, Tom, you've had your fun!" he said, rolling his eyes in irritation despite that no one else could see. "Open the door." Nothing. Not even a giggle from the other side of the door, no sounds of breathing, footsteps, shifting. "Seems he left." It sucked for them, really.
It concerned him that she didn't use her powers to light the room and he had almost forgotten she was holding his arm until she let go. It was when she started to speak that he realised she might have been scared rather than angry and it took him several seconds to register this. What do I do? He was good at comforting people but that was when they wanted comfort. Would Lark snap at him if he tried to be consoling? He decided to take the situation slow. "Again? This has happened to you before?" Not that it would be very rare, thanks to the population of Waters in the school. Sighing softly and running a hand through his brown hair, Ashton felt felt the wall. "I'm going to try and find the lights." He accidentally nudged Lark with his foot and mumbled a quick and sincere apology before stepping in the other direction, moving slowly and bumping into several desks and chairs on the way. At one point he nearly tripped but caught himself on the edge of a table. "I'm okay!" Eventually he found the wall and felt his way along it, a triumphant noise rising in his throat when his fingers touched the light switch. It made a soft click when he flicked it... and nothing else happened. "... Looks like he's cut the power. For fuck's sakes, Tom!" Swearing was unlike him but if Lark was scared, it upset him that Tom would go that far. "Where are you? I need to find my way back over there..."
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Apr 7, 2012 13:09:36 GMT -5
Lark's smile was soft and grateful as she looked at Ashton, glad that he was not going to press into the matter. Even if he did, he would get the same answer over and over. One day she would play it for him, maybe. It depended on the future, she supposed, like if she actually told him that she liked him or if she kept her mouth shut about it all. Every time the girl considered it, fear gripped her throat, stilled her into silence. He would not be interested. It was an assumption based on her insecurities; she honestly had no idea what would happen if she spoke up. To know Ashton would be willing to listen to the song did mean a lot though. It was nice to have people be interested in her hobby, her passion. "Yeah I do," Lark agreed, nodding briefly. "It's not easy sometimes...it sucks when you get tired, then lay down and you can't fall asleep. Sometimes I'm up until five or six in the morning." Before now, when things first started up with Frank, and Paula's move back to Hawaii, and the torn feeling between the alliances Lark would sometimes be up for two days at a time, maybe more. She had lost weight, and even now the rings under her eyes from that time were still there, though significantly faded. Now that things had changed for the better at school, and she could be with her best friend, Lark was finally finding a decent sleep pattern even though her insomnia did come and grace her with its presence on occasion.
Now Lark found herself in a panic. The once stoic female who tried to keep her emotions at bay, who tried to keep the anxiety out of her voice or the fear out of ear eyes was now completely beside herself. Ashton was one of the first to witness-aside from Josh--any sort of fear or anxiety coming from her. And she didn't like it. It made her feel vulnerable. Weak. Ashton also called out to his Water friend, trying to see if he could get his attention, but no sound came from the other side of the door. Panic rose up in her throat like bile, burning and preventing her from speaking out again. Ashton pointed out the obvious; had the lights been on he might have witness a rather cold stare. No shit. Lark thought to herself, not angry with Ashton but angry at Tom. He shouldn't have done this. What kind of a sick prank was this anyway? Why couldn't he have just...doused them with water or made them slip and fall in the hallway? Anything but the dark. The endless dark. She felt like a baby, helpless and fumbling. Like a turtle flipped over on its back. She hated this feeling. Once on the floor, head in her hands, Ashton's voice reached her ears. The fear braced her muscles, wound them up tight and prevented any progressive movements other than shifting back and forth. "Y-yeah...many times before. W-way too many times before..." Her voice was soft, weak. A few fresh tears formed in her eyes, nails pressing into her scalp to try and find something--anything--to help her stay focused. Pain was a good push back into reality, though it was hard when you could not see anything.
Had there been even a sliver of light, Ashton might have been able to see her nod. She flinched when he kicked at her leg, but that was nothing compared to the encompassing darkness. "It's...it's okay...j-just...get the lights on. Please." Please. She rarely, if ever, uttered that word to anyone. But this situation was different. She was scared. Frightened. Truly frightened. Lark hardly heard him fumble around in the dark, still trying to train her thoughts on happy things, good memories, Ashton's smile. Anything. Something to help her pull away from the paralyzing fear. Hearing him curse, Lark lifted her head and took notice that lights still had not come on. She swallowed hard. No... "Why, of all things, did he have to pick this to try and be funny? Why..." The anger Lark initially felt, expressed, was completely gone and replaced by dread. Her body was quaking like a leaf, a stray tear caressing her cheek. She inhaled, breathing shaky so she could effectively try and come up with something coherent. "I'm o-over here...j-just watch out for the desk next to m-me..." The words still came out a stutter. Embarrassing. Lark ran a hand through her hair and exhaled, a faint little whine rising in the back of her throat. What would Ashton think of her now? "I'm s-sorry...I don't do well in th-the dark..." Another tear, another quiver of her body. Why did the dark have to frighten her so much? Send her into a wave of terror? She hated it. She hated feeling weak. At least Ashton is here with me...for the first time I'm not alone.
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on Apr 8, 2012 8:26:10 GMT -5
It was lucky for Lark that Ashton was not a judgemental person and felt only sympathy when he realised how scared she must have felt. He was scared of spiders but it was the only legitimate phobia that he had. Thinking of how he felt when he spotted one of the creepy, eight-legged arachnids from across the room, he could only imagine what Lark was feeling now. Like being trapped in a whole room full of spiders. The thought made him shiver and he tried to work a little faster in finding the lights because he wanted to make this better. That was one of the few things he was good at. He liked fixing things for his friends, solving their problems and simply being there for them when they needed a shoulder to cry on. "I'm trying," he promised her. When he flipped the switch to find nothing but a still-dark room and a soft click greeting him, the brief rush of frustration filling him. It faded and died quickly because he was not an angry person by nature. It was hard for him to retain the ugly feelings of rage and hate. He didn't even hate his ex after all she'd put him through. Leading him on, leaving without a word, coming back and starting it all over again. He did not hate Tom despite how cruel the prank had been. He was upset with him, though. I'll get him back for this... In reality he'd probably only give his friend a stern talking to, chew him out for a while. Tom would roll his eyes, laugh, insist that Ashton took things too seriously.
He felt awful for Lark when he detected the fear in her voice and he stumbled awkwardly through the rows of desks toward the sound of her voice. With a complete lack of light in the room and not even a crack under the door, his eyes had nothing with which to help him adjust to the gloom. He found Lark eventually and rested a hand on her shoulder, once he found it, realising that she was on the ground. "You going to be okay?" He had almost asked if she was alright but caught himself in time and realised what a stupid question that would have been. He did not try to reassure her that it was just dark, the old 'everything's the same in the dark that it is in the light'. He knew that, she surely knew that, neither was stupid. Just like Ashton knew that a spider on the opposite wall could do nothing to him and yet it still made him quail and pull his feet up onto whatever chair he happened to be sitting in, if indeed he was sitting. "And hey, you shouldn't apologise. I'm afraid of some things, too." Spiders. Not being good enough. Dying. Being left alone. He did not want all of his friends to go away and leave him. He relied on him and fully acknowledged this fact. He needed his friends to feel like he was wanted by someone, somewhere. And he was alright with putting himself down to make it better for them. He'd tell her about his fears if it made her feel like she wasn't weak. He'd do anything for a friend, anything.
We need to get out of here. That much was obvious, but how? It wasn't like they could break the door down. He wasn't that strong and Lark probably wasn't either. This was a castle, it wasn't a shabby little building with doors hanging off their rusty old hinges. She hadn't answered him earlier but he decided that he would try once more, "What about your element? Can you handle it without a source?" For the first time he almost wished that he smoked if only so that he carried a bunch of matches around in his pocket. "If a catalyst helps I could maybe get some grass or something, sticks." As a twelfth grader he prided himself in his ability to finally create things from nothing that actually resembled what they were supposed to be. At least it's not winter. It would be worse if the room was freezing cold or something because then both of their powers would take a hit, suffer. "I'm sorry about Tom," said Ashton, sounding truly apologetic and miserable. "I didn't think he'd try something like this. I shouldn't have let him come." The Water elemental was a trickster and Ashton regretted saying 'yes' when the other boy asked if he could join their sporting fun. Would have been better with just Jo and Clarke. It was too late for that now. He knew that.
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Apr 9, 2012 1:53:04 GMT -5
Lark could hear Ashton fumbling about in the dark, unable to function without any source of light. Still at this point she had not thought to use her element, her mind focused only on one thing: that it was pitch black. It was one of those fears that was completely irrational, but when tossed in with her past at school it became more rational. More legitimate. It was the only way for Lark to justify the fear for herself to prevent her from shutting down completely, to shut out Ashton as he tried to help her. She was grateful for his presence. So grateful. If only she were better with words, she would try and manage some sort of thank you, but right now she could not even complete a full thought without sending herself into another wave of panic. Lark recalled the first time she was shoved into that closet at school. How the boy called her "a useless cunt" and locked the door behind him. Hours passed, at least two or three before a janitor opened the door to grab some cleaning supplies. There sat little Lark with a tear stained face, completely and totally paralyzed with fear. It was not too long after that, that she began to get more aggressive physically with others, to prove that she was not worthless and was not afraid to stand up for herself. The anger problem had always been there, but these incidents made it all the worse.
She jumped slightly at his touch, not quite expecting it. The dark made these things scarier. Instinctively she reached up and grabbed his hand, still trying to find things to hold onto to make the dark not seem so...infinite. It let her know that the blackness was not going to suck her in and keep her there forever. "I'll be f-fine eventually. Once I can see I'll be fine. Just...I'm glad I don't have to b-be in here alone..." The minute Lark envisioned sitting in this room by herself, her grip on his hand tightened, then loosened again. She felt so guilty for relying on someone for support, for help, but what else was she going to do now aside from curl up in a fetal position on the floor and sob? That was not about to happen, no matter how frightened she was. Lark shook her head, even though Ashton could not see it, and a faint scoff passed through her nostrils. "I don't...I don't do well with displaying these th-things Ash. I just don't. And I h-hate that you have to see it.." He might not understand, and if he did not that was fine. Lark was not expecting everyone to get who she was and how she dealt with displaying weakness, even if to some it did not seem to be a big deal.
My element... Before, lost in terror, Lark had not heard Ashton's suggestion about igniting her fire to light the room, but now that she had somewhat settled herself down to at least make conversation without falling apart, she was aware of how stupid she felt. "I...I can manage. I just..." Lark sighed--exhaled heavily, more like--and tried to settle her nerves enough to focus. It was not hard to conjure up her element, but wanted to make sure she was steady enough to keep it going. Reluctantly Lark removed her hand from Ashton's and held out her hand a little ways in front of them, a small flame forming in her palm. The surrounding area was now visible, though the shadows still lingered in the farthest corners of the room. The tears on her face were still there, but no longer free falling. She looked at Ashton, still fearful, rather childlike. "Don't apologize for him," Lark replied, firmer than before. The light was soothing. "He didn't know I was scared of the dark, but he could have f-found a better prank than this..." She was definitely not pleased with the Water student, but right now nothing could be done, and Ashton did not deserve her frustrations. "Just promise me that...no one else will find out about this? I can't handle people pinpointing weakness." She decided that if he asked why, she would tell. Ashton deserved that much after putting up with her panic episode. Now, her eyes were fixated on the flame in her hand, the other gripping her knee tightly. Flame or not, Lark was still on edge about their situation. "Do you think someone will come along and help us? I don't know how we'll get out otherwise..."
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Post by ASHTON CAMDEN RALEIGH on Apr 9, 2012 3:32:45 GMT -5
He sat down beside Lark when she took his hand, placing his other over both of theirs in a sign of comfort. He'd have smiled at her if he was able to see her or she him, but he figured that in the absence of light this was the best way that he could convey his desire to help her out. He knew how bad it felt to be afraid. "Well I'm certainly not going anywhere." Barring the fact that the door was locked and Ashton was as trapped as Lark was, the Earth elemental was not the type to abandon people in their times of need. He was unaware how much she hated relying on him, wouldn't have known quite what to say if he knew. He liked it when people felt they could use him for support. People could take all he had and come back for more, it wouldn't matter, he'd give until there was nothing left to offer any more. That was his personality. "I don't think anyone likes it. It's alright, I won't judge you." Lips twitching in the darkness and a pensive look on his face, he thought back to some incidents in his own childhood that he'd rather put behind him. "You know, when I was in fourth grade, a spider crawled over my foot and I screamed like a girl. I fell out of my chair and everyone was laughing, they wouldn't let me live it down for months." In a way, he was offering her leverage. I have weaknesses, too. She could hold them against him if she wanted to, if it reassured her through her own.
He nodded when she said that she'd manage, then remembered gestures were wasted on her. "Okay." It was like talking on the phone and forgetting that the other person could not see you. He worried that the traumatic experience of the darkness might kill Lark's ability to call upon her fire but he allowed a sigh of relief when the area lit up softly. He found himself blinking rapidly in the light but he smiled once his eyes adjusted, glad that she had this at least. "Here, so you don't have to drain your strength..." He closed his eyes for a moment and focused, and just like that, grass started to sprout from what appeared to be his palms, though it flopped over sideways like it had been cut by a sickle the moment he released his hold. He then drained the life from it, made it dry and brittle. It didn't feel good to kill life like that but the grass could be set alight with much more ease when it wasn't thriving and healthy. He set the dry grass down in the wastebasket so that it wouldn't catch any of the desks on fire but would be a source of light that didn't eventually cause Lark to pass out from the drain. It would probably take a while for her to weaken but he didn't know how long they'd be in here.
He looked surprised and even a little offended when she asked him to make a promise. "No, of course not!" he said quickly. "I would never tell anyone." He was not the type of person that would sneer and jeer about another person's weaknesses, spread the word so that everyone could pick on them. Why would she even think that? He couldn't help but feel a little wounded that anyone would suggest it was part of his personality. She doesn't know me that well, he reminded himself, trying to soothe himself. "I think so. The bell should ring again soon for dinner, we could always bang on the door until someone notices. I think he must've jammed it from the outside." The doors locked from the inside, after all, but when he'd tried it after attempting to flick the lights on it had not done any good. Maybe he'd used the old chair-under the door mechanism or otherwise jammed the knob. Someone outside could probably see. "I don't think it'll be too long before someone shows up." He figured it was best to wait for the bell, though, because they'd hurt their hands pounding on the door too long or run their voices hoarse if they spent too long shouting. Overall, this was a shit situation to be in. "Are you feeling better?"
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Apr 9, 2012 15:22:33 GMT -5
A wave of calm washed over her as Ashton placed his other hand on hers; for once, she felt safe. Someone managed to make her feel truly safe. Lark closed her eyes and dropped her chin slightly. Of course he was not going anywhere being as he was locked in the same room. Would he have left if he could? After talking to him so often, learning about him, Lark was not quite sure that that was something he would do. Ashton did not seem the type to leave someone behind. "I know. Thank you." Her voice was quiet, distant, but soft and grateful. Ashton's presence was so incredibly soothing, but how could she tell him that without sounding strange? It was probably because she liked him, that she hesitated. As though he would be able to see through her and figure it out. He might, he might not, but she could not chance it. Lark glanced over at him, even though it was somewhat useless to do so. She figured the gesture meant something none the less. She frowned. "Sometimes people can be cruel. We're all guilty of it I suppose but still. It's hard for me to make fun of someone who has a fear when I have one of my own." Lark was not opposed to using someone's fear against them if there was a real need for it, but she was more accustomed to making snarky remarks based off of nothing. Her weaknesses had been pinpointed too many times for her to even remotely consider making fun of Ashton. That was wrong.
Once the fire was lit and glowing her hand, Lark glanced over to see Ashton's smile. She smiled back, but faintly, as he offered to help out with their source of light. The grass was created, dried, and set into a wastebasket. She reached in and lit the grass on fire, flicking her wrist to be rid of the flame. "There we go," Lark mumbled a little bit, releasing the grip on her own knee. The glow strengthened enough to make the immediate area brighter, and Lark's muscles began to unwind. She caught Ashton's tone as he spoke, and flinched. She was so accustomed to people taking advantage of revealed weakness that she forgot there were people in this world who didn't. "Thank you. I'm um...I'm not used to that. I kind of dealt with what you did when you did when you were in fourth grade. I just...never really got past all of that I guess." Since the first few instances in the janitor's closet, people began to figure out her soft spot. What caused her to panic. Bullies thrived off of those instances, things that made them feel powerful. Once Lark was old enough to understand that if she was tough enough--acted tough enough--people would back off, she started to form that outer shell that refused to let people in. Retreated into herself. Now, she was finding people who did not want to harm her, and it was difficult to bring down those walls. She wanted to though, for someone like Ashton.
"Well, at least we have light until then." The bell would not be too incredibly long from now, and once the students started to mill about the school they could start to make their calls for help. She really was not pleased with Tom in the least, and could only hope that if she ever saw him again she would not be unfriendly. If not for his sake, then for Ashton's. It was the least she could do, after all. Her eyes became heavier, the rush of adrenaline and fear having taken quite a bit out of the poor girl. Not enough to sleep, but enough to feel the urge to just lay down and zone out. Not without hesitating first, Lark slumped to the side and rested her head on Ashton's shoulder, closing her eyes and sighing. It was not really a hug because she did not wrap her arms around him, but it was close enough. This was...different enough as it was. The only person who she had hugged in the last few years was Josh, and it took her telling him about what happened back in Hawaii to get to that point. Lark nodded faintly. "Yeah, I'm getting there. Once we get out I'll be even better but...I'm improving. I really wish that phobias didn't exist." The last part was said with a mild chuckle, weary but content. Lark kept her eyes shut to ignore the shadows and the darkness that lingered past the light offered them by the fire, to ensure that the darkness she witnessed was voluntary. Lark hummed a little bit, just a small tune that her mother used to sing when she would wake up frightened. "You should...just...talk. About anything," She spoke up, voice quiet. "Your voice is calming." Everything about Ashton was calming, but that was beside the point.
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