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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Mar 17, 2012 15:31:24 GMT -5
Well, the day was upon her. The day that she turned eighteen years old. Lark felt as though that time had been doubled with everything that had been happening lately, and actually woke up wondering what age she actually was. To the girl's surprise she found a card on the kitchen table that morning with her name on it, the writing clearly that of her father. A scowl flashed across her features briefly before she tore into the envelope, finding a card that was actually pretty legit. Upon opening it a check fell out on the floor, the girl picking it up and flipping it over. It was for two hundred dollars and Lark nearly felt giddy upon receiving such a gift. As she held the check and read the card, the giddy feeling vanished into thin air, leaving her with nothing but a hollow heartache.
"Lark,
This is from your grandmother. I know you haven't talked to her all that much since we moved here, but that was my doing. Feel free to call her, I left her number on the kitchen table. She is in and out of the hospital and the doctors say she has maybe six months at most to live. They are transferring her to the hospital here at the Hollow, so you can visit.
Oh. And happy birthday.
-- Frank"
A few tears fell down her face as she sat in the nearest chair, wondering what to do now. She had made plans to go and get her new tattoo done today, which she had saved up for over the past couple of years, and also get her belly button pierced while there. Joshua seemed interested in tagging along, so Lark was more than willing to have him join her in the mission to obtain some fresh ink. She supposed it would be a good distraction from the news that fell into her lap, and the pain decent alleviation from the turmoil that was constantly welling up inside. Lark quickly changed her clothes--she wore her tank top and a pair of shorts for both the weather and to make it simpler on the artist working on the tattoo. Just as she was about to walk out the door, she stopped and looked at the card on the table with the number next to it. She walked over and picked up the card and walked over to the sink, staring at it for a moment before allowing to burst into flames. Dropping it in the sink, she ran water over it and let the pieces drain down and away from her. "Bastard." After that she grabbed the check and number and shoved them into her pockets before leaving the house.
Halfway to the parlor, Lark whipped out her phone and sent a quick text to Josh: "Hey, I'm making my way to the parlor. Feel free to head that way whenever." It was a half-assed message, but it was not intended to be. The news of Marianne's illness leaving her with only six months left to live was extremely hard to swallow, on top of the fact that the only reason Frank even left her a card was to tell her about what was going on. The 'happy birthday' had actually been an afterthought. Would he have even remembered...or given me a card if not for her? Probably not. After a rather brisk walk into downtown, Lark gripped the handle of the shop door and entered the waiting room. She loved the feel of tattoo parlors. However, she figured she would wait for Josh to get here before doing anything else.
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Mar 17, 2012 16:29:38 GMT -5
When it came to birthdays and holidays, Joshua was one person that could generally be relied upon to give good gifts. He did not have very many close friends whom he could dote upon and he had plenty of money to spare and so it was almost an exciting thing for him. Many people, Joshua included, would not accept gifts when it was not their birthday. Some people wouldn't even accept them on their birthday. Lark was one of those people and Josh had a plan for how he was going to try and persuade her. "Ooh, that's nice," said his sister as he handled the guitar, drawing up close to him. "Can I see?" He held it up properly so that she could catch a glimpse but pulled it out of her reach when she tried to actually handle the instrument. "I don't think so, Belle," he warned. "It's not mine." She gave him a strange look and so he confessed, "It's a gift for a friend of mine. Lark. I'm hanging out with her today." His sister let out an 'oh' of recognition and stopped trying to take it off him, having enough respect for the property of others, just not her own brother. They were siblings and that was how it worked with them. He trusted her enough not to handle it while he was out, either, and so he didn't bother trying to hide it from her when he got the text. His lips twitched into a smile, completely unaware of the fact that his friend's birthday had gotten off to a less than pleasant start with the unhappy news. Ignorance was bliss.
'On my way,' he texted back, using perfect punctuation and capital letters like one would when writing a formal letter of some kind. He'd never been one for chat-speak. 'Be there soon.' He'd taken the day off work, thankful for the fact that he'd never called in sick or otherwise missed a day before. His boss let him off the hook rather easily with a, 'Sure, sure, that's fine.' He often volunteered to work a longer shift when it was busy just like he did when working at the hospital (though he got paid for it at the retirement home, which was great) and he thought this might be a subtle reward for doing so. At any rate, it left him free to spend the whole day with one of his best friends rather than a short half-day. When he'd heard that Lark was planning on getting a tattoo and piercing he'd almost immediately volunteered to tag along. He didn't trust a lot of establishments, seeing as he'd worked in one and knew what they could be like, and apart from that wanted to be there as a sort of support (and also to hold conversation so she didn't get too bored). Tattoo artists could be chatty at times but they could also be invasive with some of their questions. When he'd gotten the tattoo of the family crest on his wrist he'd found the woman giving him the ink to be a little too nosy. Not that she'd been unpleasant, he merely preferred to keep his personal life personal. They called it such for a reason.
The parlour seemed to be one of the legitimate ones and he was not uncomfortable as he pushed open the door and made his way into the lobby and waiting area. The walls were decorated with designs from each of the artists to give customers a feel for each one's individual style and he paused near the door to admire a few of them before he made his way over to his friend. "Hey, Lark, happy birthday," he greeted with a grin. "I'd punch you but I don't want to be kicked out for domestic abuse." He winked, clearly joking as he nudged her arm with a hand. It would be clear to anyone that knew him well that Joshua was in a light and easy mood today by how easily and freely he was smiling and joking around. It usually took him a while to warm up to company before he started pulling legs and making an ass of himself in good humour but today he was feeling cheerful enough to start right in on the gentle ribbing. Speaking of ribs... "How are you?" To anyone else the question might have sounded general but Josh was wondering about her overall well being, her health both physical and mental. He was honestly concerned about any friend that he had, the type of person who did not always feel for strangers but had a lot of sensitivity for his closest pals and loved ones. "What are you getting, by the way? You never said." He knew it would be a tattoo but didn't know what it was of.
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Mar 17, 2012 21:17:39 GMT -5
The images of the many tattoos done by the hired artists of the parlor lined the walls beautifully, many different styles and designs that displayed their talent. A few of them caught Lark's eye, but knew what it was she wanted. Who knew though? Maybe in a couple more years she could go for another one. It was the issue of money that prevented her from getting more at the current moment, not her unwillingness to actually get one. "Can I help you?" A gentle voice reached the girl's ears and she turned her head to see a scrawny young man standing behind the cash register. His hair had been placed into a short mohawk which only thinned out his face even more. He had a warm smile though, so that made Lark feel better. Just as she was about to let the man know she was waiting for a friend before getting anything started, the door behind her sounded the entrance of another customer. She turned her head to see Josh and instantly her shoulders unwound the tense bundle of knots that built up over the course of the morning. He seemed to take in the art just as she did, and decided to wait before Josh approached her first. "Hey Josh, and thanks," Lark greeted cheerfully despite the aching in her heart at this morning's news. She smiled up at him and nudged back, trying to push everything else away for the sake of spending time with her best friend. This was one of the few days they actually had the capability to have the entire day together, which made the brunette incredibly happy. "Yeah, I think I've got enough of that going on huh?" It was not dry or sarcastic; had Josh been anyone else Lark would have flipped out and punched them for making such a joke considering her life at home, but she knew that he did not mean anything by his joke. Years of being his friend gave her that benefit. Obviously the home issues did not escape him completely as he asked how she was, to which Lark scuffed her converse across the smooth tile floor. "I'm surviving," Was about all she could say, passing him a reassuring smile. This was her birthday, and a day with Josh. There was no way in hell she was going to screw this up by talking about more of her problems. Lark wanted to burden some of this on her own for a while. Joshua had helped carry enough. "Oh," Lark had forgotten to tell Josh what it was she had planned on getting. Without trying to explain, she walked over and pointed at a tribal tattoo nearest the cash register. "I'm getting that on my arm opposite the dragon." She pointed to the dragon that peeked out from under her tank top. "It's gonna wrap over my shoulder and run down my arm, stopping mid-way." Throughout her explanation she used gestures to show him where it was going and about how big the piece would be once it was done. The artist standing behind the cash register lifted his gaze from the glass counter to look at her, raising an eyebrow. "Oh, you're the girl who made that appointment a good while back, for the birthday tat." The man noted, to which Lark nodded a little in agreement. He motioned for her to follow him, and she looked back at Josh for him to tag along as well. It was going to be nice having someone to talk to that was a friend; not that the tattoo artists weren't nice, but this was one of her best friends. That beat out everyone else. Lark took a seat as she was told and placed her hands into her lap like a child awaiting good news. She could not be more excited about getting this done. In the excitement she allowed the other negative thoughts to drift out of the window for the time being. "Oh, I also want my belly button piercing today too," She told the man, who glanced back at her with a smile. "Alright. We'll do that first, then begin drawing out this tattoo of yours." He took a moment to pull up a chair for Josh to sit in before preparing for the piercing. "Thanks for joining me today. Hope you don't get too incredibly bored." Lark smiled at her friend, knowing that he would not have offered to join her if he was gonna be falling over in his chair out of boredom.
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Mar 18, 2012 9:28:12 GMT -5
He definitely had not meant anything negative by the comment and he was glad that Lark realised as much. He had always been prone to making jokes like that before he'd found out about her father and so sometimes when he was in a good mood it did slip his mind to monitor his words a little more carefully. He never forgot about what he'd found out, of course, just forgot that certain jokes and comments might be more sensitive than he'd once believed. Still, Lark didn't glare at him or make any comments so Joshua moved on quickly from the original greeting. He was relieved to hear the word 'surviving', for though it was not the best of news it at least meant that she was not doing that much worse. "Glad to hear it," he said sincerely. Joshua honoured her privacy by dropping it there, knowing enough to understand she was alright and not wanting to pry into the details. They were likely significant ones thanks to the fact that her father wasn't the greatest guy in the world but Josh didn't share his entire life with Lark and he didn't expect her to do the same in return. He mimicked her smile with his own, his easy mood remaining. If Lark had told him that her ribs were getting worse or that she was developing an illness he would have been too worried to remain relaxed but he believed her when she said she was surviving.
He examined and admired the artwork that she indicated, working to imagine what it would look like when it was on her arm. He wasn't a huge fan of tribal tattoos when it came to his own skin but he could understand why some others saw the appeal. Josh sometimes thought about getting another tattoo but at present there was only the family crest marking the inside of his wrist, easily hidden by wearing a long-sleeved shirt. It bore the coat of arms and motto of his family and though he'd fought often with his father over the years it still instilled in him a sense of pride. He wondered what the tribal tattoo meant to Lark, or the dragon, though he refrained from asking for the time being. "That's pretty neat." He nodded at the tribal tattoo to indicate it. "Did they give you an estimate of how long it would take?" He could guess himself but a lot depended on the amount of detail and the skill of the artist. It was better for a tattoo to take ages and turn out beautifully than for it to be rushed only to end up tacky. He flicked his gray gaze to the tattoo artist when the man spoke, having been paying too much attention to Lark and their conversation to notice him immediately. He caught Lark's glance when she looked back at him and followed without question considering this was what he'd agreed to in the first place.
He sat down and grinned at Lark when she thanked him, shaking his head. "It's your birthday, you deserve my company." It might have been a tad boring if she wasn't going to talk but he didn't think he'd have too much of an issue. He could always have brought along a book but that defeated the point of coming here in order to hang out with Lark. He wasn't too worried about her freaking out from the pain, either, because she'd clearly already been through it before. "I figure we can hang out at my house for a bit once it's done? " He said it as a suggestion, leaving it open for rejection if his friend had other plans. He wouldn't be offended and figured he'd just figure out some other way to give her the present. He was going to give it to her, whether wanted him to or not. He was quite fond of guitars and probably could have used it himself but he was fine with the collection he did have. "Annabel's home but she won't be too much trouble. Nell's probably at work." He said 'probably' because he was not entirely sure, seeing as he hadn't run into the girl that morning. It did not bother him when he didn't know where she was at all hours of the day. He could get jealous when he caught other guys looking at her but Joshua was relaxed and not possessive in a relationship. If he got worried, he'd call.
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Mar 18, 2012 15:10:16 GMT -5
Lark smiled up at him with a grateful expression on her face. "Thanks. I think it suits me." Little did Josh know she actually helped design that particular piece of work with the help of one of their artists, and she had him place it up on the wall for her to examine whenever she would stop by. She had yet to grow tired of the look and felt that it would be the best one for her arm. Most of these tribal tattoos did not have any solid meaning behind them, especially like the one she designed, but they were still really neat to look at. Her next one was already planned out; a hawaiian flower with the letter 'L'. That would probably have the most meaning out of all of them. "They said four to five hours at the most, since it is all black and there's no shading. But the first hour or so they said will be mostly for sketching it out. So...three-ish to four hours?" She looked uncertain, but felt that was the best estimate she could give. Even the artist was not confident in how long it would take, but he at least gave a decent time. It did not sound too unreasonable considering the size, and the mapping of the art before they set needle to skin.
"Yes, yes I do. I wouldn't have anyone else's company but yours." Sure she would not mind it if Nell were here, but Josh was her best friend and this had made her incredibly happy. What would her birthday day have looked like without him in the picture? Bleak and depressing, probably. It was like spending the day with your big brother, the brother you don't see often because he moved out and started up his own life. That's how she saw it, at least. "That sounds good to me. I like your house." She stated simply with a rather uncharacteristic airy tone to her voice. As though she were blissful. It was different. "Alright, if you'll lean back for me we can get this going." The man said sweetly, gesturing to the back of the seat. Lark allowed herself to fall back, lifting up her shirt to about mid-way. The bruising that had been there from the first fight with Frank was gone, but the memory was still there. Fortunately no new bruises had popped up so there would be no questioning today. He marked where the piercing would go after cleaning the skin, and hovered over the area with the piercing needle. Lark watched Josh the entire time to focus elsewhere. "I got to talk to Nell over summer by the---way." She faltered for a moment as the artist stuck the needle through and quickly put the piercing in. It was simple silver ball made of surgical steel, like most new piercings were. He backed away to allow Lark to sit up, leaning on the back of a chair. "Met her at the pool randomly after football one day. I really like her."
Lark flinched a little, forgetting that she had not told Josh she was rough housing it after being injured. If he scolded her it would be warranted, and she would take it. She knew it was stupid but Josh probably knew better than anyone how hard headed she was. Turning down a football game was out of the question. Besides, she showed most of them up pretty good so it was worth a little sharp pain every now and again. It was probably the only semi-normal day out of her entire summer vacation, and Lark was determined to cherish it. "We talked about tattoos, and our birthdays, and school, and football, and drinks. It was a really nice afternoon. Now I know what drew you in to her." Now she knew what Josh had with most of the Earths. She did not have that with anyone on her side. Sam sure, but they had not talked in months. Last she heard he was back with Harley, and she supposed he was caught up. That was fine though. Brett...well, Lark pulled back a little after that night at the party. He was still a friend, but she could not help but feel strange whenever around him. As though Brett were judging her. That was hard to swallow. Little did she know that Joshua was not a big fan of Brett's. Who knew what sort of response she would get out of her best friend if she told him what happened?
[Estimating a tattoo's time of completion is not as easy as I thought it would be. lul]
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Mar 19, 2012 8:42:42 GMT -5
Joshua nodded, familiar with the fact that tattoos were generally a lengthy process. His own had a lot of detail and colouring as well so despite its small size it had taken quite a chunk of time out of his day. His parents had offered to accompany him but Josh had gone alone and allowed the artist to suffice as his company. He hadn't realised that she would be so talkative but he hadn't given anything important away and so it wasn't like he could say he regretted the experience. Sometimes he wondered if he should have rethought where he was putting the tattoo and had even contemplated its removal a few times but he wasn't going to get into all that with Lark. She already had a tattoo and he didn't know where she wanted to work, anyway. Thankfully the hospital where he worked didn't have a policy against tattoos as long as they weren't vulgar and the employees weren't covered in them but he didn't know if that would change in the future. Working as a doctor was important to him—more important than a little ink on his forearm. He was lucky in that he had more than enough money to pay for the procedures if he actually wanted them done. "It's a good thing I took the day off work, then," he said. Realising he'd never told Lark he had an actual job, he said with a hint of pride, "I got a job as a medical aide over the summer. It's a retirement home, yeah, but it's a job." He was glad that he'd have some experience on his medical school application that did not have ties to his family.
He noticed Lark's tone with mild surprise, though he was certainly glad to hear the apparent cheerfulness in her voice. It was impossible for him to tell that she'd had such a bad start to the day and so Josh was glad that she seemed happy in his company. Part of it might have been the tattoo, as well. He might have regretted it now but he had been happy to get his ink at the time. He was glad that, of all the stupid things he'd done drunk, tattoos and piercings were not one of them. The tattoo had been acquired when he was completely sober and knowledgeable of its existence. He had a friend—a male friend—who'd gotten a tattoo in the precise area that was known as the 'tramp stamp' and the guy had never been able to live it down. Even Joshua was the type to rib him about it on occasion, though he did relax his teasing when he noticed that it really bothered him. Joshua's gray eyes went wide when Lark mentioned Nell, not having expected his fiancée to be brought into the conversation. "You did?" He waited for Lark to elaborate, figuring that she would, and he was not disappointed. Nor was he upset about the words, for apparently the meeting had gone well. He smiled, the gesture reaching his eyes with ease and giving an overall appearance of glee and relief. "That's great," he said. "I'm glad you like her."
Then he paused, his expression faltering. Originally the news of Nell and Lark getting along had cheered him enough that he'd completely missed the undertone of the sentence but he caught onto it now. "Football?" he repeated. They were in the room with a stranger and so Joshua wasn't going to get into everything that had happened at the hospital but he definitely had an opinion on it. "Sounds rough. There's a lot of potential for injury in football, isn't there?" His gaze was piercing as he lifted his eyebrows at her. He wasn't her mother but he was her best friend and he'd seen the state that she was in when they'd bumped into one another at the hospital. "Are you alright?" He asked it lightly as if he was only inquiring if she'd bumped her head but he figured that Lark would understand he was wondering if she had managed to damage her ribs. He was not so eager to subject jump but he did understand that Lark could make her own decisions, even if they weren't the smartest ones. "Sounds like you talked about quite a bit," he said. "You should be careful, though. We're all in enough trouble at school." He felt protective of both Nell and Lark. He didn't want the alliances to go after them. He figured it would be alright since it had been during the summer, though. He was just making sure. "All the same, I'm glad you two hit it off. It would have been awkward otherwise."
[Tell me about it xD Josh tells me he wants RID of his and I'm like "... You're going to make me do research, aren't you?"]
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Mar 19, 2012 15:58:59 GMT -5
Lark knew for a fact that she needed to find a job. The only downfall was her lack of experience in just about anything she might have the capability to do, and experience was always beneficial in the search for work. She could play guitar, was a decent student, and had a bunch of useless and random facts floating about in her head but other than that she had little to offer. Not to mention her...lack of social skills. She was not very in tune to people as a whole and hardly took notice if someone was upset or angry, unless it was directly at her and they made their problem known. Otherwise, Lark was completely oblivious to a lot of emotions displayed by others. Now, Josh and some of her closer friends were easier to read because she had known them for long enough to practice the skill. With everyone else, no such luck. She figured that would not be a good trait to carry into the work place. "That's awesome," Lark said with a smile. "Congrats. How is that going for you? Do you like it?" She was feeling abnormally chatty, but that's because the day was starting to look up. She figured she would tell Josh about what happened this morning at later date, but today was her birthday and she would be damned if she did not enjoy it to the fullest.
She nodded a little bit at his question as the man pierced the skin and left her to get comfortable again before starting work on the sketch. As the artist busied himself getting everything ready, Lark looked down at the piercing with a satisfied look on her face before going back to their previous conversation. "Yep, she's a sweet person. Very...calming." That was probably the most appropriate word to describe the Earth girl; her demeanor, voice, and smile were soothing to Lark. The smile and satisfied gleam in her eyes vanished as Josh seemed to take notice of her mentioning football; she swallowed a little bit, feeling like a chastised child. She met his stare, lifting her own eyebrows a little bit. "Yeah, there is. I know it was stupid but you know me. I'm too stubborn for my own good." Little did he know that it was really the only day she found memorable and although it did hurt sometimes it was well worth the risk. At least, it was to her. Josh probably wouldn't have thought so. The smile returned and she shook her head. "Yes, dad, I'm fine." She teased, glancing over to see the artist beginning his work on her shoulder with a sharpie marker. It reeked, but it was all part of the process. "Damn, that marker is gonna make me high." The artist looked up at her and chuckled as he traced the image with precision. Lark turned her attention back to Josh.
His words caused her to flinch a little bit, and suddenly the girl looked crestfallen. Almost childish as she stared at her lap. This was really beginning to bother her; she wanted to spend time with these people, but alliances were trying to fuck it over. "You won't have to worry about that. I'm used to pretending like I hate you as it is...what's...one more person?" Lark bit at her lip, something she did when feeling anxious or upset. A small sigh passed through her nostrils, strands of hair falling into her face. "I think...I'm gonna talk to Ashton at some point." She looked up and eyed Joshua, to see if he could catch her drift. With the artist sitting there working on her shoulder she wanted to be careful not to discuss this too much. She hoped that Josh would get why she wanted to talk to him. If she could find out the details of switching sides, and ensure that her presence would not be resented, then maybe things could change within the next month or so. Her reasons for finding a home with the Earths and Waters was not the same as Josh's, and might have sounded stupid to some, but she didn't care. It was like tearing her away from family, and that was not something Lark dealt with very well. To pretend to hate your brother? It was painful. It was days like this, too, that made her pine for a change even more. The days where they were smiling and laughing and having a good time. Creating good memories, instead of thriving off of the ones that were made so long ago. Lark was tired of looking behind her to hold on to something positive.
[Removing tats are more painful than getting one I hear. XD Good luck with that, Joshy!]
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Mar 19, 2012 16:24:24 GMT -5
The fact that Lark was feeling amiable and chatty was a good thing for Joshua, as well, for it meant he wasn't likely to become bored with the situation. He nodded in response to her question, not seeing any reason to lie to her about liking his new job. They said that many people hated their first jobs and he was no exception (there was some irony in the fact it had been at a tattoo parlour) but this one was doing something that he loved. Something he was passionate about. Josh didn't think it would be possible to hate it. "It's really great. It feels good to do things hands-on." He was an advanced volunteer at the hospital and Lark had seen herself that he was sometimes entrusted with lower level medical duties but the job as a medical aide meant that he had a lot more trust placed in him. Granted, the problems he had to deal with were usually a lot less unpredictable. Still, he liked the job and he liked the environment. He had a strange respect for the elderly owing to the very woman who'd saved him from the gang the first time around. She'd only been on her way to pick up some cat food but her destination didn't matter to Josh. It was the fact she'd stopped to phone an ambulance for the obvious gang member in the alleyway that had touched him. A lot of people thought badly of gangs and wouldn't have done a thing. "It's mostly for my medical school application but it's nice actually getting paid for once." He didn't need the money but it was still satisfying to know that it was something he'd earned and not funds from his parents' bank account.
Sweet. Calming. Joshua's expression hinted at the fact he agreed with Lark's words about Nell. He remembered how strange he'd thought she was when she offered to keep him company during lunch in the mess hall. He hadn't been an awkward loser with no friends but he'd been a solitary loner and his previous treatment of her had led him to believe that Nell's only attachment to him was as a study partner. She'd treated him more like a friend. He'd never really told her how much it meant. "Just be careful with that stubbornness," he suggested with a sigh, relenting. He wasn't going to try to tell her what to do but he did hope she remembered his advice in the future. I don't want to see you in the hospital again. He did not say this aloud so that he could save her dignity around the tattoo artist but Josh did his best to convey this message through the simple gesture of meeting her gaze. His lips twitched slightly when she teased him. "If you get a random urge to confess your undying love for me, do try to hold it in," he remarked, also able to smell the strong sharpee scent. "I doubt Nell would approve." Josh was joking of course, even though he sounded perfectly serious when he said it. He trusted that Lark's knowledge of his personality and their friendship would guide her to understand his classic humour.
He, too, looked slightly disheartened when she mentioned their pretend rivalry. It made him feel like a bad friend when he saw her in the hallway and narrowed his eyes in a glare, spitting insults through his teeth. It was what the Fires, the Earths, the Thunders and Waters—it was what everyone expected them to do. So they did. It was tiring, however, and he often found himself longing for the way things used to be. He also longed for the companionship of his element at times, in moments of weakness. He tried his best to fight back these feelings and usually succeeded by bringing Nell to the forefront of his mind. Visible surprise flashed through his gaze and altered his expression when Ashton was mentioned. Once he would have asked 'the Earth leader?' in order to clarify but there was no need to ask now. He was almost positive that it was indeed who Lark referred to. "Are you sure about what you're planning?" He recalled the discussion about the alliances that they'd had. He figured that Lark was planning to switch sides. What would she do about her other friends? Gaze solemn, he said, "Do you think he'll be willing to meet with you?" Josh had found Ashton to be relatively open and accepting, even understanding, the few times they'd spoken. But those times had been few, and they'd been due to the war when Josh took shelter with the Earths. He did not know the Earth well at all.
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Mar 19, 2012 18:37:31 GMT -5
"That's good. Feeling productive and helping people would certainly be rewarding." Lark was sure that she would not be so good at what Josh did, but wanted to find something that gave her that same fulfillment. Like she was doing something worthwhile that would have an impact on people's lives. It would take some work and time, but she was determined to make herself useful. Music could be an inspiration, so that might be a beneficial route after all. Many people found solace in lyrics and playing guitar--who knew? Maybe she could hold guitar lessons for kids or actually attempt to make an album. She loved it enough to try. "I'm sure it is. Getting paid and building up your experience at the same time? Good combination I think." A lot of schools had unpaid internships and other ways to gain experience, but Josh had the luxury of finding a place that would pay him for his services while at the same time adding to his medical school application. "I need to start job hunting soon. I can't get out of that house fast enough." She figured the statement was generic and typical to someone her age still living at home, so the tattoo artist would not become overly suspicious of what actually went on behind closed doors. Frank had only hit her one other time after the visit to the hospital, but it faded quickly. She was grateful for that.
Joshua was only looking out for her best interests, so she did not have much room to get upset or start rolling her eyes about his very mild lecture. Lark was actually glad that someone was looking out for her, someone that actually cared. Frank obviously did not have those same interests for her, the bastard. Lark still could not understand how he could be so damn selfish. "It hurts to look at you." He said. "Don't expect much from me." A faint frown creased her lips for a half moment before looking at Josh again, pushing a smile in place as the scent of the marker made the inside of her nose burn. "But I don't want to contain myself any longer, Josh," Lark teased, her voice rising up an octave as she batted her eyelashes and laughed a little bit. The artist smiled as he finished up the outline. It felt strange to act like that, but still it amused the girl none the less. Josh was definitely like a brother, and never could see herself dating the man. That would be too awkward anyway. Lark wrinkled her nose as the marker continued to linger, causing her to sneeze a little. "I'm glad I don't use those on a daily basis. It's giving me a headache."
The subject change distracted Lark from the oncoming throb in the back of her head, and shrugged a little at Josh. The artist was completely unaware of what they were discussing, or at least seemed ignorant. That was for the best. He wiped off the arm a little bit before figuring out where to start, and then the shrill hum of the needle filled the room. Lark's face twisted up a little from the initial pain before relaxing again, loving the pain it dealt to her skin. It was medicinal, in a very strange way. "Yeah, I'm sure." She stated with conviction. Lark knew what she wanted. It was not going to be easy, at least not at first, but it would be worth it in the end. There was nothing left for her with the Fire's and Thunders. She did not like the hostility a lot of them displayed, and how quick they were to attack others. Lark had a temper, but some of them seemed to search for a way to inflict pain on the opposing elements. That was weak, in her opinion. It was one of the reasons she did not attempt to beat up that Water student after he flooded the bathroom. She did not want to be like them. "I don't know if he will," Lark shrugged, biting her lip as the man rubbed her arm after a bit of the tattoo had been made. It was like rubbing sandpaper on her skin. "But I can try. The only time we met was at that event but...it didn't seem that I left a bitter taste in his mouth. At least I hope not."
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Mar 19, 2012 19:07:52 GMT -5
Strangely enough, Joshua found that he truly enjoyed helping other people. He wasn't sure whether or not he would when he started out, having been fascinated by medicine rather than the genuine desire to save lives. It was the field and not the people that had drawn him in. It seemed he'd found his niche, however, his calling. Whenever someone thanked him for helping them, even if it was with something as insignificant as a bump or scrape, there was a twinge of pride and satisfaction. He loved that. A spark of interest lit his gaze when Lark mentioned job hunting, though the double meaning to the sentence made him cringe internally. He worried about her and the things she suffered at that house but Joshua did not ask again if she would be alright. There was a difference between concern and being a mother hen. He did not want to cross that line. She'd told him that she was doing alright and he would trust her on that for now. "Do you know what kind of job you want?" Josh understood how lucky he was in having entered his dream field so soon. Many people had tons of horrible jobs and experiences before they figured out their lot in life and became happy with it. He hoped for Lark's sake that things went well for her. "I'm sure the cash couldn't hurt either, eh?" What teenager didn't like a little extra cash fattening their wallet? Hell, what human being didn't like a little bit of money to themselves?
He laughed and rolled his eyes, smiling in a good-natured way. Like Lark, he did not believe they'd ever had a chance at a relationship. They were more like siblings than romantic interests, though Joshua did not consider all of his friends to be in that 'friend zone'. Or at least, he hadn't before Nell had come along. After all, hadn't Nell been his best friend before he'd asked her out? One of his best friends, anyway. The person who knew the most about him despite only being acquainted for a short period of time. Looking back, he was not surprised that he'd fallen for her. That sense of trust and familiarity had helped him develop feelings along the way. He trusted Lark, too, despite that he didn't act on this trust very often. Sometimes he wondered whether the Fire girl would settle down into a relationship or whether she was content to remain single. Heck, maybe she'd had boyfriends that he didn't know about. Joshua did not claim to be privy to every aspect of his friends' lives. His humoured posture and expression faded slowly as the subject did, changing to alliances and pastures that were certainly not greener. Still, he kept up a false pretence of being at ease for the sake of the tattoo artist. "It would be nice to be able to hang out more often." It sounded like a normal comment, betraying nothing about element or alliances. He trusted Lark to understand what he meant. "If you're sure, I won't try to talk you down. You've probably thought hard on this, haven't you?" It was her choice in the end. He could only be there and support her.
He nodded slowly, contemplating the possible outcomes of a meeting with the Earth leader. "He was nice enough to me. I think you should be alright if you explain." Joshua had approached both the male and female leader of the Earth element last year during the war in order to talk about his exile from the Fire element and the possibility of taking the side of Earth. They'd been wary but understanding and ultimately had granted him his wish. He hoped that it went as well for Lark as it had for him. He had Nell to back him up, a solid reason to switch sides. Josh almost offered to vouch for her but then realised what that would mean—he'd need to admit that he was going behind the back of the alliance that had been kind enough to take him in. Understanding as the Earths were, he didn't want to risk saying anything until he was sure they approved of Lark's side-switching. He had a lot more to lose than just Nell if they kicked him out. Becoming disgraced by both alliances was like painting a target on your head and asking to become a total outcast. No one would associate with you then. "Might be best to keep it a secret from anyone but him until you're sure of his answer." If the Earths wouldn't take her to their side, she could still remain in league with the Fires provided they didn't find out. It wasn't the best outcome but it was better than total rejection, at least.
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Mar 19, 2012 20:30:17 GMT -5
Lark had an idea of what she might take up for work, but still when the question was asked she made a light humming in her throat as though dwelling on the inquiry for a moment or two. Rambling about her thoughts and ideas for a job seemed a bit silly, and a little out of character for someone like Lark. In all honesty, Josh was one of the few people who brought out her more talkative side. Well, not that she did not talk to other people, but a lot of her comments were a bit more edgy or defensive than anything else. Nell had been an exception, and surprisingly Ashton had been too. There was something about the Earths that caused Lark to alter her means of communicating with others. "I honestly don't know. Nell suggested taking up playing gigs with my guitar around the city, so I might look into that. Though...I've never really sang in public." Andrew caught her singing by the lake a while back which had been embarrassing, but he did not seem opposed to it. "Either that or just...work at Timmies or something." She laughed a little bit and nodded. The cash would be more than beneficial; she could not wait to start doing things for herself and not rely on her deadbeat dad to furnish food or anything else around the house. The only reason she probably had anything to eat was because the man knew he had to eat too.
Fortunately the thought of Frank dissipated for the time being as she watched Josh laugh and roll his eyes at her dramatic response. It was strange that she never had an attraction to Josh considering how long they had been friends; a lot of people wind up falling for their best friend, but not Lark. She supposed it was their tempers, their stubbornness, and probably a few other traits that would prevent them from having an effective relationship. That, and for whatever reason Lark just attached herself to him as a sibling. It had been almost automatic. She had never had a boyfriend, though more recently she thought having one would make her happy. Lark saw how Josh and Nell were, and wanted that. She wanted to feel wanted. To give the same thing in return. Tch. Won't happen. Look what happened with Brett. Lark visibly flinched and dropped her gaze, releasing a sigh. There was nothing she could offer anyone; at least, she thought so. "It would be really nice, yes. I'm tired of the bullshit." That was probably the best way to word it to keep things generic. Josh understood all of this, so there was no need to elaborate. "I've spent a lot of time thinking on it. I think...I actually think meeting Nell officially was the deal breaker." It was strange, but Lark could not always explain what she felt. She was never good at that anyway. Always bumbling around trying to figure herself out and how she felt.
When Josh first switched sides, Lark was not quite sure what to do. At the time, she followed the rest of her element and did what they did. She never resented Josh, but really tried to stick to what she had. The loyalty began to fray as time went on, however, when there seemed to be less and less of a reason to be there. She woke up and realized that simply following people due to your element was not who she wanted to be. She wanted to be with the people she felt were best for her. The people that she knew made her happy, no matter their element. Lark had a few scuffles with the opposing elements in the past, but it had all been simply because of the chasm formed between them. "Yeah, he seems nice. I won't expect anything of him though. I'm sure it'll be a bit much having me just...show up out of nowhere anyway." Lark chuckled a bit. She was sure Ashton dealt with some of her element before but even so the surprise more than likely did not fade. She would be stunned as a leader to have an opposing element come to her, no doubt. Hopefully he would be willing to listen and let her say what she needed to before turning her down or walking away. All she wanted was that chance. "It'll stay on the down-low. There's no need for me to discuss it with anyone else anyway. You're the only one that knows of this to begin with." She had not spoken of it to Nell, or Sam, or Brett. Josh was the only person privy to this information, and Ashton would not be far behind. That was exactly how it was going to stay.
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Mar 20, 2012 12:30:53 GMT -5
He was surprised to hear that Lark had never sung in public, mainly since she was such a proud person that he'd assume her confident enough to do so. Maybe it wasn't her style? Joshua knew Lark well but there were still things he was finding out about her. "You should," he encouraged. "You'd be good at it." He knew she played guitar, obviously. It was the entire reason for the gift that was waiting for them at his house. He did hope that she approved. Josh put a lot of thought into what he would get his friends for holidays and their respective birthdays and it always felt good when something was warmly recieved. "Make sure you tell me if you score a gig," he said. "I'll show up." He'd probably bring whatever friends he could, too, to support Lark and to spread the word. He was fond of his best friend and he wanted her to succeed so he'd definitely try his hardest to help in any way he could. He laughed when she mentioned Timmies, somehow unable to imagine her brewing coffee or making bagels. It was likely because he'd known her for so long and the job didn't seem to fit. He was sure people would think it weird if he suddenly got employment at Burger King so maybe it was a personality thing. "Good luck, whatever you decide to do." He meant that sincerely. Whether she ended up as a rockstar or she landed a job in a coffee shop, he wished her the best.
Nell had been the reason for Joshua to switch sides but he was still a little surprised to hear that she was a key part in Lark's decision to betray her alliance. It had taken Josh a few months of knowing the girl before he'd thrown aside his elemental family in her favour. Then again, I had no other reason to switch sides. Lark had him and Nell. He hoped that everything worked out for the best. "They're a good bunch. If they let me in, who's to say they won't let you?" He was looking on the bright side of things, trying to find a reasonable way to cling to hope. He was a realist, trying to see things as logically and sensibly as possible. This also meant that he was a pessimist a great deal of time, as life had a funny habit of not going the way you wanted it to, but there were moments when he could accept the good in a situation. He had been a lot more vicious to the Earths and Waters than Lark in the past because he'd been at the school longer and had been a leader at one point. He'd had more time and more power to make his mark with them. They'd still accepted him in the end. This'll go well. I really, really hope it does well. When the tattoo artist finally finished up, Joshua gave his friend a thumbs up and a smile. "That looks great, Lark. How's the pain?" This time he was really wondering about how much the tattoo and piercing had hurt, not any other kind of pain. She'd showed some signs of discomfort with the piercing but it seemed like she'd handled it well.
"I'm actually thinking of getting this removed," he said conversationally, holding up his wrist as he walked toward where he'd parked his car a few streets away. Downtown could be irritating with its lack of parking spots but he didn't much mind the walk. The tattoo was getting to be more of an annoyance than meaningful artwork lately, mainly because of how people saw tattoos. The hospital didn't care and the retirement home didn't as long as he kept it covered but he'd prefer to wear light, short sleeved shirts, especially during the summer. Josh hated bulky clothing. "It'll take a good year or so and it'll hurt like a bitch but I think it would be worth it. It's not easy to get work with visible tattoos." All he needed to do was find a good place to get the treatments that wasn't a ridiculous distance and he was almost sure he'd follow through. He pulled up to the house and got out of the car, flicking on the lights when he walked in the door. Sometimes he wondered what it would be like to be a Thunder student. You could clap on your lights like they did in the movies. "Want anything to drink?" He had liquor, too, liquor he wouldn't mind sharing, but right now he was generalizing. If they had it in the house, he'd get it. "It's a pretty hot day out. Jesus. Thank god we're Fire elementals or we'd probably be dying." Oh, August. Such a pain.
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Mar 20, 2012 14:31:01 GMT -5
Lark brushed a strand of hair out of her face. "You think so?" She asked, almost timidly as though unsure of his complement. Josh was one of the few people she trusted with his words, so it was not really that she doubted him. More that she did not expect him to say much about it. After all, Lark kept her musical talents to herself for the most part and never went out of her way to show it off. She was proud and a bit arrogant but music was very important to her. She wanted to make sure it was actually something people could listen to. "Thanks, I appreciate that. I'll let you know if I get a gig or not." Now the girl was a bit eager to get something going, knowing she would have the support of Josh behind her. Practicing singing, making a few of her own songs as well as establishing a few album covers would be a good start. She could put some of her little covers up on the internet and see what kind of hits she could get, and show it to Josh to see what he thought. Lark would not admit it, but she was a bit embarrassed to sing in front of other people so pre-recording it and allowing others to watch was a bit more comfortable. Then once she found out that people liked it she would feel more confident. Joshua's laugh brought her back to their conversation. "Hopefully I won't need luck but you never know."
She flinched a few times as the artist rolled the needle around on her skin, like he was coloring on her arm with a crayon. A really sharp crayon. Although she was smiling you could see the brief twitches of pain when he hit a soft spot. Lark enjoyed the overall pain though, probably more than she should have. It was strange. "Well, I can only hope for the best. I don't expect immediate acceptance, and I definitely don't expect everyone to like me." Lark was used to that as it was with her own element, so it was not going to be much different to have a few people who were not trusting or kept their distance. What she cared about most was being able to spend time with her best friend and seeing Nell without guilt. The rest of those that accepted her with open arms were just a wonderful perk. Eventually the tattoo was complete, and allowed the artist to rub it the hydration liquid and put some Saran wrap over the art to keep it safe. Lark admired it before glancing at Josh with a smile. "Thanks, I think he did a good job." The artist made a little bow and smiled. "Thank you ma'am." Oh, how she hated being called ma'am, no matter the necessity for formalities. "The pain is great, actually." She said, focusing her attention back on Josh. "I kinda like that sort of thing so the sting is nothing." She paid for the tattoo at the front desk and shook hands with the artist, letting him know that she would be visiting again in the future for her third tattoo once money was available.
As they walked back to the car, Josh showed her the tattoo on his wrist and examined it for a moment. "Yeah a lot of places are not really all that eager to hire people with tats, but that's because people assume bad things when you have ink." It was an automatic reaction for anyone seeing someone covered in tattoos to assume they were involved in gangs or possibly a biker or had some sort of criminal record. Lark had none of that in her past; she merely enjoyed tattoos and piercings. She did not know that Josh had a past, and did not particularly care either way. The car ride back to his house was easy going as had the rest of the day, and she jovially hopped out of his car when the reached their destination. "I could actually do with a bottle of water or something. Sitting there for that long, my mouth is dry." Lark pulled at her tank top, which had stuck to her skin a little bit from the heat outside. "Seriously. I love the summer but I think if I were any other element I'd be wilting." There were many times where she wished she was a different element, but she saw the perks of being a Fire and enjoyed them to the fullest. When she reached Joshua's level she would be even more proud. And the level of control would be greater, which she liked. Lark did not want to be out of control. "So did you have something planned? Or are we just bumming it?" She could care less what they did; it was her birthday, she got her tattoo and her piercing, and she was with Josh. Sounded pretty damn good to her.
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Mar 20, 2012 18:11:23 GMT -5
He nodded and gave his friend the most genuine smile that he could muster, which was quite an impressive one seeing as he was serious. He really did think that Lark would succeed if it was something that she loved. The one thing about passions were that they were difficult to give up on. Josh knew he'd try again if he were rejected from medical school—the sting of failure would hurt, but it would not make him give up on his dream. He wanted to be a doctor. He was going to be a doctor, no matter what stood in his way. "Hell, I can be your sound board if you want to practice," offered Josh. He wouldn't mind listening to her sing if she felt more comfortable around him than she did other people. Friends were different than strangers and they'd known one another since before they'd come to the Academy. "I'm no professional but you could trust me to be honest with you." If her tune was a little off he'd let her know, because it was better to hear it from a friend than from a crowd of people you didn't know if you scored a gig and fucked it up somehow. Josh didn't know how great Lark was at singing and so there was a chance she was really good at it and she had nothing to worry about. It was strange to think that in all their time knowing one another, he didn't know as much about her passion in music as would be expected. Then again, he didn't talk much about his own passions, either. Maybe it was a common thing.
He lifted an eyebrow when she said that she liked the pain but didn't comment on it. Joshua had never really been the type to enjoy pain. He had a high tolerance for it but it had never been something that brought him comfort or satisfaction. He accepted his friends for who they were and so this new development didn't bother him. "That's another up side to a career in music," he pointed out. "You can have all the tattoos you want. Hell, it's even considered a good thing there." Joshua did not have the luxury of a pro-ink field and so he was willing to sacrifice the ink on his body for the credibility that he wanted. It was a little stupid that people automatically assumed gang affiliation and he wished that it wasn't so but he would not chance rebelling. "I already took a bit of heat from my boss about it. She didn't know until after they'd already hired me, apparently, because they didn't ask in the interview so I sort of... never pointed it out." He'd almost been fired and he'd blanched at the though, promising that he would keep the tattoo hidden when at work. It was a pain considered its placing. He definitely wanted it gone. There was some irony in that he had been involved with a gang but the tattoo actually had no connection to them. They'd been an insignificant bunch of guys that thought they were thugs, not a large and functional gang that spanned across several cities or provinces. They weren't big enough for tattoos and insignia.
Joshua nodded and grabbed two bottles of water from the fridge, tossing one to Lark and taking the second for himself. He drank half of it in one go, gasping softly when he finished and shaking his head. It was freezing cold after the heat of the day but that was welcomed. He screwed the cap back on and set it on the kitchen island in front of him. "I know, right? I don't know how anyone else stands it—especially the Waters." Earths were slightly weaker in the summer due to the heat but it was Waters who really suffered, just as they thrived in winter while the Fires shuddered and struggled to make their gifts respond with the same ease as usual. "Well," he said, with a bit of a smirk, "I do have a bit of a plan." He jerked his head toward the upstairs and led the way to his room, where he'd put the guitar for safekeeping. As he was unlocking the door (he'd made a habit of locking it so Annabel couldn't snoop around) he said, "Now, I know you don't like gifts, but I am not taking no for an answer, okay?" He gave his best friend a knowing smile. He understood the whole pride thing but Josh was also stubborn and dead-set on his plans. Showing her the guitar, he said, "I saw it when I was getting my new one and I remembered you saying something about this guitar so I figured hey, why not?" He used his good memory to aid him in gift-giving. It really was useful.
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Mar 20, 2012 23:10:33 GMT -5
Lark blinked a few times, surprised by his offer. Joshua was of course her best friend and they did things for one another, but to actually sit and listen to her music with the possibility of his ears bleeding? She was not so sure she was ready to sing in front of him, but maybe it would be best. Josh was honest and would not beat around the bush, but at the same time his complements would be real if any were to be given. That was the upside to having someone around like Josh. "I could use a good soundboard," Lark admitted, looking thoughtful. "And I would appreciate the honesty. Just...don't make me cry, or I'll have to beat the shit out of you." She smirked up at him, a playful gleam in her eyes. The girl was confident and good at fighting, but knew when she was bested. Josh was a formidable opponent and would rather be fighting with him than against him. She wanted to keep her body in tact. They had quite a few squabbles in the past, but over time they both seemed to be leveling out in some ways. She had a temper if set off about the right thing, but recently has done well to channel the anger and stay calmer. Lark caught Joshua's eyebrow lift when she mentioned the pain from tattoos and piercings, and waved it off without even attempting to explain it. Even the girl herself had no idea why she enjoyed it; she just...did. It was voluntary pain too, which helped. Getting a door slammed right in your face or someone stepping on your toe was a little less desirable since you didn't ask for it.
"That's definitely a perk," Lark agreed, looking at her tattoo with admiration. "I dunno how many more I'm gonna get. I have one more in mind, but past that I can't be sure. Need another industrial, I think, to balance it out." Not that Josh might have cared, she just enjoyed the conversation and carried it on amiably with a smile. The tattoo turned out well, the piercing went without a hitch, and everything else fell into place. The shitty morning and the rest of the things that nagged at her subconscious faded away for the time being, and Lark felt inexplicably happy. Like a dose of morphine was pushed through her veins. It was a weird feeling, but not unwelcome. "I really don't see why having a tattoo is such a big deal. As long as it isn't vulgar or like...on your face then honestly the world isn't going to end." These places of business pissed her off sometimes, despite her chipper mood. A piece of art on your body should not be held against anyone, especially if they are meaningful and held nothing that was sexual or offensive. A naked woman on a man's arm would mot be very desirable, but what Josh had on his wrist was nowhere near that. What are they gonna do next? Tell people they couldn't get their ears pierced? Lark would flip her shit.
She caught the water bottle with grace and twisted off the cap to take a deep drink, exhaling loudly after she was done getting her fill. It cooled her insides considerably, which was greatly welcomed by this point. Fire or not, there was such a thing as too much heat. "I'm sure they're flailing around by this point," Lark said, taking another drink. While she and Josh thrived, the Waters were struggling. They would have their time when winter came through, though, and then she and the rest of the Fires could freeze their asses off. Lark tilted her head a bit at Josh, wondering what he was up to. With a wary look in her eyes she follow him up the stairs and towards his room, which he started to unlock. It was strange to see someone unlocking their bedroom. At hearing the word 'gift', Lark could not help but frown. "Josh..." Lark whined, sighing. "You know how I feel about gifts..." She followed him into the room reluctantly, only to freeze at the sight of the guitar in his hands. Her heart stopped and drifted into her throat, preventing her from speaking. She reached out and took the guitar from him, staring at it for a long moment before falling to her knees and staring at the item in her lap. "Oh my god..." Lark allowed her fingers to run over the strings, the smooth wood, everything.
"This..this guitar is sixteen hundred dollars Josh. Why...and you remembered.." Lark felt her lip tremble as tears streamed down her face, uncontrollable and free falling. She put her hand over her mouth and started to cry harder. No one had ever given her something like this before; it was not even because of the price, it was because of the fact that he remembered. Someone took the time to remember the little things. The things that seemed so insignificant, yet brought her to her knees. For the first time, Lark truly sobbed tears of joy in front of another human being. Her best friend. It was weakening, yet strengthening at the same time. "I...I can't believe.." She choked out, trying to wipe her face and compose herself. It was difficult. Her knees felt too weak to allow her to stand. "Thank you. This is probably the best gift I've ever been given...besides your friendship of course." Lark continued to sit there, trying her best to calm herself before trying to say anything else. The tears, the happiness, the day had been medicinal. Exhaling slowly to settle the emotions that washed over her so suddenly, Lark finally looked up at Josh with a bright smile. "I guess I'm gonna have to play for you now. I need to test it out."
[Okay so...the last part of this post legit made me cry. I don't even know why, but it did. XD Lark needs to stop feeding her emotions to me.]
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