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Post by KNOX CAESAR KETILL on Jul 3, 2012 7:32:58 GMT -5
He had heard of the dance competition solely by chance. Two students had been chatting about when he’d passed them in the street and greeted them with a nod, though he’d frozen on his way past the bus stop when he had heard what they were talking about. A dance competition. First round tango. One had considered possibly entering, but was complaining that her dress didn’t fit anymore and the tailor was too expensive. The other had offered to do the sewing, the first had insulted the lack of such a skill, and the two had climbed onto the arriving bus amidst laughter. He’d remained frozen just to the side of the bus stop, probably looking rather awkward, his mind centered around the very idea that there was a dance competition in the city, and the thrum of nervous excitement that his heart beat the inhales of cold breath hurt a little in his chest. A dance competition. Maybe he could get a ticket to watch. Just to watch.
He had no intention of actually entering. He didn’t have the guts for it or the confidence in his own skills. Besides, he didn’t have the time to find a partner, mostly because he knew no girl who could dance. He didn’t know any guys either, but that was irrelevant. Two-man couples were rarely allowed in such competitions, which was fine with him. He didn’t compete anyway. He had no partner and no courage to enter.
But he could still practice, for the sake of keeping up possible skills. He wasn’t about to brag about his dancing, because the only person who had ever judged him had been his dance teacher. He remembered the steps as though he’d been practicing them for years. In a sense, he had, though very sporadically. His dance shoes still fit even though he hadn’t worn them in months. That was probably because he’d stopped growing, as far as he knew, so his feet hadn’t changed drastically in size—and his shoe size had therefore remained the same. Though he had the money to buy new shoes, he didn’t want to waste it when the ones he had were in perfect condition. Shoes could be pretty expensive, especially the nice ones that tended to be more comfortable than the cheap ones.
The classroom was empty of life and looked like it hadn’t been used in a very long time. That was entirely possible, considering the school wasn’t nearly the largest on the planet, and the castle which it called home was large and older than most cities with mentionable nearness. It was best, though, because it meant people weren’t likely to go poking their heads in here and accidentally notice what he was doing. Relieved for the private space, he made to clearing away the old furniture. He pushed the desks to the outside rim of the room, stacking the chairs so they were out of his way. The windows in the room were large, letting a lot of light in, despite the dust of age that had crawled over them like the film over a blind man’s eyes. There were no curtains. No bars. Just the windowsills and the general structure holding the glass together. How long had it been since anyone had been in here? He didn’t care too much. He placed his CD player and the attached speakers on one of the desks so he wouldn’t trip over the wires and stretched. Then he hit play, and one of his favorite tango songs beat its rhythm through the air.
Hazel eyes closed for a moment as he slowly slid into position, his arms lifting into the air and holding a make-believe partner. It was familiar enough for him that he could remember the proportions enough to keep it reasonable. His shiny black shoes slid across the floor as he straightened. A deep breath in expanded his chest, though he supposed that wasn’t how you were supposed to breathe—you were supposed to breathe through your diaphragm, so your stomach expanded and constricted. He cleared his mind of the technicality. On his exhale, he was moving, his eyes snapping open again with the first twitch of a muscle. The steps came to him easily, without hesitance, as he felt the beat in his bones and in his heart. The muscle thudded quickly in excitement. His gaze was intense in focus as he recounted the routine in his mind, which took far less effort than he had expected. It felt wonderful. He missed dancing.
OOC ;; The song is here: [ link ] and I'm so sorry this took forfreakingever ><
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Jul 3, 2012 21:04:10 GMT -5
The school was essentially one big playground. If you were bored enough and were around the right people, you could turn anything and everything into a source of entertainment. Some people would probably take to pulling pranks or using the rooms for--ahem--inappropriate things, but not Lark and the group of Earths and Waters. Oh no. They had something entirely different in mind. "Alright, alright," One of her Earth buddies said between bouts of chuckling as they all stood together in an empty hallway. "I'm going to count to...fifty. You can use any of the hallways on this floor. No hiding in the bathrooms. And of course this is base." She pointed to the staircase next to them. One of the Waters raised their hand and had a very mischievous smile on their face. They were always up to one thing or another. "Why? Scared of looking like a creeper?" The Earth looked a bit bothered by this but shrugged off the comment with a dramatic eye roll before turning to face the wall nearby. She started to count upwards of fifty, but by the time she even said "one" the entire group had scattered and was taking off in all different directions. Finding the whole group was going to be a royal pain in the ass. Lark smirked, knowing that she could try and go ninja mode and make it back to base without anyone noticing. This version of hide and seek was way too easy. Unfortunately, she--and most of the others playing--were not aware that the person counting had secretly joined up with someone else and they were stalking the hallways to figure out who was hiding where. Lark's hallway was, fortunately, empty.
Glancing back and forth, Lark took off and glanced at the rooms, trying to decide which one she wanted to hide in for the time being. Would they even find her? Maybe not. Then she could just wander off to the mess hall for dinner or something. Living in the dorms did have one benefit; she did not have to go very far if she got hungry and she did not have to deal with her dad. The money was so much easier to save up this way too. In another four or five months, Lark would probably be ready to move into her own place and have enough left over to cover a few months rent so she could stay ahead of the game. Anyway, back to hiding. Focused on trying to find somewhere to go, she was not even aware of the music playing in one of the nearby rooms. Instead she opened the door and ushered herself in. She shut the door behind her rather quietly so it did not echo down the hallway. That would definitely alert someone to her presence. Once the adrenaline stopped rushing through her ears, she turned her head to take notice that she was not alone. Why had she not heard the music before? It was not insanely loud and Lark was certainly not focused on trying to find anyone in these rather lonely rooms, so that might have been it. She cleared her throat a little bit. "Uh, sorry for interrupting your um..." Lark made a circular motion with her finger. "Your dancing thing." Curiosity got the better of her--not to mention she was not keen on leaving for fear of being found--and so she leaned against the wall nearest the door to watch the boy for a moment. "Do you enjoy dancing by yourself? Or is that dance just meant for one person?" Lark inquired, joking a little bit but also serious. She knew nothing of dancing, and could not dance to save her life. Prom was not a disaster but it could have been.
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Post by KNOX CAESAR KETILL on Jul 11, 2012 7:05:49 GMT -5
The voice made his muscles freeze. It was an instinctive reaction, he knew, when one was surprised or sensed danger. There was no such thing as a fight-or-flight response. At least, not technically. The brain worked through three things; first was the freezing reply. If a predator can’t see you move, it’ll move on. Or maybe it’ll just think you’re dead, and none but scavengers would touch an already dead animal. Then, if that didn’t work, you ran—that was the flight the colloquial mentioned. Fighting was the absolute last response. It was the only one that came up only when it was completely and absolutely necessary, when there was no other way out. Knox was not a fighter, and he rarely, if ever, used the last option. When he could avoid it, he didn’t run either. He preferred the first one, hoping people would just move on and ignore him. Life was easier when people didn’t pay attention to you all the time. It was easier to go about doing what you did when you weren’t being scrutinized for the slightest mistake. It was easier to relax.
Dancing, similarly, relaxed him. Although it worked his muscles, it managed to keep him at ease. Dancing was quite the exercise, when you thought about it. It put muscles to sue that a lot of people didn’t employ on a daily basis. First, there was the posture. Most people he knew were horrible at sitting upright and slouched beyond belief. Dancing had taught him to sit with a straight back. In dancing, one also had a hold that usually required the arm to be lifted upwards from the body for extended periods of time, though most dances last 3 minutes as opposed to 3 hours. When combined with the footwork and the necessary hip movements, keeping the arms in position could be quiet challenging. Then, of course, there was the footwork itself. Aside from remembering and carrying out the proper steps, one had to do so in the correct rhythm, at the right speed, and with maximum efficiency and grace. Though Knox wouldn’t judge himself on grace, he felt he wasn’t bad at footwork. The quick step was not, by any means, his favorite dance, but he managed the speed without too much trouble if he had a little while to practice it.
Practice was key to any dance, as far as he was concerned. One had not only to practice, however: one had to practice the correct steps and combinations and movements, so it would be worth anything. After all, if you practice the wrong routine, what was the point in practicing at all? If he were to practice a waltz, for example, for a tango competition, he’d fail miserably simply because he preformed the wrong dance. That was simple enough.
Attempting to react to the sudden presence in the room was not. Still in hold, he tried to make his brain work. He’d definitely heard a voice over the music, though he currently had his back to the door and the apparent speaker. He bit his lip and closed his eyes. This time, the deep breath entering his lungs was for the sake of preventing a panic attack. Someone had seen him. At least she—it had sounded like a she—wasn’t cracking up at him. That was a good thing, right? That she wasn’t laughing? Maybe she’d be willing to keep his curious little secret. He took another deep breath, eyes sliding slowly open. The renewed greeting of light stung for a brief moment. He reached forward to turn the music off and turned to face her, trying to figure out how to explain himself to a complete stranger. That was certainly not his life’s goal. It would have been, if he were able to manage it without stuttering or pausing for minutes at a time before he cluttered out his words.
Ah, the terrible task of vocalizing his thoughts. He cleared his throat, staring at her shoes and not bothering to look any higher. He couldn’t meet her eyes. It would only make talking more difficult, especially if he saw something he’d perceive as negative in them. He took a third breath, this one more shallow and rushed. “It’s… the t-tango… it’s… it’s meant fo-for t-two…”
[/color] The explanation, as short as he could keep it and still make it worthwhile, betrayed how inherently nervous he became when attempting to speak to strangers. But maybe she wasn’t a stranger? That would help a little. He hadn’t recognized the voice, but that had been over the music, and to his surprise, and she hadn’t addressed him so he couldn’t be sure if she’d recognized him either. He peeked up at her face, just quick enough to browse her features for familiarity—and found it, to his relief. The name escaped him at first; he didn’t think they knew each other well. Fortunately, however, she did not instill an automatic nervous reaction from him, so he didn’t complain or try to make up an excuse and run for it. Maybe she’d just leave. Yeah, maybe. Maybe was so frequently no.[/size][/justify][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Jul 12, 2012 16:49:56 GMT -5
Lark had not intended to disturb whatever it was this guy was doing, but did not apologize. Nah, that would be stupid. Apologizing for an accident like this? It was not as though she had decided to invade his space or intrude on his dancing or something like that. Hide and seek led her to seek out a place to hide. This room just so happened to be the first one she picked. She was also completely unaware of the fact that he was nervous or was startled by her presence. The music was finally turned off and silence encompassed them for a long moment. That was awkward. Lark was not really one to grow on edge or feel strange in the silence--she thrived off of it quite a bit--but for some reason she was not sure how to take it this time. Especially since he was not really responding to her at first. What's up with this kid anyway? He turned to look at her finally, and a flash of recognition crossed her features. She had seen him somewhere before. Class? Maybe. She wasn't sure. The hallways were definitely a possibility.
"I don't know about you, but my eyes are up here," Lark replied. She did not sound agitated or exasperated, merely stating a fact. She liked eye contact. Made her feel like the other person was interested in the conversation and they had a sense of respect for one another. When he finally did speak, however, Lark blinked and tilted her head a bit to the side. She did take a moment to glance out of the small window of the classroom door to see if anyone had come searching down the hallway yet. "Thus the saying 'it takes two to tango', I guess?" She chuckled, amused. That now officially made sense. She really was not aware of any form of dancing, even the simplest ones. Now interested, Lark pushed away from the wall and leaned against a desk nearby. She really was not afraid to approach other people and make conversation. A few years ago she preferred to keep to herself most of the time but the past year or so really drew the girl out of her shell. "Okay, so I'm curious. How do you manage to stay so light on your feet without tripping up?" She made another twirl motion with her finger.
She was not the most graceful person, at least when it came to something uniform and pre-set, like dance moves. Clumsy was not the word for it. More like she was not dance-inclined. It was not something she had been very eager to learn in the past and now it came back to haunt her. She was fortunate that Ashton was so sweet and understanding with her lack of skills, really. "You look familiar. I'm Lark." She shrugged a little and offered her hand for a handshake, glancing at him with a half smile.
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Post by KNOX CAESAR KETILL on Jul 19, 2012 18:29:26 GMT -5
“My eyes are up here.” He knew, from seeing people interact around him, that the phrase was usually saved for horny teenage boys who happened to be staring at a woman’s chest as opposed to meeting her eyes. Usually, it was snapped, filled with irritation of some sort, because he doubted that most people would be particularly happy with being taken as immediate sexual objects rather than something else, such as real, possibly intelligent, and definitely individual people. Why be viewed as an object when you could be viewed as yourself? So, while he understood the reasoning behind saying something like that, he didn’t quite understand why she had said it. Admittedly, he hadn’t been meeting her eyes, but neither had he been staring at her body in some otherwise lustful manner. He’d just been looking at the floor and everywhere else that wasn’t her. Why was that offensive?
Probably because most people expected some sort of eye contact when you were conversing with them. They wanted to be looked at because that was the polite thing to do, because it helped the communicative process. Not meeting someone’s eyes could be a symptom of lying, of course.
But it was also a symptom of his completely debilitating shyness. If he weren’t so shy… he was pretty sure his daily life would be completely different. His phone would have more purposes than just an emergency contact for his parents or the occasional take-out order. He’d actually text on a regular basis. He’d approach random people in coffee shops and strike up conversation. He might have a boyfriend or a girlfriend he wasn’t actually attracted to. He’d meet people’s eyes when he talked to them. And although there were possibilities, he was pretty sure that life without shyness wouldn’t be as easy sometimes. He felt as though actual communication opened the way for lies and insults and gossip and other things he honestly had no interest in. He didn’t want to become someone who lied half their life away and then didn’t tell someone with whom they were in love just because they were emotionally immature or closed off. But then, he was thinking of things in the ultimate extreme. There were more balanced ways to handle being not shy. Ways he would never approach because he couldn’t picture himself as a not shy person. He was the one who faded into the background, and because he was shy, he was grateful for that.
He liked fading into the background. He liked not being in the spotlight.
And yet, he was dancing. He was dancing in a classroom that had previously been empty, until the brunette in front of him had decided to come in here. Why was she here anyway? His lips parted with the temptation to ask, but instead he just closed his mouth again and nodded to her question. Technically, he’d been doing the male half of the tango on his own, but that was irrelevant. You could tango on your own—most people just had a partner. He didn’t know anyone with whom he could dance. He wasn’t about to ask the girl in front of him either. She was getting closer, though, and he was wondering if she was about to ask him about it some more. The question she had was a simple one. He shrugged. “Practice.” Practice didn’t make perfection. Never. But practice did help make things easier, when one repeated the same one over and over. When you practiced something incorrectly, you were ingrained with that as well. Practice made permanent.
Nothing was ever really permanent though. Permanent marker certainly wasn’t. Everything faded, or just plain out died, with time. Time was the universal killer. In time, the Earth would be destroyed. The sun would collapse or explode—he wasn’t too big on astronomy to remember which. His parents would die. He would die. Sure, maybe someone would remember them. But eventually those memories, too, would fade. It was a cycle of forgetting and of death. In a way, it was depressing. In another, ti was rejuvenating. Eventually, your mark on the Earth would be gone. That could be as much a good thing as a bad one—especially for someone who didn’t like the spotlight. Names were just as temporary. Nonetheless, when she provided hers, he felt obligated to do the same. “Knox.” Two words had escaped him in those few moments, and he’d stuttered neither. The reflection had a pleasing result, in his opinion, even if she grew irritated with his short answers. He wasn’t good at contributing to conversation. He so rarely had anything to say. In the subject of familiarity, he had to agree. She looked just as familiar. Her name sounded familiar, too, especially since it wasn’t the sort one heard every day.
A lark was a bird. Knox just meant darkness.
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Post by LARK MARIE HARPER on Jul 20, 2012 6:16:25 GMT -5
Practice. Well, that comment sounded a bit pretentious to her. It might not have been intended to sound that way, but Lark was not a dancer by any means so the word 'practice' meant nothing if she had no moves to do that with. Although it might have been considered irrational to some, to Lark her frustration was warranted. Fires were known for their tempers so even things that made no sense could set them off. It was hard to tell whether this go around was actually a time to get flustered. "So essentially I have to practice without having any sort of guideline?" She raised an eyebrow and looked agitated, her voice a bit terse. Lark figured her question more or less meant she was interested in hearing the finer details. One word did not exactly give her what she was looking for. "I was actually asking about how it was done, not what to do after I was taught." She was unaware that Knox was a shy person, that he did not do well making conversation. All Lark knew was that his comment made her angry, and that was about it.
To her chagrin, his second response was just as helpful as the first. He made no mention of recognizing her, which did not help Lark to place his name with a face. That made this conversation a bit harder to deal with. She also never liked to ask a bunch of questions and nose into another person's business. She had done so initially upon entering the room but now she could see how well that was going over. Instead of making any extra effort on her part, Lark merely nodded and glanced around the room for a long moment. Now this felt awkward. Was she intruding? Was he really wanting her to leave but simply did not make a move to make this obvious? No matter. She shrugged and wandered back over to the door, peering out of the window to see if any of her friends had come down the hall searching. Voices could be made out but no one could be seen. Maybe they were getting close. Now not sure what to do with herself (and feeling awkward about having seemingly bothered Knox), she placed her hand on the door. "Well, if I'm intruding that much then I can just leave," Lark said, motioning to the door. "I'm playing a game of hide and seek so if I need to go elsewhere to hide then you'll need to tell me sooner than later." Because either way was fine by her. If Knox was not opposed to her being there--which he appeared to be, at least in her opinion--then she would just stay.
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Post by KNOX CAESAR KETILL on Aug 13, 2012 3:28:48 GMT -5
Knox was exceedingly confused at her irritation. She had asked how he managed not to trip up or, essentially, make mistakes. She hadn’t asked how the dancing was done in the first place, or what the steps were, or rather what the “guideline” she now mentioned was. She hadn’t asked for that, and he hadn’t thought to give her an answer besides the one for which she had actually asked. Thereby, he wasn’t sure why she was annoyed. She hadn’t put the words to the question she had been “actually asking” and it wasn’t a skill among elementals to be able to read minds. She should be able to tell just from looking at him that he wasn’t, by any means, the most sociably intelligent student here, so he hadn’t though to read between the lines, especially because he hadn’t been able to identify that there were lines in the first place. It was rather uncalled for and it reminded him why he didn’t like fire elementals. He couldn’t be entirely sure, but he was sure that he wasn’t liking her behavior. It wasn’t fair to him that she angry with him for not understanding any possibly subtlety she might have shared. Were all girls this unreasonable? Well, not all, because there were always exceptions, but most? Did most girls act this way?
He hoped not. It was rather unpleasant. While he was already lacking any interest in the feminine, it put him off even farther. He wasn’t prejudiced against girls, necessarily, but he was coming to understand (or at least think he was) why he wasn’t interested in them on the same level the majority of other males were. On top of the unreasonable thing, he just didn’t find them alluring or attractive. Maybe it was because he hadn’t been in any sort of sexual situation with one yet, but that was a little irrelevant. Or was it? Did one have to see a sexual situation to understand the appeal of it?
For the most part, he had no desire to find out. He was just as likely to go to a strip club as he was to flawlessly deliver a speech about confidence to a million people or dance in public—to short, he wouldn’t. Probably ever. It was just easier to stay away from temptation, to not even risk it. He didn’t know if there was any appeal to be had in the first place, any temptation to be offered. If he were being presumptuous, he’d say there was none. Would she be offended by that, too? Just as she had been by his inability to understand more of a question than she had provided? Was that fair?
No. Life wasn’t fair. That was all there was to be had for it. Life was not fair, not was it likely to ever be. Fair was too relative to be applied to anything and people were too diverse to ever completely agree on whether something was or wasn’t fair.
They did seem to agree on a different matter—at least, these two people in this abandoned classroom seemed to agree on one small thing, for possibly different reasons: the situation they had stumbled upon together was rather uncomfortable, awkward. It wasn’t appropriate or inappropriate, just the sort of thing that ended in a silence neither of the participants really wished to be part of. She looked like she wished to leave. He sort of wanted to do the same thing. But what would be the point of leaving if they both did? If she left, he could just go back to his dancing. If he left, she could continue to hide, as she apparently had been, and he could simply find another place to practice his dancing (or go home and do homework, as that would be a wiser use of time). What if neither of them left? They would continue to stand here, and do nothing, or perhaps they would do something. Perhaps she would berate him for his poor social skills. Or she would ask him to teach her how to dance. That lacked just as much appeal.
It probably didn’t appeal to her to leave either, seeing as she was more likely to be caught in her little game if she did that. He cleared his throat, trying to find the words as he backed away slightly. He wasn’t sure why he was doing that, maybe because he was just nervous that she would bite his head off for making the offer he intended to, if he could get the words out. Though his lips parted, nothing came out at first. His mouth closed again, and he swallowed nervously. “I-I… I could lea-leave… s-so no one-one sees y-you…” he stumbled through the words, as he had with most of the other ones. She made him nervous. He didn’t like that.
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