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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Jun 2, 2011 20:05:30 GMT -5
-NOW THE PARTY WAS JUMPIN' AND THE GIRLS WERE FINE with their lipstick summer glaze - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - "Dale. Stay behind, I'd like a word."
He was halfway to the door when the professor spoke behind him, causing him to pause. Instantly suspicious, the eighteen year old stiffened and set his jaw. What had he done this time? He was trying to keep his temper under control--he swore it!--lately so that the authorities didn't get involved and contact his parents. Sure, he'd lost it a couple times but those were all for perfectly justified reasons! ... Alright, so maybe he could have handled that pesky Water student a little differently, but everyone made mistakes! Besides, he hadn't even been aware that anyone had seen that--
"Relax, you're not in trouble."
His shoulders slumped forward slightly as he released the tension in his muscles and sighed in relief, turning to face the professor as the last of his classmates filtered out of the room. "What's up?" he wondered, brow furrowing curiously. "Your paper on elemental adaption was very well written," he started, and Joshua was suspicious once again. Whilst he didn't mind compliments on his work, they were usually not given by this particular professor in the privacy of an empty room. He usually acknowledged to the class who had done something particularly excellent. It added a bit more of a competitive edge when someone else got praise and you didn't. "Thank you," Joshua said regardless, being polite. "I was wondering--" Knew it. He wants something from me. "--if perhaps I could... refer some of my students in the earlier grades to you if the need arises? I won't be in next week--I know you're quite dedicated to your education--"
"Yeah, sure, whatever." He wasn't in the mood for flattery if it was just buttering him up for a favour. He preferred raw compliments that didn't have some sort of an ulterior motive--that was how he determined whether he would take it seriously or not. His paper had been quite good if he did say so himself, it had taken him ages to do all of the research he'd needed for it. "I'll do it." He didn't really like helping out anyone other than himself and maybe a couple of the Fire students if they were nice enough about approaching him. However, as he'd learned from past experiences, this teacher could be quite spiteful. One time Josh had refused to do as he was asked, and he'd gotten in marginally more trouble for losing his temper than he normally would have. It had gotten close to threats of suspension. He didn't play fair, and Joshua Dale was intuitive enough to realise this.
The professor smiled at him. "Why thank you. Any place you'd likely be?"
"Library, maybe. History section." And he was out the door before the guy could ask any more of him.
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Thankfully, the professor had not yet taken him up on his agreement to help whomever might be sent his way, and so Joshua headed to the library that weekend afternoon with the thought of studying on his mind. "Hello," he said in a tone that could almost be called pleasant when the librarian glanced up at him. He delicately placed a small stack of books on the counter and gave her a quiet smile. "Just returning these and then studying in the back," he told her when she asked if she could help him. "No, that's alright, thank you." She'd asked out of habit if he needed help finding anything, but really Joshua knew the layout of the (entire) library like he knew the back of his hand. It had been a favourite place for him since his first year here.
Within half an hour of going up to the second floor and weaving his way through shelving to the history section, Joshua was seated behind the table with a mountain of study material and a stack of both fresh paper and some he'd already written things down on. He had a relatively neat print compared to some of the chicken-scratch of his classmates. Joshua sometimes brought his laptop with him to further look things up, but it was lying in the dormitory and charging at the moment.
It was a bit drafty in the library--it seemed that someone had left a window open or something. His natural heat kept his temperature from dropping too low, but he still flipped up the hood to his sweater just to be safe. He also had a pair of reading glasses perched on his nose--they were of the kind that protected the eyes from the intensity of sunlight, and he needed this given that the table he was sitting at was right by the window. Sunlight glanced off the freshly fallen snow and was really quite distracting. He didn't want to give himself a headache as he studied, so it was better safe than sorry. Pulling one of the thick tomes over to him, he opened it and his gray eyes began to scan the page.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Jun 2, 2011 21:21:55 GMT -5
Nell entered the library with slight trepidation. Her professor had told her he was going to be out this week and had told her to come to Dale for help. Ask a complete stranger for help? Not her style. But her professor said he’d agreed to it and she figured she might as well seek him out and find what he’s all about. After all, Nell never passed up a chance to meet a new person. And hey, adventure, right? Scouring the library for a mysterious tutor, something like that… As she thought of this, her phone vibrated in her pocket. She replied to her friend that she couldn’t go out, that she was on a ‘mission’. Unfortunately, her social life took a backseat to schoolwork. Nell loved going out and hanging around others, too bad she seemed to always be busy.
Before she took another step, she closed her phone and made sure to keep her eyes focused. Wide open spaces were easier to navigate for she was resourceful, and it one route wasn’t possible, she’d find another. Usually in enclosed spaces the lack of many avenues confounded her. She shook her head. Cruel irony… Sometimes she thought her brain worked wrong or backwards or in any other way than it should work… As she ventured further into the building, she noticed a queue of computers and bit her lip for a moment. There weren’t too many people around, apparently having better things to do with their day.
Nell didn’t know why she was doing this, sitting at one of the computers and searching ‘Mia Sinclair Fuentes Murder’. She promised herself to leave it behind, but she needed to know what was going on back in the states. Had the police dropped the investigation yet? Doubtful, if her family had anything to do with it. The Fuentes’ were particularly vindictive, true to their nature. In Google, she clicked on the most recent new link, and article by CNN. She could have sworn she lost color. A news station like CNN was on this? She read it over with a sick stomach.
FBI still searching for Nell Sinclair Fuentes, the alleged killer who fled from the hospital two months ago before her hearing was to be set…She had inflicted a wound in her stomach so she could plea self-defense, according to Jane Sinclair, the suspect’s aunt and a prime witness to the case. Nell strangled her mother to death when she was caught running away, which was one of the only facts in this article. The girl could barely read anymore, instead scanned the comments below lamenting how a young girl could murder her own mother, how she must have had serious mental health issues, that she should be locked up immediately. And her family had the public wrapped around its finger.
With a shaky breath, she closed the window and leaned her elbows on the table to run her fingers through her hair. Nell did not cry. She’d been through far too much to start now over something like people hating her and the world believing her to be a psychopath. At least she wasn’t a captive. No, just a fugitive, she thought wryly. She leaned back in the chair and cracked her back before picking up her bag. She was physically and emotionally exhausted. Drained. But she needed to push forward. If Nell was anything, it was a survivalist. It was her religion, her code of belief. Many of these books in here were her Bibles, the non-fictions giving her tips and tricks.
She rose carefully and decided she should at least look for Dale. The professor said he’d be in the history section, and as she looked around at the rows of shelves she could only sigh, but chose to look on the bright side. It’s an adventure. But she preferred her adventures to be outside, thank you very much, not that she had a thing against libraries. She used to go to the nearest one in The Bronx all the time for research about a condition she didn’t even know the name of, wide-eyed innocence and foolishness. If she had the chance, she may enjoy these books. After all, she loved to learn. Nell began the journey through the shelves, not understanding the numbers labeled on the sides and deciding to look for context clues in the books. Charlotte’s Webb, Pride & Prejudice, John Dies at the End… She figured by the time she reached the back of the first floor she scoured the entire place, and hopefully hadn’t missed a shelf or went back over.
Next, upstairs. She climbed the staircase, looking around to make some landmarks or something. But there wasn’t many considering it was just books, and books, and why, look at that!—more books. As she perused more of the books, she finally came across some promising titles reading about WWII and reading countries’ names. This had to be the history section! …So what to do now? Nell looked around, and spotted a lone person sitting at a table, hood pulled up and apparently reading a book, though she couldn’t see his eyes. He was pretty much the only one around, but he seemed to be intently studying. She shifted from foot to foot. She really didn’t want to bother him, but… Gah, just get over it, Nell!
She finally approached and softly clearing her throat, saying with a very apologetic tone, “Sorry to disturb you, but uhm…” She scratched her cheek and chuckled lightly. ”My professor directed toward this Dale guy, saying he would be in the history section. I suppose you wouldn’t have seen him around…?” She was being so stupid, asking this guy who had obviously been absorbed in his book whether or not he’d seen this person—who she had never even seen before—lurking around the library.
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Jun 2, 2011 22:12:06 GMT -5
-NOW THE PARTY WAS JUMPIN' AND THE GIRLS WERE FINE with their lipstick summer glaze - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Joshua was immersed in his studying by the time that Nell had stumbled upon the history section, so the Fire student did not hear the soft sound of footfalls against the plush carpet that had been laid down on the stone floor. Most of the castle's many rooms remained stone-floored and as ancient as the building they were in, but the carpet had been installed in the library to minimise annoyances and distractions for the kids like Joshua who were truly here to study as opposed to logging onto the Academy computers. He was glad that the history section was on the second floor--if he'd had to deal with the sound of rapid typing and chatty teenagers, he might have pulled his hair out faster than he'd have gotten his assignments finished. Joshua could work with some distractions, and he could block out sounds if he was really intent on something, but just the fact that he had to was enough to foul his mood. Fire students had bad temperament, and he had been born to a pair of them. Not only that, but his temper was worse than that of most of his fellows. Piss him off and he might not just glare daggers at you, he'll throw them, too.
He had truly not expected any interruption in his quiet study period. Most people were afraid of him, and with good reason. Sometimes the freshmen were naive enough that they didn't realise bothering him would be a bad idea, but he quickly scared them straight with his glares and general aura. This girl, however, looked older than the youngest students of the Academy. Gray eyes searched her expression for a moment as his hood slipped off from the sudden movement, revealing neat dark hair and a rather neutral expression. He would judge whether he forgave the interruption when he figured out what she wanted, that was always the case with him.
A guarded curiosity entered his intelligent gaze as she spoke his name--albeit his surname--and his brow furrowed slightly. "I may have," he replied casually, his tone revealing nothing. "What do you want with him?" He hadn't really been listening when she'd mentioned a professor, too intent on his studying to really grasp the entirety of what she'd said before he'd really finished the paragraph he was scanning. Then--and he was just being devious here--Joshua added, "He's not overly fond of being pestered without reason, so I figured I'd ask, first." That way if it was something pointless, or something that he really didn't want to deal with right now, he could just say he wasn't going to tell her where 'Dale' was--thank goodness his last name was sometimes a first one for some--and get back to his study material. If he was up for dealing with whatever it was she had to tell him, however, he'd confess to being the one she was searching for and try to deal with whatever issue she tossed in his face.
He frowned quietly. There was a vague familiarity about her that the male could not quite put his finger on. He certainly wasn't aware of her name, and Joshua had good face-name recall. (If he'd met the person sober or at least not black out drunk, that is). "Who might you even be?" he said eloquently, surveying her with his colourless eyes. "I do not believe we are acquainted." Nor were they going to be unless she told him what the fuck she was doing here and why within the next few minutes. Oh, if only he knew. He was certainly more elegant in his speech patterns when he wasn't raving drunk, that much was apparent. He wasn't even the least bit buzzed right now, nor did he ever take any form of drugs. He hated drugs, with the believe that they could corrupt the mind and alter his intelligence. The very idea of losing that which he was so accomplished at terrified him. He'd heard that drugs also affected your powers and abilities elementally, which was even scarier. True enough, it was much more difficult to bend the fire to his will when he was under the influence of alcohol.
See, Joshua was not an alcoholic. He had once only drank in social situations, and he might have enjoyed a couple of shots of whiskey alone on a special occasion. But depression did bad things to him. It drove him to drink quicker and heavier than he usually did, consuming massive amounts of alcohol in a night until he couldn't give a flying fuck about his depression--couldn't even recall why he was depressed!
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Jun 3, 2011 5:26:13 GMT -5
Nell felt terrible for the poor guy who probably only wanted to be left alone. The feeling of being a nuisance absolutely grated on her. But she didn't know what else to do. She started when his hood slid down. She almost didn't recognize his voice without the drunk drawl. But she definitely recognized his face and grey eyes. "Josh...?" Oh...my...crap. He attended the Academy? So it truly was a small world, after all. After letting him wander down an alley alone at night, she'd felt immensely guilty even though there was nothing she could have done. So it relieved her to see him safe and well and sober. Which was truly odd, him not threatening to cut her. He didn't seem to recognize her, either, as he said he might have seen Dale.
Nell placed her hands gingerly on the table as she explained, watching his eyes carefully. "Well, you see, I have supplementary classes because I've only just enrolled here and I'm seventeen. The Academy is keeping me on watch, kind of like academic probation." Nell stated this simply as if she were reciting from a text book, showing that she wasn't complaining about it or at all bothered. She was in fact thankful that the Academy even considered accepting her. Being on their watch list was a small price to pay. "My professor was supposed to assist me, but he's out this week and he said Dale would be willing to help me instead." All the while, she regarded Josh with a rather calculating gaze, studying him carefully and expecting Rod Serling to come into view and announce that this is The Twilight Zone. At his next words, Nell bit her lip. "Of course if he doesn't have the time..." And this is why she did not ask others for help--she always felt like she was pestering them. She most certainly did not want to be a burden to this Dale person. But she knew she needed help from somebody, else she would be crushed by all the work. Nell had missed quite a bit, and she felt like such a fish out of water only now being introduced to formal lessons on how to control her powers and the politics of elemetals.
Josh's speech was certainly more coherent now, which happens when one is sober, but still it was strange after only hearing slurred threats from him before. It was throwing her for a loop. "Of course you don't remember." Her voice was a half-sigh, half-statment. As she had figured that night, he'd blacked out and didn't even remember her. She still looked at him with some trepidation, trying to figure him out. She met him as a vicious drunk, and now he was chilling in a library? She was one for second chances though and decided she shouldn't judge someone's character by how they behave when shitfaced. "We actually are...acquainted. My name is Nell. Does that sound familiar?"
He probably couldn't even remember the day before that night, let alone the bartender who cut him off. This was just too weird. Here he was speaking to her so casually and oblivious to the fact he almost knifed her, and all she could think of was that night. Forgive and forget, she brushed it off, but she was still trying to figure him out, her gaze a bit less wary.
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Jun 3, 2011 8:53:12 GMT -5
-NOW THE PARTY WAS JUMPIN' AND THE GIRLS WERE FINE with their lipstick summer glaze - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Joshua blinked, obvious surprise flickering through his intelligent gray eyes as she spoke his name. How does she know who I am? But rather than asking, the dark-haired male was rather quick to dismiss the thought. After all, a lot of people in the Academy knew him by name, even when he wasn't acquainted with them quite yet. His reputation preceded him--a rather negative reputation, at that. On one hand it was a bit exhausting that he had people he didn't even know who thought he was a complete asshole, but on the other hand this claim to jackassery meant that many people stayed out of his way and left him alone. For someone who was naturally very paranoid and suspicious, being left alone was a welcome relief. It wasn't like he didn't sometimes watch people hanging out with their friends and wish almost wistfully that he could befriend people and not have to get drunk at a party to do so, but he quickly shook off those thoughts each time they plagued him. No, Joshua Dale could not have regrets. It simply was not allowed. He was content enough in his solitude (or so he told himself) that he didn't have to spend his days wondering what it would be like if perhaps he had a friend in this place.
The girl seemed to be studying his reaction as she told him why she was here, and thus Joshua kept his features completely impassive. He was a remarkably good actor, considering he had to pretend and lie about himself so much. It wasn't just his age he lied about (when it came to the subject of bars) but also his general sense of self and well-being. He didn't allow people to understand that he was struggling. It was none of their business that his parents kicked him out, his girlfriend was horrible, his life was a mess, and that he might be on his merry way to becoming alcohol dependent if he wasn't careful. No, all they needed to know was that he was independent and intellectual, and that if you tried to ask him about anything he'd cut your throat. He was happy with people knowing that because it meant they didn't ask. He blinked calmly at Nell, nodding a little to show that he was following what she was saying. "Interesting," the boy said mildly. "I've never met someone who started attending late." He hadn't been aware it was possible until now, really.
A mild flutter of panic rose up in his chest--but did not yet show in his carefully neutral expression--when the girl said something about remembering. His gaze allowed for some mild confusion, listening as she introduced herself as Nell and then shaking his head as if he thought she were some kind of crazy. He'd never heard the name in his life before--had she mistaken him for somebody else? "Remember wh--" He started to ask a question, then cut himself off as if he'd been splashed in the face with cold water. Shit. Shit. What if...? "Please don't tell me I've slept with you, or something," he said in exasperation, shaking his head again. His impassive expression now looked like he might just want to bash his head off the desk and groan. He was not in the mood for such drama. "You certainly do not look at all familiar, nor does your name ring a bell, so if I have, just--" He stopped again, sighing.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Jun 3, 2011 20:47:47 GMT -5
This guy seemed so…different sober. Intelligent, like. Observant. She sighed. Guess that’s what happens to you when you drink like a fish. Usually when her friends got hammered, it took their personality and magnified it to unbelievable proportions. The usually loud and hyper one became a clingy box of giggles about ready to jump on whatever they can find. So she wondered if this guy was usually so violent? As she looked at him, it seemed possible. He had that dark aura about him, that was for sure. Nell decided not to think too much on it. She wasn’t going to judge him because of what he did when he was drunk.
He acknowledged her words with a statement and she nodded. ”Well…I’m not from around here,” she said vaguely, shrugging her shoulders. Nell disliked talking about herself, really, even things like where she came from or anything having to do with her past. And it felt weird stating this again when she already spoke to him about it before he got wasted. Josh noticeably said nothing about this Dale person and whether or not he was around or that he’d be willing to help. And she didn’t press. It was hard enough asking someone else for a favor, let alone sounding desperate about it. She guessed she’d just have to study and practice on her own. She was very self-reliant, after all, it wouldn’t be too difficult. Still, it would be nice to have help from someone with more experience. Which is why she asked her professor, but he decided take a vacation or something.
Josh looked a little confused about what she said, and shook his head a bit. Of course her name didn’t sound familiar, he’d blacked-out. He cut himself off before saying something, and his next question was completely unexpected. Not that she didn’t think he was attractive and that women wouldn’t want to sleep with him, but if he usually didn’t remember that kind of thing and it apparently happened often, then he must have been drunk during those times. And she couldn’t imagine him getting laid while wasted to hell. Besides, she was a virgin and so the possibility never even came to mind. It was the one last piece of innocence she truly had, but it’s not like she was one of those ‘saving myself for marriage’ girls. She simply grew up without a chance to experience such things and now she felt much too busy most of the time to even consider sex.
Recovering from the shock, she shook her head slightly, and waved her hand. "No, no, nothing like that. Sleeping with me was the last thing on your mind, trust me." More like shanking me in an alley, but whatever. She didn’t really hold it against him, but it still felt strange talking to him after that. She regarded Josh once more before speaking again. ”Ah well, I guess I should tell you what happened…” Nell scratched the back of her head, wondering how much of that day he had remembered. Not much, probably. Most likely it was a black void in his memories, perhaps he even had more void spaces in his mind like that, one night in a string of many. But she didn’t know how often he went to get shitfaced, and she really didn’t want to ask.
Nell began to speak in a casual tone once more. “You came to the bar I was working at, had one too many, and I cut you off. I tried to escort you home, but you weren’t having that and pulled your blade out on me. I tried to call you a taxi, but that wasn’t going down either. Then you went on your merry way stumbling down an alley while threatening me with that knife. And I left you be.” She grimaced slightly, a little out of place on her usual half-smiling face, but Nell truly hated that she gave up on him. But what else was she supposed to do? Even shitfaced, she knew that he had the upper hand when it came to physical strength. And she wasn’t about to skip down and follow him home. “Honestly, it’s good to see you got home safely.” It also felt like the whole event was for naught, but it didn’t put her out much so she didn’t mind. It was more of a headache than anything, but all was forgivable.
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Jun 3, 2011 21:30:26 GMT -5
-NOW THE PARTY WAS JUMPIN' AND THE GIRLS WERE FINE with their lipstick summer glaze - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Gray eyes blinked at her. "I can tell," he said, not realising that she'd already given him this little tidbit of information at an earlier date. "by your accent." His own was a lot less marred by the influence of alcohol--it could even be described as pleasant if his tone were coloured with some sort of positive emotion. As it was, the slightly bored tone of his voice made it sound more neutral than anything else. Though, in comparison to being absolutely wasted and speaking only in drunken utterances, 'neutral' was still a very large improvement. Joshua found himself wondering where she was from and how she'd gotten into the Academy. The affiliation of her powers also crossed his mind. Of which elemental alignment did this stranger belong, he wondered? Not like it really mattered. A lot of Fire and Thunder students only avoided riling him up because of the alliance. He was a markedly important ally to have, should it come to some sort of confrontation. Joshua was not social, but he was tough. And when it came down to it, that was what mattered in an inter-elemental 'war'.
He was secretly relieved when Nell revealed that she wasn't here on part of some sexual scandal. After all of the drama involving his current 'girlfriend', Joshua really wasn't in the mood for more drama--baby drama or otherwise. His life just seemed to be mocking him heavily as odds stacked up against him. "Well--good." It was all he could think to say without revealing too much. His tone was about as impassive as his facial expression. When he was trying to keep something from someone, it was now second-nature to slip on his game-face and lie like a pro. Granted, he hadn't (really) lied yet, but he was sure that he'd have to eventually. Joshua always lied for himself. He'd actually managed to keep the press from finding out that he'd been kicked out for a couple of months, until a nosy reporter had stuck their nose too far into Patricia's business. Honestly, what did he have to do with his mother's career? He hated how all of this stupid fighting was ruining things for her. He wanted to be a good son, really, he did, he just... he really didn't know how to go about that.
"Go ahead."
The words were simple and devoid of much meaning as he tapped his pencil on the edge of the desk, waiting. He didn't know what to expect from this stranger whom he'd just met (or, well, had just met in his memory) or what to expect from her story. What she described to him, however, meshed rather well with a couple of random memories he had of their encounter earlier in the month. He could remember vague things, like the street the bar had been on. He remembered the confrontation with his girlfriend that had led to drinking in the bar. He strangely remember the smell--booze and sweat, like most other similar joints in the area. And he remembered staggering into his apartment. He remembered waking up the next day with a killer headache. His mother had called, but he hadn't picked up the phone. Much as he wanted to talk to her, it would just make things strained and difficult. Cut ties. He didn't have to ruin her life any more.
But apparently he'd did a good job of ruining this girl's night. A single dark brow arched upward as he listened to her tale, setting the pencil down as she finished. Rather than an apology--any sensible person would have apologised for such scandalous behaviour--he instead reached into the pocket of his jeans and pulled out a gleaming switchblade. "This knife?" As he tossed it up slightly and caught it in his other hand, pocketing it, the light from the window caught on the deep cut that now marked the tip of his finger. It had certainly stung like a bitch when he'd woken up, and he'd bound it heavily with a strip of gauze from underneath the bathroom sink. It would probably have been better to go to the hospital, but the only (trusted) hospital in town was the one owned by his father, and that had been a trip he wasn't willing to make. It was on its way to healing badly with the lack of treatment (he'd taken the gauze off as soon as it had closed even slightly) but Josh didn't care. Pride was more important than pain, stupid as it sounded.
A dark laugh brushed past his lips. It didn't sound at all filled with humour. "Sure." Like he was going to believe she gave a shit about his well-being when he'd been about to shank her to death over the fact that she was trying to help him get home. A normal person would have been grateful someone--anyone--cared enough not to let them die in a ditch somewhere. Josh wasn't normal. He was, however, allowing his mind to wander back to the reason she'd showed up here in the first place. The Fire student smirked wryly. "It's your lucky day," he said with sarcasm. "Dale is my last name, Nell." He arched an eyebrow and allowed for that to sink in, seeing if she'd catch on.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Jun 4, 2011 1:52:19 GMT -5
Nell gave a half-smile and said, ”It’s strange…to me, you’re the one with an accent. And everyone else here.” It was true, she grew up around everyone else sounding the same as her, and now in Canada there were some distinct differences that she’d notice. His voice was rather nice when he wasn’t threatening her, and it had the same sort of inflections as others she’d met here. But she left it at that. She could have told him that she was from The Bronx to explain her accent, but he probably wouldn’t care anyway. His tone was impartial, so she didn’t think anything she said mattered. She didn’t feel comfortable about divulging such information, anyway. Sure, it was innocuous to state even the country she’d come from, but she always felt as if it might come back to haunt her. One misstep, and she was screwed. She had to tread carefully with everyone, and that meant keeping information to herself that would have otherwise been standard conversation.
Josh was just as talkative as he had been when he first came into the bar, which meant not at all. He seemed pleased enough that he didn’t sleep with her—though she was just assuming, since she couldn’t even read his expression. But she didn’t even know why he had expected that. Had he thought she’d just come up and say ‘hi there, we fuck, how is your day?’ That just seemed even stranger than seeing him sober. He patiently listened to her while tapping a pencil against the table and she waited for his reaction. It was minimal, of course. That is until Josh pulled out his switchblade, and she blinked in disbelief. Really? In the middle of the library?
She nodded when he asked if that was the knife (well clearly, unless he had a collection which would be rather disturbing). Nell had to wonder what kind of question it was. ”The same.” When he played with the knife—she took a moment to look around, but thankfully there weren’t any people lingering nearby—she saw the injury he’d accidentally inflicted on himself. He didn’t even realize he’d hurt himself that night. So she was a bit wary about him flipping the knife, but he was more coordinated sober, it seemed. She was tempted to ask him why he carried such a weapon around, but had a feeling she wouldn’t get a good answer from this guy. ”How’s your cut doing?” she asked, nodding to his hand. It didn’t look like he received any medical treatment, but she didn’t ask about that either.
He sounded incredulous at her comment, with a wry sardonic laugh, but she seriously had been worried. She couldn’t help it. Even though he was a dick to her—he was drunk, it was forgivable—Nell couldn’t help but worry about his wellbeing. She got home safely, walked back to her apartment and heated up one of her TV dinners and got some homework done. Then she set to work on trying to get the water stains off her walls, but quickly fell asleep from exhaustion. And she had thought about him that night because she truly did worry about him. And he probably didn’t care about that either.
He dryly told her that he was in fact Dale. ”Oh,” she said with a light laugh, blushing. Well I feel dumb. Nell hadn’t even known he attended the Academy, let alone what his last name was, so she couldn’t be blamed. And he could have told her sooner, it just seemed he enjoyed dicking around. She didn’t think he’d humor her in being her study buddy or something like that, judging by his demeanor. And she wasn’t going to ask him. Nell felt a bit awkwarded out about the situation, and didn’t want to press him any further. So, she brushed her bangs out of her eyes and said, ”Sorry again for bothering you… I’ll let you get back to reading.” She adjusted the strap of her messenger bag and turned to leave. ”It was nice seeing you again.” In a way, it was true. It was good to see him alive, even if he didn’t believe her when she said she had been relieved about his safety.
[PFFF TEMPLATE NOW. xD]
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Jun 4, 2011 10:28:35 GMT -5
[(well clearly, unless he had a collection which would be rather disturbing) -- He does. -snort- xD] -NOW THE PARTY WAS JUMPIN' AND THE GIRLS WERE FINE with their lipstick summer glaze - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Joshua rolled his eyes slightly when he noticed Nell glancing around. "It's not like anyone would stop me." The way he said it suggested his reputation, and the smirk that followed (while it was completely unnecessary) was quite disturbing. Josh's bad rep came both from serious offences and little things like this--he wasn't actually threatening Nell right now, but his demeanour kept hinting otherwise. This was how he kept up his façade and kept people away from him. It was very hard to tell whether or not he'd actually go for you when he said such things, so most people didn't want to test their luck and stayed away from him. But the fact that he pocketed the knife a moment later was a good sign. "I won't cut you." Small reassurance in an almost snide tone, but it was something, right? He marred it a moment later by adding, "I'm fond of the library, it wouldn't do to get blood everywhere."
She asked him about the injury on his hand, which he glanced at and shrugged. "Fine," he lied easily. In reality it still hurt quite a bit and it had a habit of catching on the smallest of threads and causing a blinding flash of momentary pain, but he wasn't about to reveal such things to a total stranger. He at least knew enough from his father's lectures when he was younger to avoid getting it badly infected. There had been a lot of these little medical rants every time Joshua had done something marginally stupid to get himself injured, but he remembered each and every one--growing up, and still today, Donovan was Joshua's idol. Every word he spoke was like a law. It was probably why it had hurt so much to hear Donovan snapping at him, blaming the family's problems on him, kicking him out once and for all.
Nell seemed almost awkwardly embarrassed when she realised that he was the one with whom she wished to speak, and Joshua only smirked in amusement at that. He hardly ever gave an actual smile--this snide expression conveyed all that he needed. Annabel had been the only one who was able to get him to laugh, and he hadn't seen his little sister in some months now. He knew the location of the private school she attended, seeing as it was the same one he'd gone to as a child, but he was too much of a coward to risk a visit. They had a driver to pick the kids up whenever they were at work (kid, now, considering Josh was in college) and Josh didn't know if he could trust the man not to tell his parents. Would snitching out their sneaky eldest son get him a pay raise? If Donny was angry enough with Josh it might, and he definitely wasn't taking that much of a risk.
"Sit," he suggested with slight exasperation. It wasn't a command, merely a request accompanied by a roll of his gray eyes. "I'm not going to bite you." He grinned almost sadistically, flashing his white teeth as if to further throw her off balance on the subject of his being good or evil. He played these mind games with people to keep them ill at ease in his presence. Once he decided whether or not he could tolerate your presence, he would drop the act and either all-out threaten you or relax enough so that you weren't always on your guard around him. Some people thought he was just being a dick and mocked his switches between nice and nasty. They usually ended up on his permanently nasty side, maybe with a clock to the jaw to show for it. "What was it you said you wanted?" Again, he hadn't really been paying too much attention and had only caught the brief mention of her looking for a guy named Dale.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Jun 4, 2011 13:46:59 GMT -5
Nell lifted a quizzical eyebrow at his statement. ”I believe you,” she said with a shrug. Yeah, she didn’t think anybody would fuck with him, because he had that…well ‘do not fuck with’ aura. Still, people usually didn’t pull out switchblades in the middle of libraries, and it was quite odd. Was she worried that he’d cut her? Strangely enough, he made her more nervous sober than he did shitfaced. When he was stumbling around and threatening her, she felt more exasperated than anything. Now, she was taking him a lot more seriously. Not that she hadn't when he was wasted—which is why she backed off after he stumbled down an alley. He had quite the pleasant demeanor, especially when saying he wouldn’t cut her because he didn’t want to get blood all over the books in an unpleasant tone. Thanks, you’re quite reassuring. Nell’s gaze as measuring, trying to figure this guy out.
She sort of expected his nonchalant question, and didn’t ask more on it. There wasn’t much she found she could say to this guy, as he was giving very minimalistic responses. Though she’d conversed with worse people. Aunt Jane and her grandparents came to mind first. Her aunt was pleasant on the outside, all smiles and cheeriness and general Water elemental behavior. But that was the façade, which Nell learned when she was the first to suggest that she was going to claim her sister’s murder as first-degree. And her grandparents were especially malicious and hardly veiled their threats. She retaliated against them as best she could, in small ways such as speaking to them in English when they threatened her in their native tongue. They especially despised that. So she had to say, Joshua wasn’t too bad after the conversations she’d had with her darling family.
But still, her gaze was quite measured on Josh. She was rather shocked when he told her to sit, and she arched her eyebrows suggesting as such. Now was the question. Did she want help from this guy? Nell sighed softly, not in exasperation or anything, just trying not to be so tense around him. She was generally an easygoing person, but when someone keeps pulling a knife on you, it tends to keep her on edge. Not only was it generally unpleasant behavior, but it reminded her of her mother in some ways. She had threatened her daughter with a knife before she actually attacked her. And Nell had the lovely scar to show for it, the line stretching across her abdomen now pink as it was on its way to full healing. She really shouldn’t have run from the hospital with stitches still in, she almost tore them on a few occasions—she had a feeling the wound would not be healing as well as it should have.
She sat in a chair across him, dropping her bag to the floor. Nell would give him a chance, at least. After all, he was surrounded by books and he was the one she had been directed toward. He must have had quite a bit of smarts. And that’s what she needed, someone with intelligence. ”Help,” she stated simply, sure that she had told him quite a few times already. ”I generally don’t ask people for it, but I’m not going to act like I can get by all my own. That’d be a one-way ticket to flunking out.” She leaned back in the chair, fingers laced behind her head. ”Apparently you’re the one to go to for assistance in matters of academia. At least, according to my professor.” Nell gave her usual sort of smile, trying not to be too anxious around this guy. He may have been the one person to actually assist her, after all. And he said he wouldn’t cut her, but with his personality, it wasn’t too reassuring.
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Jun 4, 2011 15:34:55 GMT -5
-NOW THE PARTY WAS JUMPIN' AND THE GIRLS WERE FINE with their lipstick summer glaze - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - She seemed to hesitate with his request, something that did not surprise Joshua. He was far from what you could call open and welcoming, what with his words and his demeanour. However, the Fire student was patient enough--he stayed silent and watched her through an expectant gray gaze until she sat down across from him, apparently trying to figure him out by the way that her brown eyes were trained on him. The slight smile which he gave was was neither friendly nor genuine--more mischievous than anything else. So she was determined enough to brave his presence, was she? Fine. He'd reward her balls of steel with a bit of his patience, he supposed. Joshua carefully and deliberately closed the large book he'd been skimming through, setting it on the pile of others with a soft thump. The sound was abnormally loud in the absolute silence of the library, but since this section was never busy there was no one else around to hear it but himself and the girl who sat across from him.
Help.
It was a word with a very broad range, so he waited expectantly for her to colour in the lines. From the picture she painted for him, Nell was struggling academically and her professor had suggested him as a sort of solution. This amused Joshua. Who would have thought? One night he's ready to carve her up in an alleyway and he's one of her only options for help some time later. Must suck to be you, eh? The thought was not voiced aloud however. In fact, he was completely quiet for a moment as he folded his hands on the desk and watched her, playing a bit of a waiting game. Would he be considerate and help this girl, or would he just tell her to get lost? He wasn't really sure which path he wanted to take. One could have argued that his treatment of her in the alley meant that he owed her such a minimal favour, but Joshua could not remember what he'd done enough to feel truly guilty for it. Hell, he might not have even cared if he did. Joshua had once been concerned about manners and formalities, but he was a little less than lately. His life sucked so why should he try to make anyone else's day pleasant? It was a very acidic way to look at the world, but it was his way.
"Alright," he decided in a mild tone, unclasping his hands and waving the left one as if he were dismissing some sort of an inner thought. "I suppose I can help." He didn't really know why he was bothering to help the girl--boredom, maybe? Sure, the professor had asked him whether he could refer some people to Joshua for help during the week but that had scarcely crossed his mind. If he had never become acquainted with Nell (drunk or not) then this would have been the important factor of his decision, but seeing as she'd gotten to know him in a most unflattering light there were many other little bits and pieces to consider. "I'm not too busy, after all." He cast a momentary glance at the stack of books. "Personal studying. I have everything finished for the week." That didn't mean he wouldn't get more papers or other homework assigned when he went to his classes tomorrow, but for now he was in the clear and quite satisfied with this fact. It meant that he could do whatever he liked.
Granted, most people would call up a friend and cheer about being freed when they were finished their assignments. Joshua had no friends to call and not many hobbies. He would sometimes elect to sketch or play his guitar, maybe he'd try to get some extra hours in at work for the cash, but... for the most part, studying kept him grounded. It stopped him from using his boredom as an extra slot to toss back some alcohol. It wasn't always just book-learned studies. Sometimes he'd go out on the grounds if it wasn't snowing and try to practice his pyrokinesis. It was twice as difficult and exhausting in the winter, but for a man like Joshua who fully appreciated a challenge, such things were welcome. It felt like the winter was daring him to try.
"Seeing as I'm not psychic," he said with a bit of a smirk, "you'll need to inform me--what are you working on? What do you want help with?" He placed his left hand palm-upward on the table, fire flickering across it, created from air. "Given that I've never seen you around before, I'm positive you're not of my affiliation. But I can help with the less... physical matters." The smirk stayed in place as he retracted his hand and folded it in the other one, leaning slightly on them as he watched her.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Jun 4, 2011 23:07:13 GMT -5
Josh placed the book he had been reading on the stack of others, and she waited for his deliberation. Truly, she did not expect much. Even though he told her to sit, she still wondered if he’d even give her the time of day. And she didn’t think anything like ‘I deserve this after what you did to me’, because she simply was not vindictive like that. To her, he had no obligation to assist her. She didn’t want assistance at all, but life put her in such a predicament that she had no other choice. She was not foolish enough to believe she could survive all on her own, no matter how self-reliant she was. Nell had snuck out of the hospital, traveled all the way north on minimal funds, hopped the Canadian border, and forged her own papers all by herself. But that was simply resourceful. When it came to studying and learning about her powers, well, it’s not like she could go it all on her own. Which is why she needed the Academy like nothing else. It was the best opportunity ever put before her.
She was pretty surprised by his nonchalant words, the slight wave of his hand. After all, he had nothing to gain for it and he seemed like the type of person who needed to get something out of assisting another for it to be worthwhile. ”Thank you,” she said with a small smile. She was truly grateful for it, even though she was uncomfortable around him. And that’s probably how he wanted it, for her to be on edge. But she wasn’t going to run away screaming just because he was stand-offish. And apparently he was going to help her, so why should she be scared away? Nell wasn’t bothered by much anymore, or surprised—perhaps she became a little jaded due to what happened with her mother and her family. It took a lot to faze her, but threatening her with a knife tended to work. So he had free time? ”You like to read a lot, then?” she said, not being able to hold back her curiosity. She smiled wide. ”That’s impressive. Not a lot of people bother with doing any research on their own after they meet their obligations.” Nell’s words were genuine, even though Josh did seem shifty to her. Hey, she was friendly, I was hard not to act so.
Cute, she thought dryly at his smirk as she observed him with a lifted eyebrow and a half-smile. The sarcasm didn’t even effect her, since it was a defense mechanism of her own. Besides, it seemed to be a part of his personality. She shrugged such a thing off easily. When it came to physical threats, that’s when she took issue. What did she need help with? Well, a helluva lot of things. She never thought too much about exactly what she needed to know, what she could actually ask for. Because Nell still wanted to believe she didn’t need any assistance, she was too stubborn to admit it to herself.
Before she could answer, a fire bloomed in his hand and she said, ”I’m an Earth student, but there’s nothing around for me to demonstrate with except this.” She rapped her knuckles on the wooden table, a very diluted source of her power, one that she wasn’t willing to manipulate. There were also the paper in books, but that was even more dilated and impossible to manipulate. The fire didn’t bother her, she grew up without the influence of other elementals to sway her so. So it didn’t bother her even when he pulled his hand away. ”I’m guessing I need more assistance when it comes to the academic side of things, anyway. I don’t really even know how to approach it. It’s not like I had any tutoring in the Elements before coming here.” She shrugged, again to show she was not bitching about it. Just facts. And she hated talking about herself, but what else was she to do when this guy was offering her help? He needed to know what was up. "But...I guess my biggest issue is keeping control." The words were low as she spoke them, because she couldn't help but think of her mother.
She didn’t want to come off as stupid, because she knew she wasn’t. Nell may not have had a formal education, but she had snuck out to go to the library of all places. Simply for research, though. And her homeschooling had stopped when her father left, since he had all the money and he even tutored her most of the time. But no, she wasn’t stupid. Sure, there was things she should have known, algebraic equations she should have learned, but that didn’t mean she didn’t know her way around a book. It’s just in terms of how to control her powers on paper… She really needed this. A large part of her feared that an event like what happened with her mother would occur again. And she’d do anything to prevent such. Nell didn’t want to lose control like that again, or experience the same kind of terrible fear.
[He’s lucky Nell isn’t how she is on GBTS, else she’d have fallen out of her chair and barrelrolled across the library.]
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Jun 4, 2011 23:32:05 GMT -5
-NOW THE PARTY WAS JUMPIN' AND THE GIRLS WERE FINE with their lipstick summer glaze - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Nell seemed awfully cheerful and friendly in comparison to Joshua himself. Thought she said I threatened to stab her? It wasn't that he didn't believe her claims--no, Josh was well aware what he was capable of. He'd done it both sober and drunk, though perhaps for different reasons. No, wait. If she tried to follow me home... yeah, don't think I'd be having that. Sober, though, he would have been much more frightening. He'd have made actual threats and not stumbled or cut himself clumsily whilst doing so. When not smashed under the influence of alcohol, Josh was ten times more terrifying because you knew it was real. He wasn't just some idiot that talked tough because he liked to hear himself speak. Yet in spite of his apparent treatment, here was Nell complimenting him and inquiring about his research. He arched an eyebrow, debating what to say to that, then shrugged.
"It's not like work to me," was all he said, nonchalant. He was indeed suggesting that he enjoyed to study. Joshua was like a sponge in the way that he soaked up all of the knowledge he could possibly acquire. But he was also reserved and anti-social. He couldn't ask as many questions as the average person. He consulted Google sometimes when he had a mild question on his hands, but he was much more trusting of literature-learned knowledge than that which came from the internet. Ordinary people moulded and shaped the internet, they could be wrong. He supposed authors could be wrong too, but with books it was all about the familiarity for Joshua. There was a comfort in picking up a book. It was like revisiting an old friend--books really had been his friends for most of his life. Even though he'd thought of them as such at the time, the crew he'd hung around had never been friends. They'd been using a vulnerable child to do their dirty work. He was much different now than he was then. But through it all, the books had remained. "I enjoy this." It was a mild expansion on his earlier statement, just to clarify that was indeed what he'd been implying.
"Ah, my natural enemy..."
The smirk broadened a little as she admitted she was an Earth student and rapped lightly on the table. "I'm in college," Joshua told her. He wasn't trying to be friendly or opening up in any way, merely explaining away why he was so easily able to call upon the flames. "I can not only control, I can call upon my fire whenever I wish it." Even in the stupid, god-awful, absolutely freezing weather they'd been having lately. Most Fire students gave up during the winter months and just let their power stay weak until the snow melted. Joshua was a determined bastard. He'd make it listen even if it meant sitting for hours and bending it to his will until it learned to work under the pressure of the cold. The flames were not quite as potent or scorching as they would be in the warmer seasons, but they were there. That was all that mattered.
Apparently she had very little knowledge of how things worked, and this was a definite issue. It was different for Joshua. He had grown up with both of his parents being pyrokinetic and not doing much to hide this fact. They had just told him to keep it a secret--once he was old enough to understand, Donovan pulled him aside and explained that the Dale Clan had once been a small faction of Fire elementals that had broken apart during the times of stress in the ancient days and whatnot. He hadn't understood until he'd done some research on such Clans (there were quite a lot of them that had been scattered and broken up as well as his own) in his Academy high school days, but he got it now. It felt weird to consider that some people didn't grow up with it. But he'd work with that. He'd agreed to this, after all.
"Control... over your power?" She'd said that she needed help academically and then switched back over to talk of elemental manipulation, so he just wanted to make sure he was getting everything here. "Does that mean you lose control of it often, or you can't establish that control to begin with?" He was beginning to display slightly less threatening qualities as he got down to business with this whole affair. Once you involved knowledge and the like into something, Josh was immediately prone to take it more seriously. "Before I say anything else--if you have questions, ask them. I might not be the next Einstein, but I've been at the Academy for five years, going on the sixth. I know my way around." It was a casual offer, made with another slight wave of his left hand.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Jun 5, 2011 0:10:37 GMT -5
Nell knew she wasn’t going to get a lot out of him. She didn’t mind it, so she simply nodded at his simple replies. ”I guess not many people look at it that way,” she commented while tapping her chin with a finger. ”This section is practically empty.” Books were for factual information to her. They were for studying, and jotting down notes in her mind since she couldn’t very well take a pen and paper home with her filled with scribbles of biological facts. But other than that, Nell was more of a practical application learner. Still, she figured she may as well have more understand of her powers when it came to theory before she started screwing around and causing some kind of mayhem. In any case, maybe she’d one day be able to find the entertainment value in literature. She’d very much like to, so she’d be able to move among circles of scholars and know what the hell she was talking about. The prospect of holding such enlightened conversations propelled her to at least consider reading more, especially since there was nothing keeping her from this library now.
She laughed lightly, the sound barely audible as he mentioned that they were natural enemies. ”I guess so.” Not that she knew much of politics, only what was between her families. The fact that her father and mother married was a humongous sort of taboo between the respective Water and Thunder clans. The Sinclair family had formed together once again with the help of their underground connections and such. While the Fuentes family had always been powerful, and rich, and equally as shady. Though she didn’t learn of these things until she killed her mother. Still willing to put up with me, Josh? she thought, and it was a question she didn’t ask aloud for fear he would withdraw his assistance. It’s not like she thought much of him being a Fire student, and she really didn’t consider him an enemy, all things considered. She really didn’t want to be making enemies—after all, she had way too many, now that she thought of it. And all of them were much more powerful than her, and that didn’t even have to do with Elemental powers.
His smirk grew into something more then, and Nell leaned forward when he spoke of himself being in college, very interested in this. She was thankful he had a lot more experience than her when it came to his Element. ”What kind of things will you be able to do once you graduate?” she asked curiously. Nell knew that what people learned depended on which grade they were in. Right now, she was trying to take all of it in, every year she missed. The workload was daunting, but she approached it will all her fervor. She was determined, if anything, and she had a focused mind. And after this term ended, she would certainly go her for college. Where else would she go? Again, she reminded herself that this was the best damned opportunity that ever came before her, and she would grab the chance at learning more about her abilities.
”Oh, I apologize. It’s just that I truly don’t know how to phrase this.” She blushed, realizing she should have informed him as such. It was all very new to her, talking about this stuff. It was new to her when she heard about the Academy. ”But yes, when it comes to manipulation, things go wrong a lot.” She knitted her eyebrows together as she considered his question, never having really thought of it before. Never having thought much of anything, really. ”Usually, it starts off well enough. I can do small things, like making plants grow faster with my influence. I’ve been practicing even in my down time. Then when it comes to bigger things…it doesn’t end too well.” Of course, that usually happens with most people, she assumed. But her powers went wrong in big ways. Scary ways. She couldn’t help but keep thinking of her mother, her face turning different colors as the roots wrapped around her neck, sucking the life from her…
Nell looked him square in his grey eyes at his statement, startled out of her reverie. She smiled a bit, saying, “Right. Thank you.” Though I might have trouble phrasing some questions Of course, she didn’t say this aloud considering it would be admitting things she didn’t want to and making her sound more like a dunce than she must have already. At least she had his permission to ask questions. He must have considered it a simple afterthought, but she was truly grateful for it. And since he had his consent… ”Do physics have any bearing on Elemental powers? For instance, the fact that you can call up fire whenever you wish…would that have anything to do with the oxygen in the air that flames depend on? Does that make it easier?” She really wanted to understand more about this. And since she had done a lot of reading in regards to science during her childhood, she was curious as to how much these magical abilities had to do with such physics. It was the easiest way for her to think of it, other than actual application.
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Post by JOSHUA DONOVAN DALE on Jun 5, 2011 10:50:45 GMT -5
-NOW THE PARTY WAS JUMPIN' AND THE GIRLS WERE FINE with their lipstick summer glaze - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Indeed, they were the only two in the vicinity of the section--that was the way Joshua liked it. Minus one. He liked his solitude in this hidden away part of the library to which no student liked to venture. "Exactly," he stated simply, leaving her to make her own conclusions about it. Even still he wasn't going to go out of his way to make her feel like he wanted her to leave--he'd already agreed to helping her, there was little point to stressing his desire to be alone now. She wasn't his ideal sort of company by any means (no one was his ideal sort...) but he would put up with this for as long as he had to and then get back to studying as soon as they were done. That was the strange thing about Joshua: once he committed himself to doing something, he followed it through. He tended to be a rather decisive and determined person by nature.
She seemed curious about his powers and their range after graduation, something which invoked mild surprise that didn't really show in his still-neutral expression. Most Earth students didn't give a shit what the Fire students could and would be able to do as long as they stayed the fuck away from each other. In comparison to most of his fellow Fire students, Josh wasn't really that much of a threat to Earth students in particular--if you stayed out of his way, he'd leave you alone. If you bothered him, you could be a Thunder student and he'd still absolutely smoke you (or try to, at least). The boy was mindful enough of politics that he tried to avoid messing with the alliance, but when it came down to matters of his temperament or his pride... sometimes he couldn't help but abandon his control. He was lucky that he was an asset to the alliance, at least--when he was on your side and he did agree to fight for you, he was strong enough to hold his own. He supposed this was the only thing keeping them from trying to force him to adhere to absolutely every rule.
"A lot of things," he said wryly, adding a dark chuckle. "High school is about control. College is about technique, mastery. It's more focused on... independent style. I'll be able to do some things other Fire elementals can't, and vice versa." He didn't know why he even bothered telling her this much--perhaps because it was general knowledge and that was what she was here for anyway. He enjoyed college and the elemental mastery side of things. In the first four years of the Academy they had focused more on learning to create the element in the first place, as well as building up your stamina and keeping your powers under control (especially in public situations). But there was a reason college wasn't mandatory--by the time one graduated, they were supposed to have learned all they could about keeping control of their gift. Of course there were still some accidents, but they were much more rare. If you chose to take the college route, they taught you techniques on how to manipulate what you'd created; how to shape it.
He waved his hand again in a dismissal of her words, an almost, 'Don't worry about it.' Joshua waited for her to further explain the meaning behind her question, intelligent gray eyes blinking calmly at her. It was hard to believe that he'd been ready to attack this girl not too long ago, and yet here he was helping her. It felt like ironic amusement to the teenager. "Doesn't end too well," he repeated, giving a thoughtful frown. "I take it that means bad things have happened, hmm?" Then he corrected himself with a, "I'm not asking what they are, just..." And he allowed himself to trail off with a slight dip of his head. He didn't pry deep into the businesses of others, he just had to make sure that they were on the same page here. He'd never really helped out an Earth student before, given that most of them were terrified he was going to scorch them into a crisp if they so much as glanced in his direction. "What sort of 'bad' are we talking about? Earthquakes, trees uprooting, overgrowth...?" Whenever a Fire elemental lost control, it was pretty easy to guess what would happen--fire everywhere, uncontrolled. Not pretty.
He frowned thoughtfully. "Not... always..." The words were said very slowly and meticulously, indicating that he was trying to think of an explanation. "But also yes, in a way. Once you've mastered a power you should be able to call upon it no matter where you are or what the situation. Fire in a rainstorm, earth amongst the most barren of landscapes and what have you. When certain conditions are met, however, it does make it easier. Fire fares better in warmer climates with oxygen available, and your earth powers would be best in a place with a lot of nutrients and life for the plants to, well, grow." He'd read books on all of the elements, but he hoped his explanation was making enough sense considering he didn't actually have earth powers. It was easier to explain what you yourself controlled. "For you, though... I'd suggest making sure you practised somewhere that meets all the conditions for a while. It's easier to keep control that way."
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