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Post by ISRAEL JEREMIAH VALENTINE on Jan 22, 2013 17:12:55 GMT -5
all i see is signs, all i see is dollar signs Lately, Issy liked going off on his own. His home had become a prison in the way that silence suffocated him. He felt trapped. He felt alone, even at the dinner table when both of his parents sat down and upheld the image of a perfect family with nothing wrong. To the outside world, they were just that. The Valentines, such a pretty name for a pretty family. Lawyer father who was friendly with everyone, hardworking social worker mother who was silent but beautiful, and young son with a charming demeanor. And a dead son, who no one talked about.
It had been a year since Klaus' death. Everything was supposed to get better. But he felt it happening, tremors were under his feet, disturbing his quiet life. His parents fought when they thought he didn't hear it. It was the only time they communicated, when they locked themselves in their room and argued about everything. Every little thing, no matter how stupid or inconsequential it was. Israel would sometimes go into the bathroom and listen by the vent, curled up on the floor with his head resting against the toilet.
He needed to get out of there whenever he could, and he spent most of his time with his friends. With Knox, with Raine, with Rowena, the people in his life that kept him from losing his mind. Today, however, he had gone out alone. He liked being alone, it made him calm and peaceful. And with the weather so temperate, it felt silly to sit inside all day, texting friends. He didn't know exactly what he'd do as he pulled on a light jacket and left without telling his parents what he was doing. All he knew was that if he started walking, he would arrive somewhere.
That somewhere turned out to be the park. Breathing heavy, his eyes scanned the place as he entered through the gate. People were out walking their dogs and jogging, meeting up for a picnic or hanging out on benches. His eye caught the playground with a few kids running around, and he walked over to it, forgetting that he was nineteen and that this was strange. He decided he would only take a little break, that was all. And he sat down, wrapping his hands around the chains and pushing himself back and forth lightly, not actually taking off. Issy felt lonelier than he thought.
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Post by OPHELIA MARIE HOLMES on Feb 10, 2013 23:09:01 GMT -5
♫It’s all a mystery Let it come and let it be♫ [/color]
Walking is a good pass time when one is in a bad or worried mood. Not only does it give one a chance to stretch out their stiff legs after a good, long sit, it’s also a fantastic time to take advantage of the knowledge that walking provides. Ophelia had always loved to use walks as a secondary place of focus (besides her empty notebooks), and today of all days was one where she really needed the chance to get out and away from the academy and let her mind wander. Her mother’s birthday was coming up much too quickly for her liking, a day that always sat at the back of her mind, waiting to strike doubt into her soft, vulnerable heart. She had an annual sort of tradition that she and her father had practiced to give her proper mourning; however, this year, her father was weathering the event alone because of her recent departure from Colorado to… Well, school.
It made her worry that her poor father was home without her when they had spent her whole life as a unit. She always tried to boost her dad up a little bit, even through all the bounced checks at the grocery store and the times that he felt so sad he couldn’t will himself to move. Days like these were the ones where she took the opportunity to stay home, fix her father breakfast in bed, and watch nothing but daytime television until he decided he was well enough to take a shower and get out of the house. Sometimes, when that wasn’t an option, she just stayed because she knew he was better off with her than alone with Judge Judy. Depression was truly a crippling thing, and she hoped beyond hope that she hadn’t inherited the trait.
Today was a day that she needed to get out and refresh her mind with the instant cure that was nature. Staying cooped up in the dorms was lonely and dusty, not to mention the fact that when there were people there, it was so loud and obnoxious that she couldn’t keep her attention on a book long enough to finish a single page. So, in an effort to clear a path for herself and decide on how to go about ‘celebrating’ her mother’s birthday, she dressed in a high waisted skirt, a clean white top, ballet flats, and took herself outside to walk to the park in town. She did enjoy the park for what it was, which would be enormous as well as clean cut and obviously well loved. So well loved, in fact, that the paint had already started to peel back from the monkey bar grips.
Ophelia walked into the park without suspecting anything in particular, headphones plugged into her ears and on full blast, hands stuffed into the pockets sewn into her skirt. She was surprised as she spotted a familiar face upon the swing set, a fellow wind student that she recognized from the dorms and from the hallways in passing. She didn’t know him particularly well, had maybe said hello once when she started attending at the beginning of the year, and didn’t feel inclined to speak with him—except for the fact that he usually seemed so happy, or at least slightly more enthusiastic than he was now, which was absolute zero on a scale of one to ten. It seemed to her that men all wore the same face when they were sad, which was a lot like a cross between the classic puppy dog face and pure disappointment, something she recognized easily from dealing with an incredibly mopey dad. The older student seemed to have a genuine look of confuddlement upon his features, which was more or less emphasized by the fact that he was swaying back and forth in the swings, reminding her of how lonely the playground was when she was a child.
Considering the fact that she was free for the day to do whatever she wished, Ophelia decided to forget about her father and her mother for a little while and make a new acquaintance instead. She removed her ear buds and wound them around her iPod as she walked nonchalantly toward the play area, trying to be as inconspicuous as possible as she took a seat at the swing next to the older boy. She wasn’t exactly successful in her attempt to be inconspicuous, but she managed not to fall off the swing, so that was a start. She used one foot to push gently backward as she looked over at the other student, giving a friendly smile and a quiet “Hello”, hoping she wasn’t invading his space. She wasn’t always so good at reading when people wanted to be alone.
“I’m pretty sure I know you from school… I’m Ophelia. Please don’t hesitate to kick me off the swing set if I’m interrupting some deep, philosophical thoughts.”
She held out her hand the way she always did to offer a hand shake with her introduction, figuring that a joke wouldn’t hurt to break the ice.
WORDS!851 TAGGED! Israel Jeremiah Valentine LYRICS! Blackmill – Let It Be NOTES! Hopefully I didn’t make that too awkward. CREDIT! KENNATRONIC @ caution 2.0
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Post by ISRAEL JEREMIAH VALENTINE on Feb 15, 2013 16:57:10 GMT -5
all i see is signs, all i see is dollar signs The Wind leader knew he should not let his thought get too dark on him. He'd never been too much of a positive thinker, though, at least not when left to his own devices. If someone else was having a relationship problem, he would have been right on it. Otherwise, he just didn't do well with handling his own problems. And he wanted to talk to Knox about them, wanted to get close to him in that way and let him know what was going on but he was....scared, was it? Everything seemed more nervous-making with his boyfriend involved, he always felt afraid to make a mistake and it wasn't like he'd never had a boyfriend or girlfriend before. Knox, however, he just felt like new territory.
When he noticed movement out of the corner of his eye, his awkwardness convinced him that the best way to respond would be to say: "I-I'm sorry!" In his mind, he thought that maybe he was in her way or something. Of course, he hadn't actually taken a good look at her. He was just too socially inept to function very well.
Israel did not expect to be joined by anyone. At least, not anyone his own age. He didn't know many people from school, or even many people from his own element sadly, so he didn't know if he should recognize the girl who sat down beside him. She has nice hair, was his first thought, the second a musing if she had a significant other. His mind worked in the way of a matchmaker, and he was always thinking of love. Even if he didn't seem like the sort of guy who really cared about that sort of stuff. His smile was light as he looked at her and she spoke, and it actually took a second for him to answer. He'd never been the most sociable of people so he didn't know how to treat most strangers.
"You...know me from school?" he wondered, his voice soft. He always sounded as if he didn't want to disturb anything around him. He didn't have the stammering problem his boyfriend did, but he was still a quiet guy. Not necessarily shy, just not the best at making friends. He didn't mind; Israel knew he had the best friends anyone could ever have. "I mean, I'm the Wind leader, is that why?" He couldn't remembered speaking to her for orientation, though he had a lot of students come his way. He felt kind of bad sometimes when someone recognized him and he couldn't place a finger on their face.
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