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Post by peters on Jan 6, 2012 16:54:30 GMT -5
If he had just a little more money (by a little, he meant a lot), Ravi Peters would buy this entire store.
Sighing, he pulled back the glass doors of the music store, taking a slowly look around and starting forward. Of course he didn't plan on buying anything, but plans generally changed whenever he walked into this domain. Flashing his classic small smile to the guy behind the counter, he stuck his right hand in his back pocket and used his left hand to unzipper his jacket.
Sauntering over to the records display, he ducked his head to examine the new-releases. By new releases, the store meant new to sale. These classic vinyls had been around since the 1960's or so, and Ravi gave a vague grin as he ran his hand over the edges of their worn cases. Beautiful. That's the only way to describe it.
"Careful, buddy. Those are priceless."
Ravi looked up to the same guy, nodding while the smile still lingered there. "Oh...sorry."
[/color] he replied quietly before looking down and gently pulling out a record from one of the lesser known bands: Jefferson Airplane, an early1970's album. He examined the cover, starting to very quietly hum the song that was playing lowly on the speakers of the calm store. Ravi had noticed upon entering the store that it was fairly empty. The snow that was still out there must've driven people to stay indoors. He couldn't blame them, but he just supposed he was used to it. Especially that biting wind that would stir up occasionally... Searching through a few more albums brought him to the one he was in search for. The Miami Vice soundtrack. He used to watch that show with his uncle on his dad's side, Harry. Then everything went to hell and Harry didn't come around anymore. Family reunions. The best way to start family drama since ancient times. Oh well. Ravi had been exchanging a few emails with Uncle Harry for a while, though his uncle's replies were a little scarce. Maybe the man would appreciate this. Though it was more tempting for Ravi to keep it for himself. Tucking it under his arm, he let his brown eyes scan the rest of the collection, giving a small groan when he realized that he wanted it all. But he had his priorities in order. One week music, the next drawing supplies, then film developed and more film bought. It was killing him, all his hobbies were. But wasn't that what passion did? Caused pain and freedom at the same time. That thought sparked inside him and so he drew out his signature pen from its resting place tucked in his ear and rose his other hand (as well as he could with the record tucked under the arm) to jot down the words on his palm, where a few other phrases and words were already written. Pretty soon, his entire hand would be black and blue with ink. He had been told several times to carry a notepad for his writer's mind, but his hand was just easier to get to. When the door opened again, and the bell chimed to alert the two staff members, Ravi didn't look over, engrossed in reading the back of a record he had just pulled out that looked like one his dad used to listen to. Classical. Vivaldi. Figures. Ravi didn't mind classical music, but it typically reminded him of nights at home, which weren't the best memories now. He huffed vaguely and went to put the record back, but couldn't push the others aside with his hand still drying from the ink. He chewed his lower lip. This was just his luck.[/justify][/blockquote][/blockquote][/center][/size]
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Jan 6, 2012 19:30:15 GMT -5
Nell flicked her fingers against the plastic-covered records that were arranged inside the old orange crate, on her knees in the middle of the attic floor. She’d taken this chance to explore her father’s mansion, him busy discussing something with one of his associates. Normally, she wasn’t one to snoop, but she considered this a special case. This was her father. It was strange, the fact that she could recognize these vinyls. Not only the names, but the actual records, could remember her mother carefully handling them all before dropping them onto the phonograph. She didn’t have her mother’s records, however—she didn’t take anything when she ran away. But she did buy the vinyls she could remember, the operas whose arias she knew by heart. ”What language is that?” she’d asked her mother when Madama Butterfly would play and her mother didn’t really look at her, she seemed to always look through her. “Italian, sweetie.” Nell grinned, as if she didn’t notice that her mother’s eyes never met hers, as if she didn’t notice that the woman’s attention had always gone to her sister when she entered the room. “I know some of the words! It’s Spanish’s twin!” The young girl in her Mary Janes had looked so enthusiastic about it, and her mother had smiled.
And now sifting through her father’s classical collection, she thought of what her mother might have wanted to say. “But I bet the Spanish language is a better twin to Italian than you are to Tilly.” Nell didn’t know whether or not she had come to terms with that yet, the fact that her mother hated her because she effectively killed her own sister in the womb. Talking to Josh about it had helped, but there was always a lot of healing to be done. Even when the depression had passed, and she could do things she used to enjoy again, like eating, and not sleeping in…there was always that sadness from her past. ”So this is where you’ve gotten to.” Nell felt like a deer in headlights for a moment before she turned her attention to her father, the man leaning against the doorframe and looking as intimidating as ever. He didn’t seem mad. Of course, he was almost impossible to read. ”You don’t listen to these anymore?”
He lifted off the doorframe and seemed to consider the box for a long moment. She remembered his almost-smiles when he’d come home from work to hear his records on, Mia coming in and kissing him before handing him a glass of wine. ”I gave you that Puccini for Christmas,” he said, and it was odd, talking about a time before he had abandoned her again. Water under the bridge, she thought to keep the bitterness at bay. He’d come back again. They were at peace. Or at least, they were tired of always fighting and always losing everything. The two found common ground on their fatigue with their family and their callous indifferenc. ”Did you ever get a record player?” A smile twitched to her lips as she stood and brushed her jeans off. Even the attic floor wasn’t dirty. ”Nope,” she said. ”Never really had room. But since I have the new apartment…” Nell shrugged. There was definitely more room in there than there had been in her studio apartment. She was sure she had a table she could put a phonograph on.
”I’m going out for a drink,” he said, and this was like a casual dismissal. Nell didn’t think he’d have invited her along, even if she had been of age to drink. It was ironic, considering she’d been serving drinks ever since she was seventeen and yet she still couldn’t drink herself. She wasn’t a bartender anymore, however. Another example of irony—she was now an assistant at a daycare. Funny, these things. They parted ways soon after she returned the crate to its place, and she drove back into the Hollow, away from mansion country. She didn’t want to go home, since she was pretty sure Josh wouldn’t be there, and so she decided that now was as good a time as any to get a phonograph. Nell had been to the music store quite a few times to build up her collection of unplayable records, so she knew where exactly to find it. A part of her wanted to go and get coffee, feeling like she may have formed an addiction to it during her depression because the temporary boost kept her going, but she wanted to head to the store before she forgot.
The winter air nipped at her, and she pulled her pea coat tighter around her body, the red scarf around her neck hitched up to cover her cheeks. She smiled and waved to the owner as she entered, speaking a few words to him before going on her mission. Nell didn’t know exactly where to look for a phonograph since she hadn’t been in there before to look for one, but she figured there was one section that was worth a look. She walked down it to see a familiar face. ”Hola, Ravi,” she greeted cheerfully, pulling at her scarf so that it didn’t muffle her voice. ”Fancy seeing you here. What you up to?” She tilted her head as she looked at the record in her hand. ”Vivaldi? You like him?” Nell was certain her father had one in his collection, but she didn’t like classical as much as she enjoyed opera. It had worried her the one time her father had caused a hysteria by pointing out such similarities to her mother and almost broke up her relationship with Josh thanks to the fact that mental illnesss had frightened him. Luckily, he found the answers and figured that it was worth staying with her, even though there was a possibility that mental illness was genetic. That’s why the her clinical depression had scared her—what kept her from the psychotic depression her mother had? ”I’m looking for a phonograph. I just have a bunch of records lying around, looking pretty. Figured I might as well do something with them.” She smiled as she thumbed the vinyls, not realizing that Ravi hadn’t returned the record because he…well, couldn’t.
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Post by peters on Jan 9, 2012 15:42:34 GMT -5
Ravi heard a familiar voice in the back of his mind as he concentrated on a proper way to get out of his mess. Furrowing his brows, he decided then and there he didn't want to put down the record he had tucked up under his arm. It annoyed him when fate won against his attempts. He tried to slip his fingers between the records to somehow get the Vivaldi back into the case in some way or another, but the record mixed with the layering of his jacket and sweater, were all cutting off his circulation under his arm. Still, he didn't want fate to win. Sighing, he managed to push the Miami Vice soundtrack further up his arm to secure it there, as he looked up and a smile crossed his face.
"Hey, Nell." he returned her greeting as he managed to get his fingers into a place where Vivaldi could go, just to loose it again. "I'm on a mission today, turned out successful." indicating the soundtrack record under his arm, "For my uncle in New York." Then he looked down at the Vivaldi record he was attempting to put back into the case. He laughed quietly, shaking his head. He was never much into classical anyway, regarding his dad or not. His mother never liked it, she only listened to Ravi's kind of music --sixties and seventies, and even more. They could listen to all kinds of music together before she died. Sometimes even now Ravi would switch on his iPod and listen to all the songs his mother liked the most. He had even made a play-list called "Mom's Melodies" and would listen to it each night before going to bed. It was his ritual, so as not to forget the woman who could make him smile no matter what. He missed her so much, but generally would keep thoughts of her at bay because with came remorse came guilt at the cause of her death. He realized now it was his fault. So did his dad. And that was what made it worse.
"Nah, he's not my type." He said in regards to Vivaldi. Instant interest struck him when Nell mentioned a phonograph. "Oh, congrats. I'll have to lend you some of my records so they can finally be played too." he smiled quietly, but the light glowed in his chestnut eyes. "What spurs on the sudden desire for it?" Ravi knew he himself had always wanted a phonograph since he had gotten hooked on buying those un-playable records. He admired Nell for finally going through with her love of hearing the music trapped on the vinyls. Ravi grunted quietly finally, moving his hip towards the records case in attempt to set down the soundtrack record and let Vivaldi win. It was no sense looking like a fool to simply get one's way.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Jan 9, 2012 19:15:19 GMT -5
Nell hadn’t noticed the struggle of Ravi versus Record, and so merely assumed that he’d planned to buy the one he’d tucked under his arm. And then she thought that he was just being goofy, which many people tended to be. Everyone was weird. She liked that. At his greeting, she merely lifted her eyebrows and gave him a half-smile. She paused a moment as her eyes read the soundtrack and laughed. ”Miami Vice fan?” she asked quizzically, trying to fix her scarf that it didn’t suffocate her, merely drape around her neck. ”What part of New York is he from?” She was from New York herself, and she had an accent to show. After returning there for the trial, she realized she was one of the few, actually. Accents weren’t that common, but after spending time in Canada where there were subtle differences, they became noticeable. It surprised herself whenever she pronounced an ‘o’ that she really was at home in the city. She couldn’t say that she didn’t miss the comfort of that sort of belonging, of being from a city with people like her, but she much preferred Canada. It was where she made a better life for herself, it was where she’d pretty much colonized.
Playing with the ring on her finger as had become a habit since receiving it from Josh, she sucked in air between her teeth and winced. ”Ooh, a cold rejection for Vivaldi,” she said. ”I’m sure he felt that one. Why turn him down?” She wasn’t questioning why he wouldn’t like Vivaldi, because everyone had their own tastes—she was sincerely interested in hearing what drew him to other music. After all, she knew of his interest in it, and so it was something she wanted to hear him talk about. Well, she’d actually like to hear him talk about anything. ”Why thanks,” she told Ravi in response about the phonograph. ”That would be fantastic actually. What kind of records do you have?” She couldn’t necessarily brag about her own, it wasn’t that impressive, but she held everything she owned dear. Nell was used to having next to nothing, what it was like to struggle—for those kind of people, every single thing, no matter how small, was invaluable. Nothing was taken for granted, especially records that had a sentimental value to her. At one time she may have rejected the idea of enjoying opera because of her mother and the idea of becoming like her, but she was slowly becoming more confident in the fact that she was her own person. She was not her mother, her father, or her family—she was Nell.
And Nell spread her arms as if showing off an invisible screen when he questioned this sudden decision. ”I was thinking of taking the whole museum display down, yanno. They’ve just been looking pretty and that’s it.” She dropped her hands to her sides and slapped her jeans. ”It wasn’t really a split decision. It’s one of those things that you think about before going out, and then get distracted from, and then remember when you get home. My babies have been lying around collecting dust, really.” That’s always what happened with her. If it was more of a priority, she would have been determined to get it, but it wasn’t really tops on her things to do. The Wind boy preoccupied himself with the vinyl and she observed him with curious brown eyes. ”What in the world…?” she asked as she shifted her weight to the side and watched Ravi fumble with the record. She caught the ink scrawled across his hand, and shook her head. ”Here, let me get that.” Nell took the vinyl in her hand and slipped it back in with its cousin records, wiping her hands together as if finishing a particularly ardurous job. ”What’s on your hand, anyway?” she asked, knwoing that a lot of people wrote down to-do lists or little reminders of things they had to do. Never worked for her, of course, considering the fact that if she closed her hand it would just get smudged unless it was Sharpie. Nell continued to look around, wondering if hse should ask for assistance with the phonograph. ”So how’ve you been, vato?”
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Post by peters on Jan 12, 2012 18:41:54 GMT -5
Ravi gave a soft chuckle when Nell inquired about being a fan of the 80's TV hit. It was true that not many people watched such things, especially nowadays kids. There was just something about old programs and music and everything like that that Ravi craved, enjoyed, loved. It was almost like it brought the simple times back. He had watched programs like Miami Vice, Full House, Family Matters and especially the A-Team, all while growing up. It had been a family thing to do, especially when his mother grow so attached to the American shows. She always laughed at every joke on the show, and Ravi found himself watching her more than the programs anyway. And now here he was, enjoying those simple times that he grew up loving.
"Yeah, a bit. My uncle is obsessed."
[/color] He thought a moment about memories in New York, one summer spent there, New Years in Time's Square one winter. Ravi didn't mind New York, but it was very loud in the city, and Ravi being the quiet guy, found himself more lost there. "Lower Manhattan." He said, remembering that Nell was from there as well, which was not easily forgotten with the accent she had. He enjoyed talking to the people there, which probably explained why he liked Nell so much. Not all the reason, of course, but he was initially interested in her story when they first met. Nell was such a genuinely nice person to be around, it was hard for Ravi not to enjoy her company and Josh's. "Which part are you from?"[/color] He was always interested but never got to ask Nell that until now. He grinned his classic "Ravi smile" with his eyes cast downward when Nell commented on Vivaldi. "Not that Vivaldi isn't a great guy with an amazing mind in music, I just..." He shrugged. He didn't want to get Nell into the mix of his family drama, which was still ever-present today as it was three or more years ago. His father most likely still listened to Vivaldi's works before turning out the light in his office every night. That was enough to make Ravi shudder inwardly, shaking his head with slightly pursed lips. Negative vibes are connected to those memories, to that office, to everything having to do with his father... "A little accidental 'reverse psychology' taught me to dislike it all."[/b] he would've just left it at that he didn't like it, but Ravi was never one for lying or anything of that sort. he smiled at the reply about the phonograph. "Not that many, actually. Just a few good ones. One Beach Boys, a few 70's groups... Still looking out for the one Beatles album that would complete my dream." he grinned good-naturedly, "What about you?"[/b] He grinned wider when Nell replied to his question about what spurred her decision. He listened with interest, nodding simply, wanting to hear more. Mostly because he just liked stories, and hearing people talk. It was one of those odd traits about him, he liked to study patterns of speech and story telling, and hearing people's diverse voices brought a sensation that was refreshing. It was amazing to think that everyone in the world had a different voice. And voice never had to be audible either, it could be in art or words, or expression. It made the world individual, voice. And it made Ravi feel less lost in it. If everyone in the world thought or said one thought, it would be music. Ravi firmly believed that. "Good for you. I'm sure it'll be good to hear 'em sing."[/b] he said in reference to her babies going silent for so long. And then she noticed his struggle just as he had decided to give up on it all. He chuckled quietly when she jumped forward to help, taking Vivaldi from his possession and sliding it in carefully with the rest of the albums. "Thanks."[/b] he said honestly. Then he looked at his hand and read the phrase that had caused the whole problem in the first place. He wondered how Nell would react to his odd quirk. Where others wrote reminders, Ravi wrote lines and words and thoughts he wanted in his writings. "Erm... a thought."[/b] he held out his hand for her to freely read that and all the other words and sentences he had written in just one day, while he quoted the one in question, "Freedom through the pain."[/b] he smiled at her honestly. When she inquired as to how he was, Ravi gave a shrug that was typical for his response, grinning more with the light in his eyes, "Can't complain."[/b] It was his classic response, and most of the time he was being completely honest. He might have issues with his life, with himself, with everything, but many people were a lot worse off than him. His mother had told him to be happy for the good things he got. "And you doing alright?"[/b][/justify][/blockquote][/blockquote][/center][/size]
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Jan 13, 2012 17:42:45 GMT -5
Nell didn’t watch TV too much. Well, there was the movies she watched, but other than that it was mainly Dora the Explorer she watched. Actually, she was watching a lot of children’s shows nowadays. Sometimes they’d sit the kids down to decompress them with some Barney. She’d been to Manhattan, but she’d never been downtown even though she had family there. ”Never got the chance to see much of Manhattan,” she admitted. She was glad that lately now she wasn’t getting as nervous with personal questions. It was probably because so many people knew about where she came from and what she did now. Of course, this left more parts of her up to secrecy. She wanted things she could keep to herself. ”South Bronx. Like Al Pacino. Though I grew up in Hunts Point.” It had a high concentration of Hispanics, and like the rest of the area, it was also known for crimes and gang violence. She didn’t know whether she was lucky to have avoided such danger. The real danger was at home, behind the walls of her small home. In any case, she just liked that she could have Al Pacino as pride for where she came from. She didn’t feel like she had a lot to be proud of.
She waved her hand dismissively in his direction, his true feelings hidden well behind his smile. Nell liked to believe everything was all right with her friends as long as there was no evidence to the contrary. And if she did get the suspicion that something was up, she would do what she could to help. ”I get it. It’s not him, it’s you.” Nell wasn’t about to let go of the whole break-up analogy. She let it drop afterward, not really understanding what he meant when he stated his second point. She wouldn’t pry, because if he had wanted her to know, he would have told her. She wasn’t going to force information out of people. ”Which Beatles album would that be?” she asked, opting to question that instead. Nell wished she had more connections to help the guy out, but she didn’t know any Beatles affiecienados, even though she liked the band herself. ”A lot of opera. Some classical and jazz. And then there’s classic rock. Led Zeppelin and the like…” She didn’t limit her music tastes because it was something she’d been taught at a young age is supposed to be cultivated, something that should be broad. It was her mother that told her these things, in her more lucid moments.
Nell kept her usual smile on her face when he approved of her decision, something that was more or less a permanent fixation in her face. Not in a creepy way, however. It would be eerie to be walking around all the time with a slasher smile. She tilted her head when he claimed that the words written on his hand was a thought. ”So you don’t forget, I guess?” she inquired. She liked that idea. Nell had a love for words and the written language. It was something eternal, ever-lasting. Even when someone passes away, years and years after, they are perserved by what they write. And writing down their words somewhere, keeping a journal, it was a way of being immortal. Of keeping yourself. Of course, she never heard of someone using their own hand as a journal. She considered his quote for a moment, before asking, ”Are you going to write it down somewhere else? So it doesn’t wash off?” It would be good for a while, until it was time to shower.
The girl was glad to hear that he was doing with good, or not horrible enough that he felt the need to say it. People always had their secret world. ”Peachy keen,” she said, and as she thought about it, she really was doing good. Well, better. Much better. She had a father again and was working on patching up that relationship, she was recovering from her depression and down to 50 mg a day, she had a job that she adored, she was doing great in school, and… ”I can’t complain now that I have a fiancé.” She waggled her fingers to show him the ring, not knowing if he was aware of the engagement. ”Other than the horrid weather, it’s looking to be a good year.” She let herself enjoy the fact that there was nothing to fear anymore, no trial she had to worry about in December. That was almost as liberating as the verdict had been. ”Wanna help me pick out a phonograph?”
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