Post by auby on Aug 9, 2012 16:28:01 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: dddddd; border: #cccccc solid 8px; width: 420px; padding: 15 5 15 5px;] but here’s my number, so call me maybe The Words: 830The Outfit: Jeans, shirt The Notes I don’t know if I did this right, like if the party would be here and if it would be like that but um, I hope it’s okay. Lemme know! Sam was excited, so excited that excited didn’t really explain how he felt. His body exploded with tingles, probably a consequence from the butterflies that kept fluttering their wings around his lower stomach, making him feel a little bit queasy but mostly invincible. He wasn’t sure why he was feeling like this, it was only a party after all, but he couldn’t stop smiling his big cheesy, toothy grin as he thought of what would happen, and who he would see. He kept seeing a face, the face of Altair, his best friend and fuck buddy, like an irritating plague that wouldn’t go away, no matter how many vaccinations were tested upon him. Only as it were, the face of Altair wasn’t irritating at all, merely the effect of it was. He was sure that he was only feeling this way, excitable and smiley, because he would probably get laid tonight but even still, it was odd for him to feel so good about the idea of seeing a girl, especially a girl that he saw every day, but then maybe he was just imagining the effect that she had on him, maybe he was just psyched to get to drink alcohol and listen to cool music and maybe even dance. In fact he didn’t have to sleep with Altair tonight, he could sleep with another girl and that would be that. It wasn’t entirely fair that girls got to wear heels at these party time events, thereby making themselves even taller which often meant just as tall or taller than he was. It was the irritating fact of life but even that bitterness couldn’t bring him down because Samuel was looking on the bright side of life and that side spoke quite clearly to him; girls looked hot in heels! Their legs looked amazing and therefore, screw the height, let them go for it! It didn’t take Samuel very long to get ready, after all he was a boy, he didn’t have to decide between thousands of dresses and to check to see if they matched with his shoes, instead he just threw on a shirt and a pair of jeans which went with some loafers he had kicking around. It was pretty easy, almost as easy as it was to run his fingertips through his hair and proclaim perfection, or at least adequacy. Samuel wasn’t very happy with his appearance, he hated his eyebrows, he detested his height, his nose reminded him of Gonzo from the Muppets, and his feet were just too small, but these were all insecurities that he didn’t share with people. If somebody were to meet Samuel, their first thought probably would not be concern over how insecure he was about his appearance, instead they’d probably think the opposite. He walked around as if he were God’s gift to women, which when accompanied by egotistical words somehow got him the trait of arrogance. It would be a lie to say that it bothered him that people thought of him that way, no, he preferred it. He wanted people to think he was this great, confident, outgoing guy as opposed to one of the nerds that barely spoke above a whimper. They weren’t people to aspire to and they certainly weren’t like his brother. Speaking of his brother, Sawyer, after much persuading he’d finally agreed to buy Sammy some alcohol which made his getting ready that much more enjoyable, especially with the cheesy tunes that were blasting from the radio. He kind of wished there were more people here getting ready with him, having predrinks and playing ‘Never have I ever’, that’s how a party probably should start as opposed to Samuel enjoying his homemade jagerbombs, but he couldn’t complain, not really. A party had not started without the first jagerbomb. It didn’t take him long to reach the cliff, although the walk up had been sobering. Nonetheless Samuel didn’t need to be drunk to act like he was drunk, if he was in a good mood he was usually just as merry as if he’d drank a full bottle of vodka, except for the fact that if he’d drank a full bottle of vodka he’d probably be on the floor, passed out, maybe dead. Whatever, he was small, it didn’t take much for him to get drunk. The sight of the people, the noise of the music, the silhouettes of bodies, was all like a drug to him, and his face curved into a beam as he passed the first lot of people, huddled together in their clique. Altair would be here somewhere, so would his other friends hopefully. He had to find them because partying by yourself was just lame, although there was nothing you could put past Samuel. He danced through the crowds, the ever present grin on his face, as his eyes dotted about. He wondered if anybody had ever fallen from the cliff during a party, if they had survived. |