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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Apr 25, 2012 20:08:11 GMT -5
Nell flipped through the pages of Micromégas, part of a collection of Voltaire. One of her favorites, but how did people choose favorites? Sometimes she couldn't understand. She may have considered shepherd's pie her favorite food, but then she'd eat a cheese steak, or paella, and think its the greatest thing. She considered the fact that she just loved everything in different ways. It was easier to think that way. Like how she liked Voltaire for his frankness and his subtle sarcasm, but she may like Dostoevsky for how heavy his words were, how they pulled her into his novels. There were so many levels, you couldn't match one against another. It was the same with anything, with movies or shows or the world itself and all its countries. Or maybe she was too wishy-washy to form strong opinions, the Chinese would say she had too much water. But she didn't think that. She was just passionate about a lot of things.
She was actually in the library with a purpose. She'd hang there a lot for the nostalgia, to play cards or go, or to study with friends (since the library was devoid of food, and therefore of distractions). But no, the book was just keeping her occupied as she waited for the kid she was supposed to tutor to show up. Nell actually felt honored that she'd been asked to help a kid out. Apparently she'd impressed a professor, but she didn't know how. It was nicer for her to shrink into the background, so she didn't see in any way how she might have stood out. She didn't aim for it, and therefore it wasn't was. But the professor had acknowledged her grades, that she was taking her classes seriously, participated and gave others notes when they'd missed days. He apparently thought she was good for the job, and she didn't turn it down because it was helping someone. How could she turn that down?
Her chin propped up on her hand, she looked up when she heard someone approach and kept her face static, calm. "Emmett," she acknowledged, keeping her voice quiet. It was one of the few lessons she'd learned as a child that she actually kept in mind. She didn't even have to learn it. The first time stepping into a library, she could sense the air, as if the building was wrapping her into a cloth of silence, mummifying her. But it wasn't suffocating like her home had been. It was reassuring. "Are you the one I'm supposed to be helping out?" she questioned, and she didn't sound turned off by the idea. She didn't sound anything, really, her voice in the same soft quality it always assumed when speaking to anyone. Her voice was a good denotation of her as a person--soft and gentle.
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Post by EMMETT HIKARU NAKAMURA on Apr 26, 2012 23:44:27 GMT -5
It's not like Emmett completely hated the idea of having someone tutor him. He was pretty smart and quick with learning and loved the idea of pushing his limits in every aspect--but when it came to actually having to socialize, especially with someone outside of his element's alliance, that was where the problem surfaced.
When his teacher first brought up the idea with him, Emmett jumped on board without any hesitation because he assumed it was his teacher that was going to tutor him. He was a total kiss-ass when it came to teachers, and despite the trouble Emmett was having in that class, he was completely happy. Plus, it was a reason to stay behind after class. The hallways were always so busy and suffocating, it triggered the worst panic attacks in him. He usually breathes through it alone after escaping to an empty classroom; Emmett hates showing any signs of vulnerability, so he very rarely ever goes to the medical wing for his phobia.
But unfortunately, that wasn't the case.
His teacher told him he had already found him a tutor: a college freshman. Bright. Good grades. An earth. Nell Shepherd. They were never officially introduced to each other, but he's heard several rumors about her, that she had killed her own mother. Utter disgust was what Emmett felt when he heard it.
And it's not like Emmett could refuse the offer right after he'd already accepted, and honestly, he'd also look stupid for turning down help. So now here he was, bag filled with books slung over his shoulder, heading grudgingly toward the library.
The last time Emmett was in the library wasn't a pleasant one. In his first year of the Acadey, he fell asleep while reading a book and ended up drooling on it. Let's just say the librarian was more than furious and ended up smacking him over the head with the damp book. Emmett found it quite humorous if he were to be honest, but whenever he passed by he could swear the librarian was burning holes in his back with her glare.
Just a few inches from the entrance, Emmett took a deep breath to calm himself. He made mental promises to himself to keep the snide comments to a minimum to make this experience as painless as possible--he did not want to have to deal with anything more than tutoring. As long as she keeps her distance, mentally and physically, he'd be alright. Emmett just hoped Nell wasn't those annoying, obnoxious, overly bright people. Or they'd have a bigger problem regarding his irritation/tolerance level.
He walked in, instantly finding her amidst the rows of tables. She was reading something, but Emmett wasn't bothered to find out. He was thankful however, when she lifted her head and recognized him. How awkward would it have been if she didn't know/recognize him at all?
Emmett placed his belongings on the table, creating a soft thud, and sat across from her, his face straight and void of emotion. "Yup. Unfortunately," he said with a tight smile, muttering the last word. Emmett then leaned forward, his hands clasped together and face expectant. "Teach away, teacher." Just as Emmett's face suggested, his tone was the same. "I'm sure you have better things to do than tutor me, so let's get this over with." He smiled again, one that did not reach his eyes at all. Rather, it was a signal to hurry, skip the formal stuff, so he could hightail out of the potentially troublesome situation that loomed ahead.
ooc: i have no idea what kind of subjects the academy offers, so let's wing it on this one xD
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Apr 27, 2012 18:30:40 GMT -5
Nell arched an eyebrow at the 'unfortunately' part. She didn't like to judge people, so she wasn't going to make any assumptions based on the fact that he was a Thunder. Besides the fact that he was an enemy. Sometimes it was odd to think of it like that, what with her genes, her Thunder family, her father who she most certainly spoke to. Less nowadays thanks to the past dragging itself into the present. But she knew the Academy well, despite only having been there for two years. She was taught a very harsh lesson early in the first months, that if the enemy alliance believed you wrong them, there would be consequences. She was sure a lot of the Thunders still disliked her thanks to the fact that they had pinned the blame wrongly on her for their leader's death. She didn't care to approach them and ask.
She closed the volume she'd been reading and tapped her fingers on it. He seemed completely enthused to be here, and though she was good in situations like this, certainly made it more awkward. She could practically sense the static charge inside of him. "And I shall," she said, opening the messenger bag that slumped against her chair leg and pulling out a notebook, a pen, and a folder. "Well that's certainly know what to approach this," she spoke with a smirk as she flipped open to a page in her notebook. "If we rush, you're certainly not going to learn anything, are you?" It seemed rather counter-productive, even though she could understand the guy. He obviously didn't want to be here, and she felt bad that he had to be here. The professor wanted him to get extra help, and she was the one to provide it. She wondered if it was going to be like pulling teeth, since she certainly didn't want to brush over anything if he needed help.
She looked at him after clicking on her pen. "So what specifically do you need help with?" She questioned him, figuring it'd be better to hear it from his mouth so she could get specifics. The teacher had brushed over it to give her a general idea, but it was really up to him to tell her exactly which areas he was having trouble with. "Don't be afraid to ask questions, either, there's a reason Mr. Farrow chose me." She wasn't tooting her horn, she just wanted him to feel comfortable with her. Nell knew what she was doing, she was an intelligent enough person and she handled people well. Her father had told her before that those were good things to have, he nurtured her intelligent, but her people skills? Well, clearly something had gone wrong in that area thanks to her mother.
[the same subjects as any other high school, including elemental studies. so like english, math, etc. left it up to you. ^^]
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Post by EMMETT HIKARU NAKAMURA on May 1, 2012 23:25:55 GMT -5
Emmett kept himself busy with his school bag, taking out a notebook, his math textbook, and a few pencils. He could feel Nell was sort of put off with him and his attitude, but he honestly didn't care. Emmett's pride was kicking in as a Thunder, and he subtly scanned the library for any other students he knew. It was humiliating enough to get tutoring, but by an earth? Any form of communication with an enemy was just like asking to be shunned from your fellow elements. Emmett isolated himself enough from others, but to have people he believed to have his back no matter what would be hell. He experienced it once in his life, he didn't need to experience it again. Not this early.
Emmett kept his face straight as she spoke. The awkwardness was sweeping up the atmosphere and he slumped deeper into his chair. He just wanted the floor to swallow him whole. Anything other than this. When Nell spoke again, he had to grip the edge of his chair to refrain from rolling his eyes. He attempted to smile at her, but he had a feeling it turned into a sneer as he watched her smirk. Emmett's body and mind never coordinated with each other. "Oh, of course," he agreed half-heartedly with a sarcastic undertone. "Wouldn't want to extend this any longer than needed." Emmett almost didn't care about his failed attempt of an enthusiastic voice. Emmett + enthusiasm = cheerleader on crack; at least, that was the way he saw it. His face quickly molded back into indifference and he bit the inside of his cheek. Oh no, his control was already slipping.
Oh well.
He sat up straight in his chair. They were finally going to start the tutoring and he pushed his math textbook toward Nell in response to her question. "Math. Algebra 2." Emmett leaned forward slightly, reaching out to turn the pages. "I'm fine with everything but the graphing. I have troubles when it comes to imaginary numbers and transforming them," he explained thoroughly. Emmett leaned back into his seat and nodded once, once again refraining from rolling his eyes and a sarcastic comment. How subtle, he thought bitterly. "Don't have to worry about that, teach," said Emmett nonchalantly. He'd do anything to get out of here faster.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on May 3, 2012 17:04:09 GMT -5
Nell was good at hiding things, she’d spent her entire life doing so. Not only for self-preservation, but for the protection of those around her. And since meeting Jane, she’d learned how to smile when she’d like to frown. This meeting, for instance. Her demeanor was calm and easygoing, her usual half-smile touching her lips. Perfectly peaceful, like any good Earth. Nell knew he was going to be difficult, it wasn’t too hard to tell. He wasn’t being very responsive to her, but that was easy. Patience and tolerance, it really did help. She dealt with difficult people most of her life. Emmett would be another challenge with his sour demeanor. At least she could understand him. The girl didn’t like getting help for anything, the only time she remembered accepting it was when she had been…fuzzy, and Josh had taken care of her. That was a shy acceptance, though, she hadn’t wanted to bother him.
She nodded, looking at his set-up of pens and a notebook. She hadn’t gotten any details about the Thunder thanks to confidentiality, so she didn’t know his grades. And she didn’t want to, it wasn’t any of her business. ”Algebra two, awesome.” Nell had seen him take out everything, so that was good. He came prepared, which meant he wasn’t going to be the slacker type. Though she could have dealt with that, too. There was little she couldn’t endure. Her thoughts were that nothing could be as bad as they were before. Nell could agree with him on that front, but she wondered how much she should say to him, lest she get more of a lukewarm reaction. Imaginary numbers were pretty annoying, but at least it in part involved memorizing. Math had never been her forte, but she was still good at it. Good at anything when she applied herself, which was often. ”Are you graphing imaginary numbers? Because that’s at least pretty easy.” All you really had to know was what went on the x and y axis.
Nell sketched out a graph on her notebook paper with perfectly straight lines, meticulous in its design. She was developing an artist’s hand with how much doodling she did. Mostly on notes for memorization purposes. Her pen tapped against the crisp papers. ”Give me an example problem?” she told him. Or rather requested. Nell heard something from another part of the library before she could get any further in her sentence, and she looked over. It looked like two people were about to throwdown. She could be that it was a Fire versus an Earth, since they were currently at war. Nell shook her head before giving a sharp whistle. They turned her attention to her long enough for her to say, ”Librarian’s coming over, better haul butt.” One of them scowled, but both looked to check. She wondered if they’d take it outside. They eventually moved and she shook her head, ”Can’t stop fights, might as well control them.”
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Post by EMMETT HIKARU NAKAMURA on May 5, 2012 3:10:22 GMT -5
Emmett usually dealt with enemy elements--actually, people in general--pretty well. At least he liked to think so. They'd talk to him, he'd stay quiet. Mostly. They'd try to provoke him, he'd most of the time would just walk away. It's just that sometimes people get under his skin and his sarcasm becomes like word vomit; it can't be stopped. Well, at least he doesn't attempt to stop it himself from it. Times like these Emmett wonders if he actually has any desire to stop himself from it. It's mostly due to the fact that Emmett has no interest for people, besides a handful of them. Almost all his life he'd been surrounded by aggressive, selfish people that eventually he just...stopped caring. Believe it or not Emmett was once a bright and cheerful child, as his Japanese name, Hikaru, implies. But looking back, he realized it was just a show. For his parents, and for himself.
He glanced up from the table and tilted his head as he took a look at Nell. Her face was peaceful and had a small smile on her face. No traces of judgment or unwillingness, even after his obvious discontent of having to be here. Emmett closed his eyes for a brief second and let out a small breath. How could she be so calm? Emmett figured it had to do with her being a college student or something. Even if she was an earth, Emmett couldn't just grasp the idea of cooperating calmly and maturely with an enemy.
Emmett quietly adjusted his things on the table. Feeling a bit jumpier than usual, he needed to keep his hands busy. "Math...was never my best subject," he said, trying to make some conversation. But the way he said it sounded forced and pathetic. Kind of like someone was controlling him from the background, threatening him if he didn't do anything. "Uh...yea, we are..." Emmett's pride suffered another blow when she said 'easy.' His lips turned into a frown/pout and his eyebrows furrowed slightly. My goodness, why was time passing by so slow.
As Nell was sketching the graph, Emmett looked on with a bored expression. Anything related to school, he'd be pretty excited about (go ahead, call him a nerd) but this was torture. "Hold on." Emmett's voice was rough and unwilling, and he cleared his throat in attempt to cover it up. He started flipping through the pages of his textbook when he heard Nell give an annoying, shrieking whistle. Emmett poked his head up but immediately ducked his head after he saw the situation. "Aw, crap..." A fire and another earth--just what he needed. Not that he had anything against fires, but Emmett knew he'd never hear the end of it if the fire saw him being TUTORED by an earth. He'd be a...traitor, for lack of a better word. It'd eventually spread to the thunders and even though they were pretty separated to begin with, they'd probably avoid Emmett like the plague. Ashamed of a thunder-of-an-idiot who's being tutored by the enemy, ESPECIALLY one who is at war with his alliance. He shivered at the thought.
After they went away, Emmett let out a sigh of relief. He looked up at Nell as she spoke and he clicked his tongue. "Should've intervened," he mumbled. He wasn't sure if he was talking to her, to himself, or both. Nell was connected to the earth because of their same element; Emmett was connected to the fire because of their element alliance. He propped his elbow on the table and rested his head on it. "What's it like," he started, his voice monotone. "You know, having to tutor the enemy. I know sure as hell I'd rather run around the Academy naked right now than be here."
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on May 6, 2012 5:38:02 GMT -5
Nell nodded, listening to his words intently, eyes probing but not in a ‘I must discover every little detail about you’ way. No, that would only make this session more uncomfortable than it already was, and it was a good thing she didn’t get uncomfortable too easily. She could remember a lot of moments in her life, but she liked to brush by them. ”Creative thinker?” she questioned. ”Right brainers prefer creativity over logic. I get ya, vato.” She was one of those creative thinkers, though she was good enough at math. Getting better, really. It was something she couldn’t have really taught herself growing up, and so she had to do without. Last year, she didn’t need supplementary classes only for her elemental powers. She’d never had a formal education, she was pretty much a hick in that area. ”Great, that’s pretty teachable.” It was easier one-on-one, she thought. Some people just weren’t comfortable asking questions in front of others. She could understand, perhaps only on the level that she was empathetic with all those around her.
Her lips twitched into a bit of a smile when he told her to hold on, not being able to help it. Perhaps she was too friendly. Emmett was the enemy, one of her worst enemies. Well, maybe not right now. She did an excellent job at pissing off the Fire leaders recently, so she was pretty sure that element wasn’t too pleased with her. Unfortunately, Thunders were the vindictive sort, they were elephants--never forgive, never forget. Which meant not forgetting the war almost two years ago even when she wished she could. She turned to the Thunder boy after dispersing the two, lifting an eyebrow at his ‘crap’ statement. ”What’s up?” she questioned, not knowing that he might have been ashamed of being tutored. She wasn’t a mind reader, and she didn’t even think that would be an interesting power to have. Knowing everything that went on in someone else head. She’d rather leave that all up to surprise. Nell chuckled lightly when he said their should have been an intervention. ”Priorities,” she stated simply. Oh, she was that type of person to go and break up a fight, to defend her element. But she didn’t want to leave Emmett, no matter how he might have disliked her company.
She looked back to him when he had his head propped up by his hand, looking very interested. Patience of a saint, guaranteed. ”I imagine it’s how FDR felt with Stalin,” she said facetiously before shrugging. ”It’s like tutoring anyone else. Being around anyone else, really.” That didn’t mean she went and made friends with the enemy alliance willy-nilly. She learned her lesson long ago. She just didn’t step to every situation viewing the other person as an enemy. Even Emmett. ”You’re not my enemy. You’re my acquaintance.” That was really the best way to describe it. And it came from a pacifist’s point of view, someone who abhorred violence in all its forms. Besides, she had Thunder qualities of her own, things she inherited from the Fuentes family--their vindictiveness being the strongest thing she had. And even then, she couldn’t hold grudges for too long. She’d managed to forgive her father for everything. Well, almost everything. He just liked to pile the shit on, but he was the only one to blame for that. ”And how do you feel, fraternizing with the enemy?” she said, her voice in a joking tone.
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Post by EMMETT HIKARU NAKAMURA on May 9, 2012 0:00:40 GMT -5
Emmett avoided any eye contact with Nell. It wasn't like he was intimidated or anything, but the atmosphere was just plain awkward. Even if he did make eye contact, Emmett had a feeling his eyes would dart away in a complete, random direction. "Yea, I guess." He shrugged half-heartedly. Emmett's mind quickly flashed a picture of a piano he used to own before he sat up in his chair. He was never able to sit still, even for a minute, as his body easily got stiff and bored before he switched to a new position. Emmett finally forced his eyes to be fixated on Nell and said, "It kinda runs in the family." His tone became rather bitter and he frowned at himself. Family was a touchy subject for him, and he abruptly stayed quiet to prevent any more word vomit from spilling out, only simply nodding as she made her next comment about math.
After roughly (but carefully as to not rip the pages) looking through the textbook, he finally found the chapter he was struggling on. Emmett slightly pushed it towards her, but as he and Nell were interrupted by the bickering fire and earth, he quickly buried his face into it. He barely cared what people thought of him, but when an enemy alliance is involved, Emmett has all walls built up. "Nothing," he muttered, almost embarrassed from hiding. Emmett ruffled the back of his head, his hair a black mop, and played it off with a sigh. "Wouldn't want any patronizing from my fellow alliance, now would I?" Fires were known to be hotheads, and although it takes a lot for Emmett to be provoke into violence, he would not want any of those ticking bombs to set off beside him. "Priorities." He scoffed, repeating her mockingly, but he stayed silent after that.
He nodded, feigning interest as Nell spoke. Emmett couldn't help but roll his eyes here and there, and he absolutely laughed as she called him her 'acquaintance.' He paused for a brief second, his eyebrows raised. "Don't call us that." Emmett let out a sigh, his eyes amused. "Gee, earths are just saints, aren't they?" he asked mockingly. This was just too funny, in his eyes. Him and Nell will only ever be two people who pass each other in the halls. Nothing. Else. Emmett refused.
Emmett thought for a second. "Well," he started, his hands now folded together on the table. "Like how the majority of Americans felt about Hitler. You're my enemy, simple as that."
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on May 9, 2012 17:26:08 GMT -5
It was a bit hard for her to make conversation when he seemed unable to meet her gaze. She looked at him with a lifted eyebrow, an expression that seemed to be permanently stuck on her face with him. It was better when he did train his eyes on her after a non-commital comment, the next one speaking of family. "In the genes, huh." She could get it. A lot of things were in the genes, including elements. She tried not to think about what might be passed down in her family however. There was the Fuentes men cooks, their stares and calmness, the fact they never seem to die. And then there was the Fuenteses with their intelligence and their love for music. One other thing, her main concern--mental illness. It was Josh who had reassured her that it didn't have to happen to her. But she still feared it.
Nell looked as he flipped through the pages, fingers drumming against her own. She didn't question him further when he said that it was nothing, knowing better to push. She knew people who would, but she wasn't one of those people. Others deserved their privacy, especially when they were antisocial Thunder elementals. He fussed with his hair and she pulled at a strand of her own while watching him, large brown eyes always shining with curiosity. "I suppose not," she said, spinning her engagement ring around her finger with her thumb. She loved the Waters, got along with them very well. Hey, it may have been that Sinclair gene. She knitted her eyebrows together when he mocked her, a small smile on her face, the humoring kind of smile. Emmett was lucky that it was her, and not someone with thin patience that would have stood up by now to clock him in the jaw.
The Thunder didn't seem quite convinced of her words, rather he just rolled his eyes at her. "All righty then," she said to satiate him. She wouldn't do it around him, now. Even though they did not get along, she was still a people pleaser and did not like to cause problems. She was willing to acquiesce to his words because of this. "Would you rather the Thunders be FDR? It makes no difference in my analogy," she pointed out, now doodling on her paper to preoccupy her hands. She drew a smiley face, curly handlebar mustache, a furry hat. "Didn't mean to offend you," she said honestly, not sounding off-put. By anything, really. She was unerringly calm in every situation.
Hitler? Well then. She supposed it was only fair considering she'd compared his element to Stalin. But really, that was only for the sake of comparing to enemy forces. It didn't sit well with her that Emmett compared her element to that man however. She glanced down at his hands, felt like she was in some kind of meeting. "So you're going to stay out of my way until I start messing with your element?" she asked, actually believing it. She didn't know what kind of person Emmett was, how easily provoked he could be. But if she were Hitler, then she supposed that he'd stay out of this war of their until she sent U-boats in his direction. "I guess we're stalemated, then. I really have no desire to start anything with you guys. Which is why I consider you...acquaintances." His element had a problem with her, but she only had problems with individuals. Rowena and Rafael, namely. She wondered if the two got along, and would believe it very much.
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Post by EMMETT HIKARU NAKAMURA on May 10, 2012 0:13:14 GMT -5
"Yup." His father was a writer and usually thought of the wackiest things. His mother, although could never hold down a job, always played classical music in the house while playing along on the piano. That was before things between Emmett's parents got out of hand, because after all the hardships, the only subject they focused on was each other. Not about their own lives, their future, or even their son. Just about how much they hated being around the person they had once promised to love the most. And now they were both gone from Emmett's life. Emmett bit down on his lips, an awkward silence following shortly. He glanced up briefly up at Nell, his eyes expectant, almost pleading for her to fill the silence. Emmett usually didn't care about stuff like this, but if she was to tutor him (which implied they would be meeting often, much to his dismay), the uncomfortable silence would create an insidious effect on him.
The side of Emmett's mouth twitched in annoyance as Nell drummed her fingers. It was soft, but the consecutive sounds of thuds dropped his tolerance level. He was rather thankful, however, when she didn't question him further. Pushy/nosy people were on his list of pet peeves, and he had a lot of them. But this was just higher on his list. "Tch." Emmett's face scrunched into distaste. 'Course, earths and waters were all buddy-buddy. Earths were all saints and waters were those happy-go-lucky/bright/playful kind of people. Hardly ever angry, and very less quick to be provoked into violence. Say one wrong word to any of the fires and your hair would be burnt to a crisp.
Emmett stayed silent for a second, taking in a deep breath before he spoke. "Just like you said, it wouldn't a difference. Everything's the same in war," he stated simply, watching as Nell doodled on her paper. They were long past the whole tutoring and he could care less. Emmett could just read the textbook. It'd be less painful. "You didn't." He paused, then continued, "Just don't associate us together. It's rather..." Emmett trailed off, not finishing his sentence. He knew if he did, it would get ugly. Even if Nell was as patient as she was.
Emmett watched her, his head still resting in his propped up hand. "Precisely. I'm not a violent person without reason, you know." He smirked briefly. "Not entirely, anyway." Emmett then leaned back, his hands dropping to his lap, and suddenly began to think about it seriously. It's not like he hasn't been antagonized by any of his enemies before, because he had been plenty, but was he ever really provoked to the point of violence? Emmett didn't recall any, but that was because they were childish and spiteful--not worth it. But definitely, if an enemy directly confronted him head on with intentions to hurt him or anyone from his element, oh man. They had something coming for them. Here we go again, Emmett thought bitterly. Seriously? "I prefer two people who exist in the same world physically but different mentally. That way, we have less to do with each other."
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on May 10, 2012 19:48:27 GMT -5
It certainly felt like a cold war speaking to Emmett. Maybe that meant they really were enemies. Still, the Earth girl refused to think on those terms. He was just a student who needed help. And she wasn't going to tell him that she felt a deeper connection with him, one that she felt with everyone. She felt too much, but she always remained convinced that it's better than not feeling at all. Better than cutting herself off. Too much experience with that. "Touché," she agreed with him. She knew about war, she'd experienced it personally. All the same. He had a point there. Those three probably all felt the same way about each other. It was good that Emmett cut himself off, because she stopped in her doodling and looked up expectantly. She was defensive of her element, ella familia. Which is why it probably wasn't good to put two enemies together like this. Not enemies. Absolute refusal.
Not violent? She liked to hear that, actually, because she'd known the Thunders to be brought to battle easily enough. It was nice to know that there were still individuals within these elements. Even though she shouldn't really feel that way about it. She watched him drop his arms into his lap, smirking a bit. "I feel much safer with you now." She leaned forward, expression quizzical. Overly trusting as she was, she didn't expect him to attack her. He had no reason at this point, and she gave him the benefit of the doubt. The way she phrased her opinions seemed to get to him. As much as she was stubborn, she also liked to put the needs of others first. Of course, that was Emmett's need in tutoring. "But doesn't that make us acquaintances? 'A person known to one, but not friend with,' that's the definition. Aren't we acquainted then?" Was she just egging him on? Ah, she didn't care. Leave it to an ex-English lit major to say something like that.
She stopped in her doodling once again. Her drawing turned out to be a triangular looking man named Pythagorus. It was little things like that which actually helped her learn. Pneumonic device and all that. "We got a little sidetracked there," she noted, looking at the textbook. Nell didn't know whether or not she wanted any more debates with him. It left a bitter taste in her mouth. "Write down a problem you need help with?" An effort to get back on course. The library was silent once again, she could hear herself inhale. Almost too quiet in that horror b-movie way. But she was fine with it. She was fine with anything, easy to please. And libraries used to be her haunt. One library, actually. One memory that she could be certain of, not frightened by.
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Post by EMMETT HIKARU NAKAMURA on May 13, 2012 4:18:01 GMT -5
The tension in the air could be sliced with a knife. He honestly didn't have any intentions for this meeting to end up like this, but then again that was very naive thinking. Nell was the enemy and even if she refused to accept it, it was reality. Their world at the Academy was split directly in half. Black and white. Cats and dogs. They just weren't meant to mix. Not everything can be rainbows and cotton candy--even if it was appealing. "That quick?" he let out a short, sharp laugh. How can someone be so trusting? Naivety like that would not survive in this world. Emmett is surprised she even lasted this long. "One of these days you'll be screwed over. You should be careful." No matter the circumstances, people play dirty. It's unfortunately one of the worst traits in human nature, especially in this time of war.
Emmett looked at Nell with an expression of amusement. "Why are so intent on grouping us together?" he asked after a moment of silence. "I get it, you're my tutor and everything, but that doesn't exempt the fact that we're enemies." It was at the point where Emmett was just sick of it. Why was she so insistent about this? He paused, adverting his gaze in defeat. "Whatever. Doesn't even matter," he sighed. No point in arguing anymore, but of course, he was naturally curious as to Nell's reason. But that's for another day.
"I guess. On the bright side, I got a good review of history," he said, his voice dripping with fake enthusiasm. Emmett didn't know how much time passed, but at this rate, he and Nell wouldn't get anywhere. Their two different personalities forced them to drag this longer than it should have--heck, if they didn't go into pointless rants they'd probably would've been done right now and be on their merry way. "Find the sum of -10+3i and 5-2i. Then graph." He wrote it swiftly in his notebook, creating a rough graph, and waited patiently for Nell's further instructions. Might as well get this done and over with, he thought bitterly.
[ooc: sorry it's so short D: it's late and i tried so hard not to get word vomit like emmett does, but it seems like i tried too hard to the point it's barely anything D8]
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on May 13, 2012 14:34:24 GMT -5
Emmett's words were true. She was too naive for her own good. Some of it was because she knew the opposite, the way someone can completely shut off the world. Not trust it, not believe in it. Nell knew the worst of human condition. Even though she didn't know anything about herself or what she wanted to be, who she would become, she knew she didn't want to turn out like the person who proved to her that people really could break. And all she had to keep in mind was that what didn't kill you outright made you stronger. "Sarcasm is an art," she said, lying her hands flat on the notebook. She didn't really mean that she felt more safer, even if she did believe him when he said that he wasn't outwardly violent. "I'll keep an eye out," she told him, smiling a little bit. Her naivete may have been her downfall, but she didn't want to stop trusting the world. She saw more good in it than bad.
He seemed amused, and she met his eyes with that frank expression of hers that revealed nothing. Her fingers twirled around the pen, and she said, "Because I enjoy your reactions so much." Again with her joking, she was really bad with that. But honestly, she didn't mean any harm by it. She never meant harm. And in the rare times that she did, you knew. Bluntly honest and genuine, she didn't try to cover up things like that. If she hated you, you would know. But it was rarely ever that simple. She couldn't just hate someone, that was too black and white. She'd tried many times but it never worked. "I like a little debate." Nell winked at him, smile still situated on her face. "Enemies. A person who feels hatred for, fosters harmful designs against, or engages in antagonistic activities against another." She let that stand on its own, make of it what he will. And she simply smiled that charming little smile when he said that it was whatever.
Her smile was bright. "Need any help with that, I'm all yours." She enjoyed messing around a little too much, she hoped Emmett didn't mind. But it didn't really matter, did it, with how much he already disliked her. It was quite apparent that no matter what, she was an enemy. Plain and simple. And it didn't bother her that he thought of her that way. She didn't want to try and make him like her. Nell set out to be a support for people, but not if they didn't want it. Not if there were too many risks involved with it. She watched as the Thunder student wrote down his problem for her. "All right, you start off like this..." Nell showed him the problem, what went where and how to graph it on the lines he drew on his notebook. She was glad for the professionalism after that little break. "That make sense?" she asked in her professional voice, blinking at him curiously.
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Post by EMMETT HIKARU NAKAMURA on May 15, 2012 0:11:17 GMT -5
Emmett kept silent, settling into his brooding demeanor that often gets the best of him. He realized, no matter how late, that talking back just made things more awkward and painful for the both of them. Sure, it relieved a lot of stress with their sarcastic and underhanded comments being thrown at each other, but it also just built up more...unpleasantness, for the lack of a better word. Emmett wanted to get out of there as soon as he could, but it wasn't helping that his word vomit kept spilling out. It's like his mouth and brain never cooperated correctly when an enemy was around. "Ah, something we can finally agree with." Barely anything that came out of Emmett's mouth wasn't sarcasm. He lived off it, because it was the one thing that kept people away from him. "Good." And he didn't say anything more on the subject.
"Lovely. Hope I didn't disappoint." A faint trace of a smirk lingered on his lips, and this time his eyes didn't waver from Nell's. He was past the whole awkward thing--it's gotten to a point where Emmett was indifferent to the situation. Tutoring was just a mere thought in the back of his head now. Of course, he would have to tell his professor the tutoring went well, that no problems occurred, he and Nell got along fine, blah blah blah--even though none of it is true. A white lie never hurt anyone. Besides, it would just be a sign for his professor to stop him from making anymore future arrangements with any other ahem, students that he wasn't tolerant with. Nell was enough. "Nice." He snapped his fingers, as if feigning a victory. "So you do understand the concept of enemies."
Emmett's face briefly molded into distaste before holding his hands up to decline. "No thanks." He turned his head, then muttered under his breath, "Today was torture enough." Emmett cleared his throat roughly, now trying to make himself seem busy with the math problem. He nodded every now and then, to show Nell he understood, and surprisingly, she was a good tutor. Not that he'd admit that aloud, but he was getting the hang of it. "Yeah, I think I do," he said, his eyebrows furrowed in concentration. "Can we do another problem? Just to make sure..."
About an hour later, they finished all the practice problems Emmett provided. He slumped in his chair in satisfaction. They actually got stuff done with barely any sarcastic banter--which he was thankful for--and he finally understood the math concept. A small smile lingered on Emmett's face and he nearly jumped up in happiness (whether it was in finally understanding the math or finally being able to leave, he wasn't sure). "Thanks, teach," he said, almost unwillingly, but with a faint trace of thankfulness. His face was void of any emotion, but he nodded at Nell slightly before heading towards the exit. Emmett let out a sigh, and without turning back, made a swift movement with two of his fingers, almost like a salute, to signal his goodbye.
Hopefully for good.
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