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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Dec 6, 2011 20:42:22 GMT -5
It’s cold. The thought was really the only one that would register through the mind-numbing chill, and as she thought it she blinked away the tears in her eyes created by the extreme weather. Really, Canada? she thought, though there was affection there. She loved the country, she loved her life, and…And why can’t I be happy about that? Nell had slipped away during the time she’d usually have eaten. She wasn’t hungry, and she knew that she should at least be trying. She should be eating even if she wasn’t hungry, but sometimes she honestly forgot. How could you forget about food? It would have been ludicrous to think months ago, but it was her reality now and she couldn’t change that. Nell hated the way life had become, the ways she could feel her ribs now, the way that she would rather curl up and sleep more than anything nowadays, the way that it felt as if her therapist thought she didn’t want to make it better. I’m trying, she thought desperately, and this time the tears she felt were probably not only from the cold. But she couldn’t be too sure. Everything felt numb.
And her thoughts returned to a static hum, it felt like her brain was rattling around in her head but she was pretty sure that wasn’t possible. Mind over matter. She popped the collar of her jacket against her ears and breathed out, her breath a white cloud in front of her mouth. The snow crunched under her boots as she headed toward the wilderness, not caring that it probably wasn’t the best decision. She should be inside, warm, but she knew she wanted to sleep. She couldn’t do that when she had other classes to get to later. Instead, she opted for the numb of the winter cold, and it was working well. If only she wasn’t so tiny—the dropping pounds also meant she was more susceptible to the cold. It wasn’t something she appreciated, especially now, but it was also something she couldn’t change at this point in time. Looking up at the trees, the pale sky that looked like it had a veil of clouds rolled over it, she decided that today would be a good day for stupid decisions.
She brought her gaze back down to the copse, the land before her. Thistles and branches reached up from under the snow as if they were drowning and trying to grasp at life. Everything that made Earth students happy lay dormant, including the Earth student herself. She brought herself up to a tree, ran her hand down the trunk, leaned her forehead against the bark. "Hey there, amigo," she murmured. Closed her eyes. When she opened them back up, her lids almost sticking together, she saw the green leaves that would be soon to fade. It was funny to think that a year ago that day, she wouldn’t have been able to do much without Josh’s help in clearing the area. And now here she was, a college student, under a tree that was going to fall into its deep hibernation again no matter what she did. A forlorn smile tugged at her lips, and she turned, leaning back against the large trunk, enjoying the life in it while it lasted. This was not college work. As a college student, she could do much better.
Picking herself up, feeling a few strands of her hair get caught in the tree, she looked at the expanse of white that was around her. She focused hard, just as she’d done with the tree, and expelled her energy out toward the earth beneath her feet. After a few minutes, she realized she’d been holding her breath, and she let out a hard gasp, dropping against the bark of the tree. Maybe she made the earth splinter a little bit, she couldn’t tell underneath the snow. Stupid idea, yeah. She smiled again. Nell knew that she should be heading back inside, that she had expended some energy she should have kept to battle the snow on trying out an earthquake, but she decided it’d be better to rest. Feeling the snow seep into her jeans, she shook out her freezing hands and started making her way up the tree, biting her lip to keep herself from crying out because of the bark cutting into her fingers. She had a high-pain threshold, this was nothing. Or at least, that’s what she convinced herself. Nell curled up on the branch of her flourishing tree, sure that her lips were blue, because she couldn’t feel them anymore. At least it was helping her forget.
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Post by gabriellaseong on Dec 7, 2011 21:50:16 GMT -5
Gabriella was having a tough day. The eighteen year old was being grilled by her elemental professor to practice more than she usually does. The girl practices at least an hour and a half every day. He told her that she needed more time with my element, just to get used to its movements. Didn’t she do that when she was fourteen? Why does she need to go back to the basics? The girl sighed as she kicked some snow beneath her boots. Snow is made of water, it’s just colder, but sadly she can only manipulate pure water, not snow, or ice. Only the powerful water elementals could do that, and she knows she’s not powerful enough. She can practice by the lake; maybe even soak herself in it just to feel its movements, like the professor suggested. But it’s far too cold for that. The girl kicked another pile of snow. The girl was just walking around campus, trying to clear her mind, and she didn’t care where she was headed.
If she did take her professor’s suggestions about practicing even more than she does usually, Gabriella knew she would improve and impress her professor, but what about her other classes? Math isn’t and never will be her strong suit. She can’t afford to fail classes now, even the elemental course. What is an eighteen year old to do? Continue to sit and study Biology, Chem, Math, etc. or practice her elemental as much as possible? One of Gabi’s long term goals is to master her element, but another one is also to continue her education and work in the medical field like her mother, well more like her father. She doesn’t want to be a doctor, but a doctor’s assistant. The girl doesn’t have the stomach for surgeries.
Gabi started to think of how to schedule her week, she patted her pockets looking for her “travel” size planner but she didn’t have it with her. The girl let out another sigh and just visualized how her schedule would look on her planner. Gabriella shook her head when her planner page became a bit too messy. I just wish we had more time during the day. The girl thought as a cold wind blew past her. Gabi thought her life would be amazing as someone who can manipulate water, but it doesn’t seem to be so amazing after all. Her mother is sure that she can go over any obstacle, but Gabi isn’t sure that she really can. The girl furrowed her eyebrows when she saw a dark figure in the forest. What is a person doing in there? It’s dangerous. The girl thought as she started to inch closer herself. It could be good practice to if anything happens.
The girl carries a bottle of water with her wherever she goes. A girl needs to stay hydrated during this dry season. Gabriella’s hair has a charge every time she combs it when it’s dry. So if her hair is acting crazy, then she needs to keep her body hydrated. As Gabi walked deeper into the forest she saw the figure climbing up the tree. She still couldn’t figure out who it was but she decided to not stand under the occupied tree. Gabi thought it could be an animal getting ready to jump her, but the figure that she saw looked human, so she as probably safe, unless that person was a fire elemental or thunder. Gabriella found a spot that was not covered with snow, and decided to sit down, but it looked a bit too wet, so she decided to just lean on a tree instead. The girl looked up hoping it wasn’t the tree that had someone or some creature up there waiting to pounce on her, and to her relief no one’s going to ambush her, just yet.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Dec 7, 2011 22:21:45 GMT -5
Nell may not have been too focused at that point, but she could hear the crunching of the snow when someone approached. Of course, observance of her surroundings was something she conditioned into herself from a young age. She spent a lot of time traversing the streets of South Bronx, if only to get to the library or park, but that didn’t mean she could ever let her guard down. It scared her to think of how foolish she’d been in her childhood, but in all honesty, her home wasn’t much safer than the streets. Her mother had tried to kill her, after all, so she got the same treatment no matter what. And besides, the library and park were her safe places, the bases in her childhood game of tag. It wasn’t really a game, though, it was more like survival, but the idea was the same. She had a short amount of time when she could be safe before she had to leave and start running again, from her mother who was ‘it’. Before, these thoughts would have been easily pushed aside. They wouldn’t have been a problem at all. But now that her defenses were lowered, she had to squeeze her eyes shut, not caring anymore if the footsteps were those of a predator.
Taking a deep breath and taking the freezing air into her lungs, she opened her eyes and directed her gaze down. Her eyes were good enough that she could make out the dark head of hair, and it seemed as if she was holding something in her hand as she leaned against the trunk. She leaned over to get a better look, and realized too late that she may have leaned over a bit too far and the next thing she knew was the rushing of wind and a hard impact. Face flat in the snow next to the girl, she inhaled sharply, coughing on the snow, before lifting her face up and blinking the clustered flakes from her eyelashes. She now saw that the brunette was Gabriella, a girl she knew from last year. She wriggled her body to see if there was any damage, anything broken, but it wasn’t high enough to cause anything serious. She moved her hip, and winced, knowing a bruise would be forming there and a few other places. ”Word to the wise: snow is not soft.” She gave the girl a crooked grin as she pulled herself up, brushing off the snow that was stark against her black jacket, ignoring the aching in several parts of her body that experienced the highest impact. Nell wasn’t too easily affected by pain in that she didn’t cry out or complain about it. She had built up a shell long ago.
She didn’t try to stand just yet, thinking it might be stupid as she moved her ankle around. It felt like there might be a sprain. She wasn’t going to tell Gabriella that. ”So Gabby, what brings you out to the Canadian tundra?” she asked airily, as if she hadn’t just fallen out of a tree and possibly injured herself. ”I haven’t seen you in a while. Keeping yourself busy? You’re a sophomore now, right?” Nell tried to shift into a more comfortable position, didn’t even wince when she moved the leg with the possibly-sprained ankle. She was more interested in the other girl right now, only half her mind focused on taking her hair out from its clip and readjusting it. Of course, the Water graduate may have been wondering what she had been doing open in the tree—even though it may have been obvious, what with its healthy looking back and green foliage—but Nell never thought that anything she did would be questioned. It was all normal for her, after all. ”Did you do anything over winter break?” she asked, her eyes light and curious. She loved making conversation, even out in the freezing cold. She was sure her face looked pleasant, all red and blotchy.
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Post by gabriellaseong on Dec 8, 2011 23:11:14 GMT -5
Gabriella was in her thoughts when she heard someone fall down right next to her. She was startled then looked to her left to find Nell on the floor. She kneeled next to her to see if she was okay. Gabriella has known Nell for about a year now. The girl hoped that she was alright, from where she fell, it seemed a pretty good fall for some broken bones. The girl chuckled when Nell said that snow isn't soft. Well it does harden if it's been on the ground for a few days, and there weren't any soft snow left.
"Thanks for the advice, but are you okay?" Gabriella asked her friend and ally. She watched Nell as she winced when she moved her hip, and Gabi did not miss the wince that came across her face. The girl was going to help her up but she managed herself. Nell dealt with pain better than she ever would. Gabriella has never liked the feeling of pain, physically and emotionally. Well, lucky for her she hasn't really dealt with any emotional pain of being in a relationship, yet.
The girl stood up once she knew Nell was going to be alright. Maybe she should bring her out of the dangerous forest and into the medical wing. Gabi was not going to force her, maybe just suggest that she should go for her injuries could be more serious than just bad bruises. "Just trying to clear my mind, what about you?" The girl asked taking a sip from her water bottle. Her lips were feeling a bit chapped so she took out her chapstick and put some on her dried lips. She has to do so much just to stay moisturized. "Yeah, I've been busy - training and studying. Yup, I'm a sophomore now. Gabi replied with a smile. She didn't think she could make it this far, but she did so that's one accomplishment she was proud of. Her mother always encouraged her to keep trying and give it her best. She says that all the time whenever she starts a new school year.
"Nope nothing much really. How about you?" Gabriella asked wondering what Nell did for winter break. Most of the trees were already bare, and seeing as the tree that Nell fell from still had it's leaves, there's only one reason why she was up there. The earth elementals love nature, and Nell likes her trees to be full of life. "Nell, do you want to go the medical wing?" Gabriella asked remembering what she thinking about earlier. Hopefully her injuries were just bruises, Nell is a tough girl.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Dec 9, 2011 15:59:23 GMT -5
Shaking out her hair like a dog, it took a second for Nell to reply, ”Yeah, it’s all good.” Her smile said as much, too. Gab was a nice girl, she didn’t want her to have to worry herself about the Earth student’s stupidity. She was actually rather coordinated when it counted. However, sometimes she did things without thinking or considering the outcome. Falling out of trees was a bit unusual, but she also made a point to fall out of her bed whenever she got caught in her sheets and tried to get out. It wasn’t very surprising for her, and like everything else, it didn’t bother her too much. Even now, she was not easily perturbed.
Nell leaned back in the snow, feeling it soak through her jeans, through her hands—which was good, like an icepack for her bumps and bruises. ”The cold air is definitely good for that,” she told Gab amiably as she looked at the trees all around. Seeing all the bare trees didn’t make her too sad, since she knew there would be a rebirth come spring. Always hopeful, always looking on the bright side. As long as she didn’t factor herslf into anything. ”Practicing.” She gestured toward the tree in all its living glory. ”I wanted to see if I can start trying out the earthquake stuff, but the snow makes it hard.” She certainly wasn’t strong enough to make the snow split apart or anything like that. She wondered if she ever would be. Nell always felt that she was behind her peers, even now that she didn’t have to take as many supplementary classes. Of course, she still took a lot—no mater what, it didn’t feel like she was ever caught up. Besides, she liked keeping busy. It took her mind off of things and made her feel useful. ”Looks like we both have a busy year ahead of us,” she commented. She never thought she’d be a graduate, especially when the trial was acting as a barrier. But here she was, back at the Academy, and she was happy for it. She especially liked being in college like her boyfriend—she didn’t feel quite as naïve compared to him, even though she was still very much so.
Talking about winter break, Nell almost balked. But she fluidly told her friend, ”Went to New York, but mostly hung out at home or built snowmen and the such.” She told her friends that she was going to New York for vacation, but that was very much a lie. And as she hated talking about anything with herself, she didn’t elaborate or anything. If Gabby didn’t know about the trial, the Earth girl wasn’t going to tell her. ”I like winter and all, but my brethren are especially immune to the snow and cold,” she said with a light smile playing on her lips. ”You guys probably don’t mind too much, right?” Snow was just a form of water, after all, but the cold may have been a problem. The Fire elementals took care of that with their spiked body temperatures, and Josh—being a graduate—could manipulate heat. It came in handy, and sometimes made her wish she was a Fire elemental. However, she wouldn’t trade her element for anything, even if it meant constant warmth.
Nell picked herself up and kept her face placcid as she leaned against the trunk of the tree, picking up her injured leg and carefully wiping off snow from the boot. ”Eh, they won’t do much. I’ll head down in a little bit to get ice for my ankle. But I’m not too worried.” It was like her to put off taking care of injuries, and she remembered a time when that had angered Josh. That was when they were just coming into an awkward sort-of friendship last year, when the war that had her as a target began. He had every right to be concerned. ”I wanna hang around here a little more, see what else I can do. The snow is a limiter, but I can work with it.” She wanted to start manipulating dirt and the such, but the snow was also a problem there. Plus, she had a long way to go before she started accomplishing anything big. ”What have you been practicing? Can I see?”
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Post by gabriellaseong on Dec 11, 2011 18:41:15 GMT -5
Gabriella watched as Nell shook her head, to rid of the snow that was on her hair. Some of it splashed onto her, but she didn't care. She'll dry off soon. "That's good news." Gabi replied feeling relieved that she was okay. Maybe they are just bumps and bruises from the fall. Gabriella hasn't fallen from a tree just yet, but she did fall from a slide when she was younger, and her ulna had a hairline fracture. It did hurt, but all she needed was a cast so she wouldn't make it worse. A lot of her friends drew so many silly things on it. Most of them were excited that I had a cast because they had an extra canvas to create their little characters.
The eighteen year old smiled at that memory. It wasn't the happiest day when it happened, but to laugh about it later was something that Gabi can appreciate. "Agreed, I can never really clear my mind when I'm inside the academy," Gabriella said agreeing with Nell. Whenever she was out and about with nature, she was always able to clear her mind, and do somethings that she never thought she could. Gabi twisted the cap of her water bottle off and took a sip, before sealing the bottle with the cap again. Gabi nodded when she heard that Nell was practicing. The girl scanned the forest and saw that almost all of the trees nearby were bare, except for the one that was right next to her. "Wish I could help, even though snow is made of water, I can't manipulate it." The girl was sure that Nell already knew that water elementals can't manipulate snow. She can turn it into ice, but not turn it into water. If Nell needed the snow to melt, today, she'll have to ask a fire elemental for that. "Indeed we do," Gabriella replied, she can see her year now. Her professor nagging at her throughout the year to practice practice practice.
"Wow, New York, I have never been there. I heard the people in New York aren't really the friendly type," Well, it probably isn't true, but that's what a lot of people had said about New York. Gabi hasn't dreamed about going to New York, but it's also known as "the city that never sleeps". She wants to see if that's true, also. Sure New York maybe be one of the most polluted states, but also one of the most amazing places to go for a family trip. "No we don't mind, snow is somewhat our element," Gabi said with a small chuckle. It would be fun to be able to shape the snow into something more original than a snow man. If she could manipulate the snow, Gabriella might make it in a form a of reindeer or a "winter" flower.
"True. You hurt your ankle?" The girl asked concerned, now. Nell acted as if she didn't hurt her ankle, and she fell for it. Falling from that height she probably would have sprained something, but the way she landed didn't suggest that she sprained her ankle. Gabriella didn't see her position when she was up on the tree, so she wouldn't have known. "But you hurt your ankle, you should get that iced soon, before it starts swelling," Gabi was more concerned about her ankle than her improving in her elemental skills right now. She needs to take care of her body. She could make some ice cubes, but there's no towels to keep the ice from frosting her skin. Gabi was trying to think of something that can help her friend, but her thoughts were interrupted when Nell asked her if she could see what she's been doing. "Yeah, of course," The girl said. She rubbed her hands together just to warm them up, and turned the patch of snow in front of her to ice. She smiled that she managed to turn the top half of it to ice, but that drained her a bit. She grabbed her water bottle and took a big gulp of water. "How about icing your ankle now?" Gabi asked walking towards the block of ice she managed to make. She sliced it with the water she had in her bottle, and managed to cut the ice into little cubes. Then the girl remembered she had her handkerchief. She has plenty so using this as a cloth should help.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Dec 11, 2011 20:40:53 GMT -5
Nell supposed she and the other girl could relate on a level. Hell, most elementals could relate to each other. They were in a way attuned to nature thanks to their powers. Perhaps that’s why a castle suited them best instead of a newer building—technology is not something that they easily connect with, but nature was, and where the school was, they got a lot of nature. The Canadian wilderness sprawled all around, the castle tucked into the mountains as if it had always been there, and wasn’t at all man-made. It made her found, thinking about the Academy. She loved this place, and she couldn’t think of anywhere else—save the apartment she wanted to move away from—as home. These thoughts helped with a lot of worse feelings, and so she held onto them. Sighing almost wistfully, Nell leaned further back, the bruises forming on her body pulsating as if to remind her they were there. ”I need a Fire elemental up in this place,” she joked. It had been helpful when she had come out here last year before she’d been dating Josh and he had cleared an area for her to praactice. It would probably be a good idea to bring him out again to help with this.
She laughed whole-heartedly at what Gabi said, almost astounded that the stereotype had reached Canada. ”I’m shvitzing, you know. I’m from New Yawk,” she joked. Her accent was still strong thanks to the area she grew up in and the fact that her father, the man who taught her both languages she knew fluently, had an accent as well. ”It’s true. Probably because everyone is going places, always rushing, always busy. It’s a hectic life, but a nice place to visit. Not like Canada, really.” She preferred Canada, and Maple Hollow that wasn’t quite as busy as the hub of activity that was New York City. Of course, there were places in the state away from the city that were peaceful, but she only knew the borough she’d grown up in, the Bronx. She chuckled a bit. ”Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be another element. But then I remember that I love being a hippie too much, and I stop.” Her eyes were sparkling, and it was amazing what her friends could do for her and her mood nowadays. She needed it, needed these people in her life to help her. But she didn’t want to be greedy or clingy, and that was what stopped her from revealing this.
Nell moved her foot a bit to gauge the pain in her ankle, and laughed as a nervous reaction when a tingling sensation ran up her leg. ”Must have fell on my foot at a weird angle,” she said nonchalantly, because it wasn’t bothering her as long as she kept it straight and still. That would make going to the medical wing difficult, but she’d manage. She’d travelled distances with worse. It warmed her in this freezing temperature to know that Gabi was concerned, but that was the part of her that liked to be selfish. The part that would rather have her friends not concern themselves with her problems said, ”I think the snow is working its magic,” she said with a half-smile, trying to remember not to move her ankle again lest she get another jolt of pain to remind her that she injured it. Instead of focusing on her pain, Nell watched as the older elemental used her water bottle to create ice, always astounded by shows like that of elemental prowess. She clapped her hands, which felt like the only uninjured part of her body. She grinned at the question and said, ”Sure. I can create a big leaf or something to hold it.” Of course, she didn’t know that Gab had anything on her, and she was willing to use her powers to help with that. It would be rather hard with the cold, but she simply looked for a leaf that had fallen from her healthy tree to the ground and used that instead of starting from scratch. It grew larger, curling at the ends until Nell believed it would be suited to her purposes. ”There,” she chimed. ”Now you can put the ice in there.” She placed it on her lap to balance it, waiting for Gab to fill it with her ice. It would certainly help, and Nell would of course thank her, but she wasn’t about to complain.
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Post by gabriellaseong on Dec 13, 2011 1:53:40 GMT -5
Gabriella nearly froze when Nell said she needed a fire elemental with them, she knew she was joking, but she did not want to see what would happen if one did just walk into the forest and bump into them. The only water she'll have is her water bottle. Nell's hurt, so she can't really do much. Gabi thought that if Nell moved more of the small blood vessels will break, causing the area to be even more sensitive. She hasn't had any pleasant encounters with the fire elementals, she had one person in mind, but the only person that has never attacked her was a fire elemental that was at least a year older than her. He's quite different from the rest of them. But to just go along with Nell's joke she let out a small laugh. It's just a joke, and fire elementals are the only ones who can melt the snow that's covering the dirt, now mud underneath.
Nell's hearty laugh filled the air after Gabriella said that she heard people in New York aren't that friendly. She didn't know why it amused her, but Gabi just assumed that she was from New York, and the fact that she's been there, makes that stereotype amusing. And her assumption was, right. The girl smiled at her emphasized New York accent. "I see, I wouldn't want to be bothered if I had to go somewhere," Gabriella said, thinking about the times where she stressed about finals, and how many more she will have. Who wants to be bothered when they're busy, and have things to do? Gabriella wouldn't want to be bothered, she thinks she would snap at the person whoever dared to derail her train of thought. The girl let out a small chuckle when Nell mentioned how she loved being a hippie. Of course she doesn't think she is, but hippies were earth lovers, and Earth elementals are just that. "Don't we all want what we don't have?" Gabi said agreeing with Nell. She always wondered what it would be like to be a Wind elemental, to not have conflict with anyone. Life as a Water elemental is quite tough with Fire being thrown at us. She doesn't mind being a Water elemental, she just thought about it.
"Something tells me it's more than just a sprain," Gabi said when she heard the nervous laugh coming from Nell. Nervous laugh, means something is wrong, she learned that from her brother. He never wanted her to concern over him, so he always had a nervous laugh whenever he didn't tell her the actual extent of his injury, or worries. Sure, Gabriella had worries of her own, but she can't just not worry about her family and friends. Gabriella watched as Nell grabbed a leaf that fell from the only tree with green leaves. She smiled as she gently put the little ice cubes she made on top of the leaves. "Feel better?" The girl asked, she wanted to see if her ankle was swollen, if not she won't be needing the ice. Your previous laugh was a nervous one, was it because of your ankle?" Gabriella wanted to make sure she's doing the right thing to heal her ankle, not to make it worse.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Dec 13, 2011 18:51:29 GMT -5
The Earth girl didn’t recognize Gab’s nervousness at the mention of the Fire element, even though her reply should have been a clue. She was wary of them, too—they had supported the Thunders in the war that targeted her and they had been not at all friendly in the war currently going on—but she could never be too stand-offish or angry with one. She wasn’t that type of person, and besides, her own boyfriend was one. He proved that not all stereotypes are true, even though Josh was very much a Fire, no matter who he aligned himself with. And speaking of stereotypes, Nell honestly didn’t mind them. It was why she was willing to be called a hippie, or have someone say that New Yorkers have bad attitude. Mainly because the latter is true. ”Now imagine an entire city of people like you,” she told her, because it was true. It was hub of activity, its nickname of ‘the city that never sleeps’ true—because everyone was too hopped up on coffee to get through their days. She enjoyed the energy, that was true, the fact that there was always something to do. But she’d grown a fondness for Canada in her year spent there. Maybe it was because of the Academy, or maybe because it was the place where she made her home as a free woman. Whatever it was, she knew that wherever she went, she’d always return to this place.
Gab’s words made her think. What we don’t have? Nell didn’t know if she yearned for anything, really. Of course it’d be nice to be Wind, but they were still forced to choose sides in a war like this. Otherwise, they would be sitting ducks. But that wasn’t something she yearned for, not at all. Was there anything that she did want more than anything else? It was often a dillemma she faced when folding her cranes. What would she wish for? Everyone to be safe and happy. No, Gabbi spoke of something you should want for yourself. That was the problem. Nell never thought about herself, so it was a chore to think of something that she wanted. ”I guess so,” she said airily. She thought too much nowadays, and she really wished that she could stop. After all, her thouhts were dangerous things now with sharp edges, ready to poke at her psyche and rip a hole in every defense she built up during her life. People. People will help. Talking to others kept her mind off of the bad things, after all.
Nell blinked, silence reigning in the copse of trees before she spoke again. ”Really?” she questioned curiosuly. ”What makes you say that?” She wasn’t trying to prove Gab wrong or anything, she was just curiously. Nell had never suffered from broken bones, mostly just cuts and bruises and split lips, cigarette burns and one incident that was free of repression that she’d rather not have to think about. It had never gone as far as broken bones—for which she was glad, because god knows it would have set wrong or she may have gotten an infection, and Mia wouldn’t have helped her. The thoughts slowly rose up to choke her, and she knew she should stop before she went too deep into her psyche. Usually that only happened when she was alone, and so she relied on Gab’s company to keep her from that. Nell nodded as she focused on thickening the leaf, trying to bond the molecules closer together before saying, ”Yeah, definitely better.” It made her colder, as well, but right now that wasn’t really a concern. She grinned at her friend. ”You should be a doctor or something, Gabs.” As usual, her compliment was sincere, and she was ready to give more whenever need be. Nell tilted her head. ”I think so. Nervous reaction to pain.” When she felt it, that was her immediate reaction. Luckily, she wasn’t the only one. Others with injuries sometimes laughed and cried at the same time when they got an injury. ”Why?”
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Post by gabriellaseong on Dec 15, 2011 20:22:21 GMT -5
The girl did as she was told, and did not see a pretty picture. All she saw were me and women in business attire rushing to the Rockefeller Building or any other skyscrapers in New York that are buzzing with business. People might even be fighting over taxi cabs because they all have somewhere to go. "Yeah, it's not a pretty picture," Gabi said wincing at the thought of being in that type of crowd everyday and night, but then again the bright side of New York are the lights that are on all night long. But then they can't really see the stars are night. Gabi believes that the stars are the most beautiful source of light anyone can admire. Maybe she should take astronomy next year.
Gabriella smiled when Nell agreed that most people do want what they don't have. Humans are selfish so it's true that we all want what we can't have, even when we know we definitely cannot have whatever it is. When Gabi was younger she wanted a lot of things, until she started to realize that she had all she needed, but of course she still yearned for things, but reminded herself she probably doesn't need it, and could spend her money on something actually useful. Gabi still yearns for things, she tries not to think about it too much, but it always comes back to haunt her while she's bored or wandering around the grounds.
"Your laugh, gave it away," Gabriella said wanting to examine her ankle. She should just in case, the ice could be making it worse. The girl knelt in front of Nell's iced ankle. Her foot wasn't out of place, so nothing was broken. She needed the sun to permeate through the leaves right now, it's a bit too dark for her to see if anything is wrong. For her to know, would be to move Nell's foot to see if she can use her foot. Then she heard Nell telling her that she should be a doctor or something. That reminded her of her dad. He was one of the best doctors in the Emergency Room, and he's gone. "No, I don't think I can go through another four years of medical school," The girl said with a smile. Four years of graduate school does not sound fun. She has thought about being a registered nurse like her mother, but she wants to work in a clinic with a pediatrician, so her mom suggested being a physician assistant. The girl thought that was a great idea. "Just hoping it wasn't for another source of pain," The girl said as she put both of her knees down on the snow, letting it soak through her jeans. "Is it alright if I examine your ankle? Just a head's up, I'll have to take off your shoe,"
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Dec 15, 2011 21:56:35 GMT -5
Nell sat still like a good little patient when Gabi inspected her ankle. She hated feeling like a patient, but she was a cooperative one. Visits to the doctor didn’t bother her. She was compliant and nice and didn’t even care when when she had to get needles, for vaccinations or anything else. They didn’t really bother her, and she would give blood and watch the vial fill up without batting an eyelash. She’d experienced worse, and in giving blood, she was helping someone else. That was why she did it in the first place. However, she realized that now she was probably underweight, even though she hadn’t weighed herself in a long time. She was somewhat certain that she was under the 110 pound mark, which made her feel bad. Nell was destroying her body, and it was scary to realize just how much.
When Gabi replied, Nell simply smiled. She didn’t know that the other girl’s parents were doctors. She usually didn’t ask, and only came to know this information if a friend told her. ”I’m sure you can do it,” she said confidently. Of course, if one really didn’t like school, it wasn’t necessary to go through so much. But she had faith in her friends that they could do anything they wanted to. She made a wonderful motivational speaker to the people she cared about. ”But four more years does sound like a long time. If you’re passionate about it, though…” Josh certainly was, she knew that, so she expected him to be going to graduate school. It sometimes made her dizzy, thinking about the fact that he had a double major now and he was also going to go to medical school. Well, she at least believed he would, because that would be necessary for becoming a doctor. ”What do you want to do? Are you interested in the medical field?” Nell asked curiously, tilting her head, still being careful not to move her foot like she normally would have were it un-injured. If Gab didn’t want to go into it, she could just say that she didn’t know, and so it wasn’t a too-personal question.
Nell nodded when the Water elemental explained her reasoning, feeling the chill seeping deep now with the added ice. She wasn’t worried about getting sick, however—she never did. She considered that one time when she had the flu as a freak incident, but she would also be quicker to acknowledge sickness if she fell ill again, no matter how much it scared her. I’m already ill, she thought, reminding herself of the clinical depression. That was something mentally wrong with her, and it terrified her. She was once assured that she wouldn’t become like her mother thanks to Josh’s research, but she wasn’t so sure now that she had a similar illness. ”Go ahead,” she told Gabi when the girl kneeled in the snow. She lifted up her leg a bit, proud in how she didn’t wince at all even though there was some more pain. ”I don’t mind. I’m already cold enough,” she joked about having her shoe take off. It might actually be nice, having her sneaker removed because her ankle was definitely swelling.
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Post by gabriellaseong on Dec 17, 2011 23:48:22 GMT -5
Gabriella was still trying to see if her ankle was swelling, when Nell told her that she thinks that she can survive four years of medical school. The girl can't imagine having to endure four years of cadaver labs. Gabi remembers her mom mentioning that she had to go through that when she was working on being a nurse, and how her father obviously had to go through that also. she wasn't sure if the students aiming just to be physician assistants, had to go through cadavers. She never had a strong stomach for seeing a corpse. Sometimes the girl wonders why she always wanted to be in the medical field. Sure the majority of her family all work in the medical field but that doesn't give her the natural talent to be a doctor. "Thanks," The girl replied with a smile. It was nice to know that someone else besides her mom had faith in her.
Gabriella has thought about being a doctor but after seeing how the emergency room was, she changed her mind when she was still in there. If she chose to be a Nurse she could be stationed at the ER whenever a doctor needed her, and she did not want that to happen to her on her shift. So thanks to her mother she decided on a career she knows she will fall in love with. "My father was passionate about his job, he always talked about it with us, but my brother and I would be grossed out about the details," The girl said laughing a bit. She missed him, and his excitement about procedures that he had to do in the emergency room. Gabi even remembered him telling her that the four years will fly by, if she really wants to be a doctor, if not, the four years are going to be a drag. And the girl agreed, when she didn't like learning about something it seemed like the class would never end. "I would like to be a physician assistant," The girl replied to Nell's question. The girl can't wait to get her license to practice, that's how much she wants to work with a doctor, and make sure the children are growing in a healthy environment. "How about you?" She as curious about what Nell wanted to do. She wasn't sure what she would want to do.
When Nell nodded, giving Gabi permission to examine her ankle, out in the cold she was careful not to make her feet touch the snow. She even decided to leave the sock on, to keep her feeth warm. She rolled it down to look at her swollen ankle. The girl winced, Nell's ankle didn't look so good. "Ouch, how did you handle this?" The girl asked looking at Nell. Gabi would have been sitting there clutching her ankle in pain. Her ankle even started to bruise a bit. The girl put Nell's foot on her knee, and pulled out her handkerchief. It wasn't long enough to be a bandage, but it should help. Gabi wrapped it around her swollen ankle, and tied it tight to stop the blood from flowing to her ankle. She rolled her sock back up to it's original height. "I suggest keeping your shoe off," Gabi said making sure that the handkerchief would stay on.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Dec 18, 2011 14:14:26 GMT -5
Nell liked it when her friends told her about their families. It may have been wrong of her, considering how little they knew about her own, but she really liked to know about the dynamics of every person’s lives. So she could ask “How’s Michael doing?” or “Did your mother finally take down the Christmas decorations?” because she always remembered the little things. ”I would think so,” she said, smiling when Bag mentioned the ER. She’d only been there twice, once after her mother had stabbed her, and the second after she’d had an allergic reaction to okra. Still, the things seen there were not very pleasant. When the Water girl told her about her future occupation, Nell grinned. ”So that basically is a doctor, right?” she said. ”See, I knew you had the smarts. It’s like ESP or something, I swear.” She was only joking of course, even though she pulled quite the serious face for that.
Then Gab asked what she wanted to do, and Nell didn’t really have an answer for that. ”I haven’t really thought about it,” she replied honestly, feeling like a loser next to Gab’s obvious ambition. How could she surround herself with such driven people who wanted to be doctors, and she couldn’t even think of anything she wanted to do with her life. ”There’s so many interesting occupations out there, though. I just need to settle on one, yanno.” She was majoring in English and Literature, mainly because that’s what she liked and was good at. Her mind wandered to the question of whether or not her father would approve, or if he’d rather have her major in World Language, which almost drew a laugh from her. But then she remembered the way she was treating him, and it seemed much less humorous. ”I have time,” she finished off, scratching the back of her head and closing an eye as if considering her options. What did she want to do with all this freedom she had? What did she like doing? As of late, sleeping would be tops on the list, but she didn’t think one could do that for a living.
She leaned over to get a look at her ankle after Gab rolled it down, and wrinkled her nose before smiling. ”Looks like I’m about to grow a second foot.” The sight didn’t bother her too much, and she thought of how a doctor could have been a great occupation considering she wouldn’t mind surgeries. But then she thought of her grades, and the stress, and didn’t know if that was right for her. Nell shrugged at the question. ”Eh, I guess people react to pain differently,” she said nonchalantly. Nell wasn’t much of a crier, especially when it came to physical pain, and she’d built up an unfortunate tolerance to certain injuries. Of course, she still felt pain, just not in the extreme amounts as she once would have. Gab was rather professional in her care of the wounded ankle, and Nell thought of how she’d make an excellent PA. She’d make an excellent anything, really, it was clear in everything about the Water graduate. Nell didn’t wince when she tightened the hankerchief around her ankle, though it did send a sharp pain through her body. ”Can do,” Nell said obediently. ”So what’s the diagnosis? Sprain…or worse?” She said the last part with an air of dramatics, grinning afterward. Even though she knew Gab was serious about this, she couldn’t help the joking.
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Post by gabriellaseong on Dec 26, 2011 23:52:03 GMT -5
When she mentioned her father, all those memories of her father figure filled her vision for a bit. The girl missed him, and longed to hear his voice again, but she knows that isn't possible. There is no way to bring the dead back, and they don't belong to be among the living anyways. Her brother has the same name as their father, and he did start to sound like him when he was in high school. Gabriella remembered how she mistook him for their dad. The girl snapped out of her thoughts when she heard Nell ask her if being a Physician Assistant is like being a doctor. "I guess," the girl said shrugging her shoulders. "I just won't have the title of a "doctor"." Gabi added while using air quotes. The girl shook her head when Nell said that she had the "smarts" for medical school. "No, I just work hard," Gabriella said thinking back to how hard she worked to try and manage her abilities.
Gabriella has been working hard in her academics for most of her life. Especially math, it was never her strong suit, and she believes it will not be. The only thing that Gabi likes about going into the medical field are the sciences that she has to take. She enjoys learning about the human body in Biology, and Anatomy's quite fun, except for the fact that she has to see cadavers for the lab hours. That's the one thing she hated to see, and do for a grade. The girl agreed with Nell. She wasn't sure on what she wanted to do for a while because of all those interesting occupations out there. The girl doesn't even remember how she decided on her current career path. "You do have time," The girl said nodding. Gabi also has time to decide what she wants to do with the rest of her life. She just had a definite career in mind, for now. Nell, has time, she's only eighteen, or maybe still seventeen. Hopefully she won't change her mind when she's a third year at the academy.
"Yeah it sort of does," Gabriella said looking at her really swollen foot. She didn't want to prod it, that will just inflict more pain to Nell, even though she can handle it. "True, I would be tearing up by now," Gabi admitted still looking at the swollen ankle, her skin was also turning a black and blue. Her ankle is going to be tender for quite some time. The best way to deal with such a swollen ankle is to keep it elevated higher than where her heart is, and icing it in twenty minute intervals. "I would say it's a really bad sprain, but I would recommend going to an ER for an x-ray to make sure there isn't a hairline fracture," Gabriella answered Nell's question. It does look like a really bad sprain, nothing more, but you can never be sure. If she broke her ankle, her foot would be out of place.
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Post by NELL DOE DALE on Dec 27, 2011 0:58:04 GMT -5
Even though Nell wasn’t too perceptive, she did pick up Gab’s momentary lapse and the subtle shift in her demeanor when she answered. However, she couldn’t say what was wrong. Nell didn’t know about her friend’s father or much of her home life, she never really asked. Keeping up her own cheery demeanor (it was something that never faltered), she rocked a bit when she said, ”Working hard is smart.” Nell tapped the side of her head when she said this, raising an eyebrow. That was true, at least. She didn’t think she was too smart herself, but then again, that was thanks to the fact that she never paid much attention to her talents or abilities. She passed with good grades, she did extra work she could, and she was taking challenging courses this year. Last year, she didn’t mind all the work that supplementary classes gave her.
Nell took her thoughts away from her future (because that was still scary to her, even though she had a future now) and just focused on Gab. Always focusing on others, that was her strong suit. Nell grinned when her friend agreed and said in a deep voice, ”Gar, I’ve come to eat your soul.” She giggled afterward—despite everything, the good mood coming naturally. The Earth girl wasn’t too familiar with treatments for sprained ankles. There was a time when she focused on medical journals to try and save her sister, in her innocent, childhood naivete that the girl ever had a chance. Other than that, every treatment she knew didn’t involved doctors. It involved her mother doing things that may have been worse than the abuse. She wrinkled her nose. ”ER?” she questioned. At least she knew what a hairline fracture was, but she wasn't about ready to go get medical attention. Maybe... ”How about I just go to the medical wing for now?” She hated being treated like a patient, and even though she still would be one in the medical wing, it at least wasn’t a hospital.
Nell leaned her head back and it looked as if she asked the sky, ”So…how am I going to get there?” She didn’t want to ask Gab to carry her or anything, because she didn’t like to ask anyone for anything. The girl had quite a bit of pride, something even she rarely recognized. Not only that, but she didn’t like people worrying about her. That was why she didn’t very much enjoy being treated like a patient—besides the fact that it would mean she was similar to her sister, a girl who died from an illness that slowly stripped away her life. ”You don’t have to…carry me or anything. We’ll find away.” Nell was resourceful when it mattered, so she didn’t worry too much. ”I can make a crutch out of a tree branch.” This made her laugh, with the mental image it gave her. ”Sound like a plan?” Gab may have had a better idea, after all, and she was willing to hear it.
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